WEBVTT WEBVTT WEBVTT WEBVTT WEBVTT 00:00:49.971 --> 00:00:54.474 GIRL: Mommy is... stretchable. WEBVTT 00:00:49.971 --> 00:00:54.474 GIRL: Mommy is... stretchable. 00:00:55.110 --> 00:00:57.142 WOMAN: What do you mean by stretchable? 00:00:57.244 --> 00:00:59.746 GIRL: Daddy's hard. You can't move him. 00:00:59.848 --> 00:01:02.215 He gets mad, and that's it. WEBVTT 00:00:59.848 --> 00:01:02.215 He gets mad, and that's it. 00:01:03.751 --> 00:01:05.278 Mommy gets mad too, 00:01:05.380 --> 00:01:07.750 but she's more like putty. 00:01:07.853 --> 00:01:09.390 WOMAN: Mm. 00:01:09.992 --> 00:01:11.891 -(SCOFFS LIGHTLY) -And she gets sad too. WEBVTT 00:01:09.992 --> 00:01:11.891 -(SCOFFS LIGHTLY) -And she gets sad too. 00:01:11.993 --> 00:01:16.256 That's when it's the most stretch. 00:01:16.992 --> 00:01:20.530 WOMAN: Putty, um... I wonder how is it that you stretch her? WEBVTT 00:01:16.992 --> 00:01:20.530 WOMAN: Putty, um... I wonder how is it that you stretch her? 00:01:22.538 --> 00:01:24.101 GIRL: You just... 00:01:24.203 --> 00:01:27.108 Can I... Can I talk now? Please? 00:01:27.873 --> 00:01:28.975 WOMAN: Um... 00:01:29.077 --> 00:01:30.840 -Is it okay if Mommy talks? -Yep. WEBVTT 00:01:29.077 --> 00:01:30.840 -Is it okay if Mommy talks? -Yep. 00:01:30.942 --> 00:01:32.108 WOMAN: Okay. 00:01:32.377 --> 00:01:34.949 I'm not stretchable. I'm not putty. 00:01:35.051 --> 00:01:35.944 WOMAN: Well, that's her experience of you. 00:01:36.046 --> 00:01:37.448 That isn't true. 00:01:37.550 --> 00:01:39.710 I try very hard to be in control of her and everything, 00:01:39.749 --> 00:01:43.484 but, um, may as well not even be there at all. WEBVTT 00:01:39.749 --> 00:01:43.484 but, um, may as well not even be there at all. 00:01:43.586 --> 00:01:46.022 WOMAN: Well, perception is reality, so... 00:01:46.124 --> 00:01:48.294 Also, I don't get sad. 00:01:49.227 --> 00:01:50.996 WOMAN: You seem sad right now. WEBVTT 00:01:49.227 --> 00:01:50.996 WOMAN: You seem sad right now. 00:01:51.098 --> 00:01:52.560 GIRL: You do seem sad right now. 00:01:52.663 --> 00:01:54.768 We're here to talk about how to get you better. 00:01:54.870 --> 00:01:57.131 All we do is talk about me. 00:01:57.834 --> 00:02:00.468 I can be sad. I mean, I'm allowed to be sad, right? WEBVTT 00:01:57.834 --> 00:02:00.468 I can be sad. I mean, I'm allowed to be sad, right? 00:02:00.570 --> 00:02:01.968 WOMAN: Well, of course. (CHUCKLES) 00:02:02.070 --> 00:02:05.110 But, um, you must know that this is all tangled up together 00:02:05.212 --> 00:02:06.384 and you of all people should know... 00:02:06.408 --> 00:02:08.712 I know. I know, but, um... 00:02:09.281 --> 00:02:12.586 this... this isn't how things... WEBVTT 00:02:09.281 --> 00:02:12.586 this... this isn't how things... 00:02:13.255 --> 00:02:15.689 (VOICE SHAKING) are gonna get better. Um... 00:02:16.225 --> 00:02:17.635 GIRL (VOICE WAVERING): Mommy, please don't cry... 00:02:17.659 --> 00:02:18.718 No, no. I... 00:02:18.820 --> 00:02:20.171 -because then I'll cry. -WOMAN: Sweetie. WEBVTT 00:02:18.820 --> 00:02:20.171 -because then I'll cry. -WOMAN: Sweetie. 00:02:20.195 --> 00:02:22.394 -She... -Sweetie, it's okay. It's okay. 00:02:23.028 --> 00:02:24.358 (CLEARS THROAT) 00:02:24.460 --> 00:02:26.696 We want the tube removed. Now. 00:02:26.798 --> 00:02:28.541 -GIRL: No, you can't kill me! -And to do that, we need... 00:02:28.565 --> 00:02:30.566 No, she won't do what she has to do WEBVTT 00:02:28.565 --> 00:02:30.566 No, she won't do what she has to do 00:02:30.668 --> 00:02:33.234 because she knows that she has this safety net. 00:02:33.804 --> 00:02:35.416 WOMAN: Things are not stable enough right now to... 00:02:35.440 --> 00:02:37.410 It's clear that we have different goals. 00:02:37.512 --> 00:02:39.914 You want her to get better before the tube can be removed. WEBVTT 00:02:40.016 --> 00:02:41.782 I think the tube needs to come out, 00:02:41.884 --> 00:02:43.951 and then she can get better. 00:02:44.053 --> 00:02:45.322 WOMAN: We all have the same goal here. 00:02:45.346 --> 00:02:46.947 (DRY CHUCKLE) 00:02:47.049 --> 00:02:49.720 WOMAN: But what I'm learning as we're talking all together 00:02:49.822 --> 00:02:53.891 is that you and I need to spend some time, just the two of us, WEBVTT 00:02:49.822 --> 00:02:53.891 is that you and I need to spend some time, just the two of us, 00:02:53.993 --> 00:02:55.295 without her here... 00:02:56.758 --> 00:02:58.698 to talk about some serious issues. 00:02:58.800 --> 00:02:59.932 (LOW, RUMBLING HUM) WEBVTT 00:03:00.035 --> 00:03:01.210 (MUFFLED) I'm gonna need you to 00:03:01.234 --> 00:03:02.870 restart the tube feedings at night 00:03:02.972 --> 00:03:04.465 and I need you to start doing... 00:03:04.567 --> 00:03:06.370 -(VOICE FADES) -(RUMBLING BUILDS) 00:03:06.472 --> 00:03:07.912 GIRL: Did you get the kind with no cheese? 00:03:07.936 --> 00:03:09.783 I can't explain this to you every time, sweetie. 00:03:09.807 --> 00:03:12.406 They would just laugh at me and say it's bread, okay? WEBVTT 00:03:09.807 --> 00:03:12.406 They would just laugh at me and say it's bread, okay? 00:03:12.942 --> 00:03:16.115 I'll take the cheese off when we get home, of course. 00:03:16.217 --> 00:03:17.590 GIRL: Is it the kind with the little 00:03:17.614 --> 00:03:19.084 green and black things in the sauce? 00:03:19.186 --> 00:03:21.919 It's the same kind we always get. WEBVTT 00:03:19.186 --> 00:03:21.919 It's the same kind we always get. 00:03:22.355 --> 00:03:24.153 That kind has the things in the sauce. 00:03:24.255 --> 00:03:26.288 I can't... I can't eat it. 00:03:26.390 --> 00:03:27.890 Like, can you scrape it off... 00:03:27.992 --> 00:03:30.203 Do you even want the tube out or is it just me who wants it out? WEBVTT 00:03:27.992 --> 00:03:30.203 Do you even want the tube out or is it just me who wants it out? 00:03:30.227 --> 00:03:31.532 You have to be... 00:03:31.634 --> 00:03:32.634 (GIRL GASPS) 00:03:32.668 --> 00:03:33.668 LINDA: Jesus. 00:03:33.769 --> 00:03:36.032 (GIRL GIGGLING) 00:03:36.134 --> 00:03:37.535 LINDA: Oh, poo. WEBVTT 00:03:40.238 --> 00:03:42.538 -Oh... -(GIRL GIGGLING) 00:03:42.640 --> 00:03:45.408 -You got your wish. No cheese. -(LAUGHING) 00:03:45.510 --> 00:03:47.279 -Did you will that to happen? -Yeah. 00:03:47.381 --> 00:03:49.078 Are you some kind of witch or something? 00:03:49.180 --> 00:03:50.746 (GIRL LAUGHING) WEBVTT 00:03:49.180 --> 00:03:50.746 (GIRL LAUGHING) 00:03:52.254 --> 00:03:54.617 Hey, straight to the table. Actually, no. 00:03:54.719 --> 00:03:56.234 Wash hands first, and then straight to the table. 00:03:56.258 --> 00:03:58.092 I don't have to go to the bathroom though. 00:03:58.194 --> 00:03:59.469 No one's making you go to the bathroom. 00:03:59.493 --> 00:04:01.827 I'm just asking you to wash your hands, please, WEBVTT 00:03:59.493 --> 00:04:01.827 I'm just asking you to wash your hands, please, 00:04:01.929 --> 00:04:03.264 like we always do. 00:04:05.134 --> 00:04:07.165 GIRL: Is Daddy coming? Where's Daddy? 00:04:07.267 --> 00:04:10.196 LINDA: Uh, he said maybe bedtime. WEBVTT 00:04:07.267 --> 00:04:10.196 LINDA: Uh, he said maybe bedtime. 00:04:10.632 --> 00:04:12.469 GIRL: When does he go again? 00:04:12.572 --> 00:04:16.739 (CHEWING) He just got back, so... in a month? 00:04:17.779 --> 00:04:18.906 GIRL: Mommy? 00:04:19.813 --> 00:04:20.707 Yeah. WEBVTT 00:04:19.813 --> 00:04:20.707 Yeah. 00:04:20.809 --> 00:04:22.814 I did have to go to the bathroom. 00:04:22.916 --> 00:04:24.650 LINDA: Okay. 00:04:25.119 --> 00:04:26.848 GIRL: This might take a while. 00:04:29.054 --> 00:04:30.054 LINDA: Okay. WEBVTT 00:04:29.054 --> 00:04:30.054 LINDA: Okay. 00:04:31.286 --> 00:04:32.626 (SIGHS) 00:04:32.728 --> 00:04:33.954 (CHAIR DRAGGING) 00:04:34.322 --> 00:04:37.023 (SIGHING) WEBVTT WEBVTT WEBVTT 00:05:08.931 --> 00:05:09.931 GIRL (FAINTLY): Mommy? WEBVTT 00:05:10.899 --> 00:05:12.065 (CHEWING) Yeah? 00:05:12.167 --> 00:05:14.368 GIRL: The bathroom has water in it. 00:05:16.466 --> 00:05:18.570 Okay, well, that's good. 00:05:19.469 --> 00:05:21.936 No, I mean on the floor. WEBVTT 00:05:19.469 --> 00:05:21.936 No, I mean on the floor. 00:05:23.405 --> 00:05:24.873 Come quickly! 00:05:28.280 --> 00:05:29.913 GIRL: Are you coming? WEBVTT 00:05:30.349 --> 00:05:32.452 -(WATER SPLASHING) -Mommy! 00:05:34.351 --> 00:05:36.618 Oh, my God. What? 00:05:36.987 --> 00:05:39.726 Why didn't you tell me as soon as you came in here? 00:05:39.895 --> 00:05:41.492 I just noticed... WEBVTT 00:05:39.895 --> 00:05:41.492 I just noticed... 00:05:41.595 --> 00:05:45.194 because I had to go to the bathroom so bad. 00:05:45.863 --> 00:05:48.596 (WHINING) I don't like how it feels on my socks. 00:05:48.832 --> 00:05:51.570 Where's it coming from? How deep is it? WEBVTT 00:05:48.832 --> 00:05:51.570 Where's it coming from? How deep is it? 00:05:52.237 --> 00:05:53.404 Are we gonna die? 00:05:53.506 --> 00:05:55.409 Is the house gonna fall on top of us? 00:05:56.107 --> 00:05:57.342 Mommy? 00:05:57.444 --> 00:05:59.312 Can you lift me up and carry me out? 00:05:59.414 --> 00:06:02.745 LINDA: Yep, just stay there, okay? Hold on. WEBVTT 00:05:59.414 --> 00:06:02.745 LINDA: Yep, just stay there, okay? Hold on. 00:06:02.847 --> 00:06:05.680 Mom, why are you leaving me? Where are you going? 00:06:05.782 --> 00:06:07.258 Just please stay on the toilet, okay? 00:06:07.282 --> 00:06:08.184 No. 00:06:08.286 --> 00:06:09.588 (WATER GUSHING) 00:06:09.690 --> 00:06:11.563 -GIRL: Can you please come... -(MUFFLED EXCLAMATION) WEBVTT 00:06:09.690 --> 00:06:11.563 -GIRL: Can you please come... -(MUFFLED EXCLAMATION) 00:06:11.587 --> 00:06:12.826 GIRL: Can you come now? 00:06:12.928 --> 00:06:13.953 (MUFFLED) Oh, my... 00:06:14.056 --> 00:06:16.056 -(WATER POURING) -(GIRL CONTINUES, INDISTINCT) 00:06:16.798 --> 00:06:17.798 Oh... 00:06:19.165 --> 00:06:20.601 my fucking God. WEBVTT 00:06:19.165 --> 00:06:20.601 my fucking God. 00:06:20.703 --> 00:06:21.703 Mommy! 00:06:21.798 --> 00:06:24.669 Mommy, you're not telling me what it is! 00:06:25.268 --> 00:06:26.770 Mommy! WEBVTT 00:06:30.771 --> 00:06:32.105 -What's going on? -What? 00:06:33.147 --> 00:06:34.580 What's happening, Mom? 00:06:35.445 --> 00:06:36.780 Are we gonna die? 00:06:38.315 --> 00:06:39.882 (LINE RINGING) WEBVTT 00:06:41.222 --> 00:06:42.520 -DAD: Hey. -Hey, yeah. 00:06:42.623 --> 00:06:44.722 We just got home, and you would not believe... 00:06:45.454 --> 00:06:47.021 (SHRIEKING) 00:06:49.097 --> 00:06:51.399 Oh, my God! Oh, my God! WEBVTT 00:06:49.097 --> 00:06:51.399 Oh, my God! Oh, my God! 00:06:53.769 --> 00:06:55.233 (YELPS) 00:06:55.669 --> 00:06:58.069 -(GIRL SCREAMING) -No, no, no! Do not come here. 00:06:58.171 --> 00:06:59.603 Do not come in here! 00:06:59.706 --> 00:07:02.943 Right now, go, go, go! Right now! Right now! WEBVTT 00:06:59.706 --> 00:07:02.943 Right now, go, go, go! Right now! Right now! 00:07:03.045 --> 00:07:04.372 (SHOUTING INDISTINCTLY) 00:07:04.474 --> 00:07:06.077 Go, go, go, go! 00:07:06.179 --> 00:07:09.016 Go! Oh, my God! 00:07:09.118 --> 00:07:10.979 (CONTINUES SHOUTING FAINTLY) WEBVTT 00:07:09.118 --> 00:07:10.979 (CONTINUES SHOUTING FAINTLY) WEBVTT WEBVTT 00:07:36.476 --> 00:07:39.106 (SPLASHING FADES, GROWING MUFFLED) WEBVTT 00:07:43.283 --> 00:07:45.750 (FADES TO LOW RUMBLE) WEBVTT 00:07:59.629 --> 00:08:02.470 (LOW, CREAKING RUMBLE) WEBVTT 00:07:59.629 --> 00:08:02.470 (LOW, CREAKING RUMBLE) WEBVTT 00:08:17.712 --> 00:08:19.817 (RUMBLING CONTINUES) WEBVTT 00:08:22.521 --> 00:08:24.756 (CHILDREN SHOUTING FAINTLY) 00:08:27.396 --> 00:08:30.027 LINDA: Nothing is familiar or real. WEBVTT 00:08:27.396 --> 00:08:30.027 LINDA: Nothing is familiar or real. 00:08:30.129 --> 00:08:31.423 Ever. 00:08:31.525 --> 00:08:34.327 Every time I feel this way I get further and further away 00:08:34.429 --> 00:08:37.670 from being in myself, and, like, I can never get back. 00:08:38.901 --> 00:08:41.106 MAN: When you think about time, WEBVTT 00:08:38.901 --> 00:08:41.106 MAN: When you think about time, 00:08:41.208 --> 00:08:42.808 how do you see it? 00:08:43.244 --> 00:08:44.745 LINDA: How do I see time? 00:08:44.847 --> 00:08:46.413 Um... 00:08:46.516 --> 00:08:49.948 Time is a series of things to get through. WEBVTT 00:08:50.284 --> 00:08:52.011 Each goal is a cliff. 00:08:52.113 --> 00:08:54.320 There's nothing at the end of it, 00:08:54.723 --> 00:08:58.691 but then it comes, and there's just another cliff. 00:08:59.887 --> 00:09:02.629 GIRL: I'm so mad at you! WEBVTT 00:08:59.887 --> 00:09:02.629 GIRL: I'm so mad at you! 00:09:03.362 --> 00:09:05.258 (SHRIEKS ANGRILY) 00:09:06.464 --> 00:09:08.165 (RHYTHMIC BEEPING) 00:09:08.267 --> 00:09:09.770 (SNORES LIGHTLY) 00:09:09.872 --> 00:09:11.504 (GROANS) WEBVTT 00:09:09.872 --> 00:09:11.504 (GROANS) 00:09:11.606 --> 00:09:13.640 -(BEEPING CONTINUES) -(MACHINERY CLICKING) WEBVTT WEBVTT WEBVTT WEBVTT 00:09:51.039 --> 00:09:53.178 -(BEEPING STOPS) -(MACHINE WHIRS) 00:09:53.280 --> 00:09:55.176 (CLICKING CONTINUES) 00:09:57.146 --> 00:09:59.180 (BEEPING, WHIRRING CONTINUE OVER MONITOR) WEBVTT WEBVTT 00:10:12.167 --> 00:10:14.096 (VEHICLE PASSING) 00:10:15.504 --> 00:10:17.737 (GIRL MOANING SLEEPILY OVER MONITOR) 00:10:17.839 --> 00:10:20.740 ("HOT FREAKS" BY GUIDED BY VOICES PLAYING OVER SPEAKER) WEBVTT 00:10:17.839 --> 00:10:20.740 ("HOT FREAKS" BY GUIDED BY VOICES PLAYING OVER SPEAKER) 00:10:24.278 --> 00:10:25.877 (MOANS LIGHTLY) 00:10:29.316 --> 00:10:31.377 (GIRL MOANS FAINTLY) WEBVTT 00:10:29.316 --> 00:10:31.377 (GIRL MOANS FAINTLY) 00:10:34.253 --> 00:10:35.617 (EXHALES) 00:10:35.719 --> 00:10:37.790 (THUNDER RUMBLES FAINTLY) 00:10:38.357 --> 00:10:40.727 (EXHALING) WEBVTT 00:10:38.357 --> 00:10:40.727 (EXHALING) 00:10:47.401 --> 00:10:48.768 -(ASH SIZZLES) -(GASPS) 00:10:49.037 --> 00:10:50.132 Oh, shit. WEBVTT 00:10:49.037 --> 00:10:50.132 Oh, shit. 00:10:52.103 --> 00:10:53.678 MAN: Yo, you know about holotropic breathing? 00:10:53.702 --> 00:10:54.702 WOMAN: Mm-mm. 00:10:54.804 --> 00:10:56.204 MAN: Yo, this shit is lit. 00:10:56.306 --> 00:10:58.841 Basically, you trick your brain into thinking it's dead, 00:10:58.943 --> 00:11:01.148 and you see the fucking universe. WEBVTT 00:10:58.943 --> 00:11:01.148 and you see the fucking universe. 00:11:01.250 --> 00:11:02.475 You know what I'm saying? 00:11:02.577 --> 00:11:04.758 So you won't feel paranoia and guilt if something's wrong. 00:11:04.782 --> 00:11:06.182 (SONG CONTINUES OVER SPEAKERS) 00:11:06.284 --> 00:11:08.987 WOMAN: I've got a friend who does Reiki and shit like that. 00:11:09.089 --> 00:11:12.054 MAN: Nah, see what I'm saying? This is like hyperventilating. WEBVTT 00:11:09.089 --> 00:11:12.054 MAN: Nah, see what I'm saying? This is like hyperventilating. 00:11:12.156 --> 00:11:14.255 When you die, they say you let off this chemical. 00:11:14.357 --> 00:11:17.089 And when you're dreaming, you let off the same chemical. 00:11:17.191 --> 00:11:18.927 It's sort of like that, you know? 00:11:19.029 --> 00:11:20.731 You make your brain think it's dead, WEBVTT 00:11:19.029 --> 00:11:20.731 You make your brain think it's dead, 00:11:20.833 --> 00:11:24.304 but being brain-dead is still alive. 00:11:24.707 --> 00:11:26.635 -WOMAN: Holographic breath work? -Holotropic. 00:11:26.737 --> 00:11:28.335 WOMAN: Tropic. Holotropic. WEBVTT 00:11:33.975 --> 00:11:36.413 -Is that real? -What? 00:11:36.982 --> 00:11:39.950 -The... the dead brain thing? -Oh, yeah. WEBVTT 00:11:40.052 --> 00:11:43.851 I mean, shit. I guess anything could be real. 00:11:44.153 --> 00:11:46.152 I mean, anything could be bullshit too. 00:11:46.254 --> 00:11:47.601 (CHUCKLING) You know what I'm saying? 00:11:47.625 --> 00:11:49.196 (LAUGHS WEAKLY) 00:11:49.765 --> 00:11:54.328 But you know that feeling like when you're not... WEBVTT 00:11:49.765 --> 00:11:54.328 But you know that feeling like when you're not... 00:11:58.601 --> 00:11:59.905 Yeah. WEBVTT 00:12:05.073 --> 00:12:06.843 Oh, you're making fun of me. 00:12:06.945 --> 00:12:08.945 -Miss, I don't even know you. -Right. 00:12:09.048 --> 00:12:12.181 Okay. Um, yes on these, but no on the wine. WEBVTT 00:12:09.048 --> 00:12:12.181 Okay. Um, yes on these, but no on the wine. 00:12:13.549 --> 00:12:14.722 Why? 00:12:17.222 --> 00:12:19.925 The law prohibits me from selling you this wine right now. WEBVTT 00:12:21.594 --> 00:12:22.862 But it isn't even 2:00. 00:12:23.462 --> 00:12:25.062 It's 1:58. 00:12:26.729 --> 00:12:28.097 Right, but... 00:12:28.199 --> 00:12:30.364 By the time I ring these up, it will be past two. WEBVTT 00:12:28.199 --> 00:12:30.364 By the time I ring these up, it will be past two. 00:12:31.404 --> 00:12:33.367 Huh. Um... 00:12:35.677 --> 00:12:37.509 I'll just get the peanut butter cups. 00:12:37.611 --> 00:12:38.944 You can put them on my room. 00:12:39.312 --> 00:12:40.506 Will do. WEBVTT 00:12:39.312 --> 00:12:40.506 Will do. 00:12:41.550 --> 00:12:43.377 (BEEPING, WHIRRING OVER MONITOR) WEBVTT 00:12:55.230 --> 00:12:56.324 (LOCK BEEPS) WEBVTT 00:13:07.475 --> 00:13:08.908 (SWITCHES OFF MONITOR) WEBVTT 00:13:12.878 --> 00:13:14.947 (BEEPING CONTINUES FROM OTHER ROOM) 00:13:16.384 --> 00:13:17.384 (WATER RUNNING) WEBVTT 00:13:21.724 --> 00:13:23.027 LINDA: I can't talk about this anymore. 00:13:23.051 --> 00:13:25.025 I'm telling you. Please. 00:13:25.127 --> 00:13:27.892 DAD: Hey, hey. Look, if that's what Dr. Spring thinks is best, 00:13:27.994 --> 00:13:29.033 then we have to listen to Dr. Spring. 00:13:29.057 --> 00:13:30.057 There is no "we" though. WEBVTT 00:13:29.057 --> 00:13:30.057 There is no "we" though. 00:13:30.091 --> 00:13:31.598 It's just me. I... I'm... 00:13:31.700 --> 00:13:33.799 -It's not fair. I'm telling you. -Whoa! 00:13:33.901 --> 00:13:36.365 Fair? Listen, I'm working, all right? 00:13:36.467 --> 00:13:38.999 I'm dealing with a lot of assholes. You have no idea. 00:13:39.102 --> 00:13:40.904 And I cannot do anything about WEBVTT 00:13:39.102 --> 00:13:40.904 And I cannot do anything about 00:13:41.006 --> 00:13:43.239 what's going on there from here. 00:13:43.341 --> 00:13:46.039 We need to be a team. You have to go there today 00:13:46.142 --> 00:13:48.715 and check in and let them know 00:13:48.818 --> 00:13:50.354 -that this whole thing is not... -I know. I know. WEBVTT 00:13:48.818 --> 00:13:50.354 -that this whole thing is not... -I know. I know. 00:13:50.378 --> 00:13:51.778 The problem with that logic, though, 00:13:51.817 --> 00:13:52.927 is that I'm not a housewife. 00:13:52.951 --> 00:13:54.448 -I work too. -Whoa, whoa, whoa. 00:13:55.690 --> 00:13:58.087 Mommy, this hotel food is gross. 00:13:58.189 --> 00:14:00.487 -MAN: Good morning. -This is disgusting. WEBVTT 00:13:58.189 --> 00:14:00.487 -MAN: Good morning. -This is disgusting. 00:14:01.261 --> 00:14:02.655 Wow. 00:14:02.757 --> 00:14:05.598 You guys look just like twins. Anybody ever tell you that? 00:14:05.700 --> 00:14:06.963 Uh, no. You're the first person 00:14:07.065 --> 00:14:08.700 to notice and/or say that. (CHUCKLES) 00:14:08.802 --> 00:14:09.974 -(SIGHS) -GIRL: Everyone says that. 00:14:09.998 --> 00:14:11.133 (CELL PHONE BUZZING) WEBVTT 00:14:09.998 --> 00:14:11.133 (CELL PHONE BUZZING) 00:14:11.236 --> 00:14:14.237 -Hey, cutie. Wanna see a trick? -GIRL: Yeah. 00:14:15.038 --> 00:14:17.306 GIRL: Whoa. How'd you do that? 00:14:18.411 --> 00:14:20.180 Mommy? WEBVTT 00:14:18.411 --> 00:14:20.180 Mommy? 00:14:20.883 --> 00:14:22.844 You should take it. She's never gonna eat it. 00:14:22.946 --> 00:14:25.349 (PHONE CONTINUES BUZZING) 00:14:25.451 --> 00:14:26.451 Okay. 00:14:27.149 --> 00:14:28.988 GIRL: Am I gonna throw up now? WEBVTT 00:14:31.726 --> 00:14:33.222 -Yeah? -DAD: You hung up on me. 00:14:33.324 --> 00:14:36.056 Look, I know you have a lot on your plate, 00:14:36.158 --> 00:14:37.797 but she's getting better, 00:14:37.900 --> 00:14:39.931 and the rest of it is totally temporary. WEBVTT 00:14:40.033 --> 00:14:42.364 The ceiling will get fixed, I promise. 00:14:42.466 --> 00:14:45.068 The sky is not falling. None of this is your fault. 00:14:45.170 --> 00:14:46.970 -I love you. -I'm sorry. I love you too. 00:14:47.072 --> 00:14:48.432 What's so bad about a hotel anyway? 00:14:48.472 --> 00:14:50.608 And while you're there, take advantage of the pool. WEBVTT 00:14:48.472 --> 00:14:50.608 And while you're there, take advantage of the pool. 00:14:50.710 --> 00:14:52.305 They got a pool, right? 00:14:52.507 --> 00:14:54.073 You always said you wish you had a pool, 00:14:54.175 --> 00:14:55.609 so now you have one. 00:14:55.711 --> 00:14:58.183 Why don't you go? You can do some laps, lounge a little. 00:14:58.285 --> 00:15:00.405 Get a floatie. Kick back, get a couple of margarita... WEBVTT 00:14:58.285 --> 00:15:00.405 Get a floatie. Kick back, get a couple of margarita... 00:15:00.453 --> 00:15:01.481 Okay. 00:15:01.783 --> 00:15:04.925 GIRL: Did you know that you can train hamsters to love you? 00:15:05.589 --> 00:15:06.589 No. 00:15:06.662 --> 00:15:08.826 You can train them to love you. 00:15:09.229 --> 00:15:12.362 Well, I would love if you would finish your bacon. WEBVTT 00:15:09.229 --> 00:15:12.362 Well, I would love if you would finish your bacon. 00:15:12.464 --> 00:15:15.695 That way I can tell everybody you got 100% on breakfast. 00:15:15.797 --> 00:15:19.636 And once they love you, you can get them to do everything 00:15:19.738 --> 00:15:21.975 including tricks. WEBVTT 00:15:19.738 --> 00:15:21.975 including tricks. 00:15:22.643 --> 00:15:24.307 Let's start with one bite. 00:15:25.609 --> 00:15:27.729 LINDA AND GIRL: ♪ Ring, ding Ring-a-ring-a-ling-dang ♪ 00:15:27.815 --> 00:15:29.916 ♪ Ring-a-ling-a-ding-dang-do ♪ WEBVTT 00:15:30.018 --> 00:15:32.014 ♪ Ring, ling Ring-a-ling-a-ding-dang... ♪ 00:15:32.116 --> 00:15:33.916 ♪ Keeps him from lovin' you ♪ 00:15:34.018 --> 00:15:35.652 (MIMICS DOG BARKING IN SONG) 00:15:35.754 --> 00:15:37.683 (GIRL BARKS, LAUGHS) 00:15:39.454 --> 00:15:41.687 (BOTH SINGING NONSENSE SYLLABLES) WEBVTT 00:15:39.454 --> 00:15:41.687 (BOTH SINGING NONSENSE SYLLABLES) 00:15:46.265 --> 00:15:49.233 GIRL: Is the parking guy gonna get mad again? WEBVTT 00:15:50.498 --> 00:15:54.101 Double-park! Double-park! Double-park! 00:15:54.203 --> 00:15:56.041 -Okay. -(HANDBRAKE CLICKS) 00:15:56.143 --> 00:15:58.044 Gotta be fast. You know what happened last time. 00:15:58.843 --> 00:16:01.377 (FAINT CHATTER) WEBVTT 00:15:58.843 --> 00:16:01.377 (FAINT CHATTER) WEBVTT 00:16:14.426 --> 00:16:17.426 You've missed the last few weeks of family sessions. 00:16:18.762 --> 00:16:19.762 Yeah. WEBVTT 00:16:20.998 --> 00:16:22.398 I told you what happened. 00:16:22.500 --> 00:16:25.167 Our entire ceiling fell down, and with all that chaos, 00:16:25.269 --> 00:16:27.337 and we're living out of the hotel... 00:16:27.439 --> 00:16:29.735 So we need to schedule something as soon as possible 00:16:29.837 --> 00:16:33.238 to talk about her goals and the treatment process. WEBVTT 00:16:29.837 --> 00:16:33.238 to talk about her goals and the treatment process. 00:16:33.340 --> 00:16:34.877 Yeah. Yeah, okay. Yeah. 00:16:34.979 --> 00:16:37.415 Duh. (FORCED CHUCKLE) 00:16:37.517 --> 00:16:38.517 Yeah. WEBVTT 00:16:40.016 --> 00:16:41.752 -Mm-hm. -Mm-hm. 00:16:42.054 --> 00:16:44.521 Oh, you meant now? Okay. All right. 00:16:44.623 --> 00:16:45.924 Um... 00:16:46.026 --> 00:16:49.156 Well, uh, let me look at my schedule. 00:16:49.258 --> 00:16:50.764 I should probably do that... WEBVTT 00:16:49.258 --> 00:16:50.764 I should probably do that... 00:16:50.866 --> 00:16:52.558 I know that you already know this, 00:16:52.927 --> 00:16:56.936 but you can't start letting feelings of guilt and control 00:16:57.038 --> 00:17:00.271 about this illness and treatment affect you. WEBVTT 00:16:57.038 --> 00:17:00.271 about this illness and treatment affect you. 00:17:01.576 --> 00:17:02.601 It's no one's fault. 00:17:02.703 --> 00:17:04.672 That's right. That's what I keep hearing. 00:17:04.774 --> 00:17:08.348 Also, I really need you to start taking care of yourself. 00:17:08.450 --> 00:17:09.342 Right. Yes. 00:17:09.444 --> 00:17:11.912 No. Put my oxygen mask on first. WEBVTT 00:17:09.444 --> 00:17:11.912 No. Put my oxygen mask on first. 00:17:12.014 --> 00:17:13.149 Mm-hm, mm-hm. 00:17:13.251 --> 00:17:14.693 I'm just gonna have to get blunt here. 00:17:14.717 --> 00:17:19.252 So she needs to reach her weight goal in the next week. 00:17:19.688 --> 00:17:22.993 If she does that, then we can put tube removal WEBVTT 00:17:19.688 --> 00:17:22.993 If she does that, then we can put tube removal 00:17:23.095 --> 00:17:24.895 and discharge dates on the books 00:17:24.997 --> 00:17:26.625 but if she doesn't do that, 00:17:26.727 --> 00:17:29.299 I'm gonna have to reassess the level of care 00:17:29.401 --> 00:17:31.597 because obviously something is not working here, WEBVTT 00:17:29.401 --> 00:17:31.597 because obviously something is not working here, 00:17:31.699 --> 00:17:33.739 and this is what I need to talk to you about. 00:17:33.841 --> 00:17:36.071 When can we sit down properly? 00:17:36.173 --> 00:17:38.511 Yeah, fine. Uh, September 7th. 00:17:38.613 --> 00:17:40.641 It's September 15th. WEBVTT 00:17:38.613 --> 00:17:40.641 It's September 15th. 00:17:42.115 --> 00:17:45.184 September 20. I mean, September... 00:17:45.850 --> 00:17:47.153 September 20. 00:17:47.852 --> 00:17:49.718 (HORN BLARING) 00:17:49.820 --> 00:17:50.820 MAN: Hey! WEBVTT 00:17:49.820 --> 00:17:50.820 MAN: Hey! 00:17:50.855 --> 00:17:52.455 (HORN HONKING) 00:17:54.195 --> 00:17:56.488 Hey! I told you not to do that, and the next time 00:17:56.590 --> 00:17:58.029 I will report you to the building. 00:17:58.131 --> 00:17:59.594 You have no authority to report me. 00:17:59.696 --> 00:18:01.205 You won't be allowed in the lot. I'll have you towed! WEBVTT 00:17:59.696 --> 00:18:01.205 You won't be allowed in the lot. I'll have you towed! 00:18:01.229 --> 00:18:02.702 Oh, sure! Call them! 00:18:02.804 --> 00:18:04.070 I'm not in there long enough 00:18:04.172 --> 00:18:05.812 -for them to even come! -(ATTENDANT SHOUTING) 00:18:05.836 --> 00:18:07.340 Whatever! 00:18:07.442 --> 00:18:08.504 Asshole. WEBVTT 00:18:11.178 --> 00:18:12.844 LINDA: The apartment is a 30-minute walk, 00:18:12.946 --> 00:18:14.548 but it might as well be on Mars. 00:18:14.650 --> 00:18:15.882 And I just, I can't... 00:18:15.984 --> 00:18:18.047 Every time I go check, it looks worse, 00:18:18.149 --> 00:18:20.482 and I... I have no control. WEBVTT 00:18:18.149 --> 00:18:20.482 and I... I have no control. 00:18:20.584 --> 00:18:22.292 THERAPIST: Have you tried discussing a compromise 00:18:22.316 --> 00:18:23.484 with your landlord? 00:18:23.786 --> 00:18:27.158 Perhaps they could section off the room with the hole, 00:18:27.461 --> 00:18:30.223 then you could live freely in the rest of the apartment. WEBVTT 00:18:27.461 --> 00:18:30.223 then you could live freely in the rest of the apartment. 00:18:30.325 --> 00:18:33.197 Live freely with asbestos 00:18:33.300 --> 00:18:36.736 and 100-year-old dust and black mold spores? 00:18:36.839 --> 00:18:38.268 (CHUCKLING) That's your advice? 00:18:38.370 --> 00:18:41.534 It's not advice. It's a question to consider. WEBVTT 00:18:38.370 --> 00:18:41.534 It's not advice. It's a question to consider. 00:18:41.636 --> 00:18:44.809 I should really show you this hole. 00:18:45.178 --> 00:18:49.578 It's an entire nightmare on my ceiling. WEBVTT 00:18:50.851 --> 00:18:52.784 When does Charles return? 00:18:52.986 --> 00:18:55.651 This is week three of eight. 00:18:55.753 --> 00:18:59.318 I mean, you should know that. Don't you write things down? 00:18:59.420 --> 00:19:00.487 It's your job to remember WEBVTT 00:18:59.420 --> 00:19:00.487 It's your job to remember 00:19:00.589 --> 00:19:02.860 the boring details of my fucking life. 00:19:03.396 --> 00:19:05.525 We do have to stop now. We are out of time. 00:19:05.627 --> 00:19:07.433 I have another patient coming, so... 00:19:07.536 --> 00:19:08.396 Wait, now? 00:19:08.498 --> 00:19:09.969 What about the ten-minute warning? WEBVTT 00:19:10.071 --> 00:19:12.064 Yeah, I just wasn't paying attention. 00:19:12.166 --> 00:19:14.581 You didn't respond to the email that I sent you about my dream. 00:19:14.605 --> 00:19:18.075 I don't respond to my client's dream emails. 00:19:18.177 --> 00:19:21.406 Okay. So, if you don't bring it up, WEBVTT 00:19:18.177 --> 00:19:21.406 Okay. So, if you don't bring it up, 00:19:21.508 --> 00:19:23.414 then what is the point? 00:19:25.149 --> 00:19:27.384 Okay. Uh, you got me. 00:19:27.486 --> 00:19:30.151 I had a dream, and I need to talk about it today, WEBVTT 00:19:27.486 --> 00:19:30.151 I had a dream, and I need to talk about it today, 00:19:30.253 --> 00:19:31.958 and I didn't get any time 00:19:32.060 --> 00:19:34.224 because you didn't give me a warning. 00:19:34.493 --> 00:19:38.657 We can discuss the dream you emailed next session. 00:19:38.759 --> 00:19:40.626 Well, it's actually a different dream. WEBVTT 00:19:38.759 --> 00:19:40.626 Well, it's actually a different dream. 00:19:40.728 --> 00:19:42.763 -Well, I don't really... -About you. 00:19:46.368 --> 00:19:48.104 -Okay, quickly. -Okay. 00:19:48.206 --> 00:19:51.076 I was in a hospital day room WEBVTT 00:19:48.206 --> 00:19:51.076 I was in a hospital day room 00:19:51.178 --> 00:19:53.145 or a recreation room or something, 00:19:53.248 --> 00:19:55.344 and I knew my daughter was also in the hospital 00:19:55.446 --> 00:19:58.644 but... but far away, another part, 00:19:58.746 --> 00:20:01.216 and it didn't look like the hospital WEBVTT 00:19:58.746 --> 00:20:01.216 and it didn't look like the hospital 00:20:01.318 --> 00:20:02.850 she was in last year, though, 00:20:02.952 --> 00:20:05.290 when everything happened. It was different. It was weird. 00:20:05.392 --> 00:20:07.320 And I was waiting for Charles to come get me, 00:20:07.422 --> 00:20:08.795 so we could pick her up 00:20:08.897 --> 00:20:11.097 but instead, you were there, WEBVTT 00:20:08.897 --> 00:20:11.097 but instead, you were there, 00:20:11.199 --> 00:20:12.777 and you wanted to sit really close to me. 00:20:12.801 --> 00:20:13.926 (CLEARS THROAT LIGHTLY) 00:20:14.028 --> 00:20:16.169 And I was, like, inching away from you on the bench 00:20:16.271 --> 00:20:18.532 -and you kept inching closer. -(SIGHS DEEPLY) 00:20:18.634 --> 00:20:20.832 And I got my phone out to text Charles WEBVTT 00:20:18.634 --> 00:20:20.832 And I got my phone out to text Charles 00:20:20.935 --> 00:20:23.009 'cause I was nervous he'd come in and he'd see 00:20:23.111 --> 00:20:26.276 and then you tried to grab the phone 00:20:26.378 --> 00:20:29.711 and then you started to tickle me... 00:20:29.813 --> 00:20:31.489 (CHUCKLING LIGHTLY) to try to get me to drop it, WEBVTT 00:20:29.813 --> 00:20:31.489 (CHUCKLING LIGHTLY) to try to get me to drop it, 00:20:31.513 --> 00:20:34.281 and I was, like... (CHUCKLES) 00:20:34.383 --> 00:20:35.851 I was really enjoying it, 00:20:35.953 --> 00:20:39.155 but I was so scared that Charles would come in and he would see. 00:20:39.258 --> 00:20:41.791 -(CHUCKLING) -(GROANS LIGHTLY) WEBVTT 00:20:39.258 --> 00:20:41.791 -(CHUCKLING) -(GROANS LIGHTLY) 00:20:41.894 --> 00:20:43.329 All right. 00:20:46.898 --> 00:20:48.129 Okay? 00:20:48.398 --> 00:20:50.397 All right. You got to tell me. WEBVTT 00:20:48.398 --> 00:20:50.397 All right. You got to tell me. 00:20:50.499 --> 00:20:52.305 We'll talk about it next time. 00:20:52.938 --> 00:20:54.172 THERAPIST: Okay? 00:20:54.274 --> 00:20:57.003 (GROANS) We won't talk about it next time. 00:20:57.305 --> 00:20:59.006 You know that. 00:20:59.709 --> 00:21:02.777 There's no thread. There's no thread at all. WEBVTT 00:20:59.709 --> 00:21:02.777 There's no thread. There's no thread at all. WEBVTT 00:21:10.286 --> 00:21:11.951 (EXHALES LIGHTLY) 00:21:13.026 --> 00:21:16.263 (MUFFLED PHONE BUZZING) 00:21:19.265 --> 00:21:21.298 Yes? (CLEARS THROAT) What now? WEBVTT 00:21:19.265 --> 00:21:21.298 Yes? (CLEARS THROAT) What now? 00:21:21.400 --> 00:21:23.331 MAN (IN ACCENT): Hi, yes. So sorry. 00:21:23.433 --> 00:21:25.263 Have to leave. Stop work. 00:21:25.365 --> 00:21:26.668 Uh, what? 00:21:27.037 --> 00:21:30.270 Mother died. I have to leave. Work is going to take longer. WEBVTT 00:21:27.037 --> 00:21:30.270 Mother died. I have to leave. Work is going to take longer. 00:21:30.372 --> 00:21:32.572 Uh, okay, uh, just... 00:21:32.674 --> 00:21:34.006 (WHISPERING) I'll be one second. 00:21:37.847 --> 00:21:40.119 Okay, what is the issue then? Can you tell me? WEBVTT 00:21:37.847 --> 00:21:40.119 Okay, what is the issue then? Can you tell me? 00:21:40.221 --> 00:21:41.296 This has been going on for so long. 00:21:41.320 --> 00:21:42.326 Do I need to get a new contractor? 00:21:42.350 --> 00:21:43.885 It spread. 00:21:43.987 --> 00:21:46.066 Uh, it's full. It's very full, you understand? Very full. 00:21:46.090 --> 00:21:47.258 It spread? 00:21:47.360 --> 00:21:48.925 Not easy to explain. Not my language. 00:21:49.027 --> 00:21:51.956 ¡Yo hablo español! Explícame en tu idiom a, ¡lo entenderé! WEBVTT 00:21:49.027 --> 00:21:51.956 ¡Yo hablo español! Explícame en tu idiom a, ¡lo entenderé! 00:21:52.059 --> 00:21:54.497 Sorry, but I don't understand those words. 00:21:54.600 --> 00:21:56.313 How long will you be grieving for your mother? 00:21:56.337 --> 00:21:58.667 I don't say. I don't know. I can't say. 00:21:58.769 --> 00:22:00.968 Look, I need a date, okay? It needs to be fixed. WEBVTT 00:21:58.769 --> 00:22:00.968 Look, I need a date, okay? It needs to be fixed. 00:22:01.070 --> 00:22:03.568 Just give me a date. My husband and I will be returning to... 00:22:03.670 --> 00:22:06.108 I'll be back, one week. 00:22:06.711 --> 00:22:08.478 Okay, well, fine. I'm going to be going there 00:22:08.580 --> 00:22:10.019 and checking on what you have done so far, WEBVTT 00:22:08.580 --> 00:22:10.019 and checking on what you have done so far, 00:22:10.043 --> 00:22:11.763 and I'm going to be taking pictures, and I... 00:22:11.787 --> 00:22:13.181 (CALL CLICKS OFF) 00:22:13.283 --> 00:22:15.388 (NOISELESS SCREAM) 00:22:17.322 --> 00:22:19.755 Vete a la mierda, el cabrón. WEBVTT 00:22:20.895 --> 00:22:22.087 (SETS DOWN PHONE) 00:22:23.557 --> 00:22:27.499 (MUFFLED SCREAMING) WEBVTT 00:22:33.204 --> 00:22:34.737 I can see you now. WEBVTT WEBVTT 00:22:53.661 --> 00:22:56.462 I'm really happy to hold this silent space for you but... 00:22:57.561 --> 00:22:58.823 as usual, I am curious as to 00:22:58.925 --> 00:23:00.697 what you might be thinking about. WEBVTT 00:22:58.925 --> 00:23:00.697 what you might be thinking about. 00:23:04.002 --> 00:23:05.064 Riley. 00:23:06.437 --> 00:23:08.540 That's all I can think about. WEBVTT 00:23:11.980 --> 00:23:13.578 Tell me what's going on. 00:23:14.112 --> 00:23:15.211 Well, I... 00:23:15.313 --> 00:23:17.712 I keep telling you, it's... 00:23:17.815 --> 00:23:20.117 It's like I keep saying to his doctor, he... WEBVTT 00:23:17.815 --> 00:23:20.117 It's like I keep saying to his doctor, he... 00:23:20.219 --> 00:23:22.281 He doesn't smile. He... 00:23:22.650 --> 00:23:23.950 He looks at me weirdly, 00:23:24.052 --> 00:23:27.986 and he's just very uncomfortable all of the time, 00:23:28.088 --> 00:23:30.760 and... and no one will do anything about it. WEBVTT 00:23:28.088 --> 00:23:30.760 and... and no one will do anything about it. 00:23:33.364 --> 00:23:34.531 You know what I would love 00:23:34.633 --> 00:23:36.435 and what I think would be extremely helpful 00:23:36.537 --> 00:23:39.036 is if you could come to a session without Riley. 00:23:39.238 --> 00:23:40.438 I think it would be... WEBVTT 00:23:39.238 --> 00:23:40.438 I think it would be... 00:23:40.541 --> 00:23:42.115 -I know you think you can't... -No, I can't. 00:23:42.139 --> 00:23:44.739 But I think if you got a sitter who you trusted, who you could... 00:23:44.841 --> 00:23:48.308 Did you hear about that nanny in New York? 00:23:48.677 --> 00:23:50.081 The mom came home from work, WEBVTT 00:23:48.677 --> 00:23:50.081 The mom came home from work, 00:23:50.183 --> 00:23:51.482 and the nanny had stabbed 00:23:51.584 --> 00:23:54.146 both of her kids to death in the bathtub. 00:23:55.288 --> 00:23:58.456 That is real. That happened. 00:23:58.725 --> 00:24:03.293 A situation like that is very, very, very unusual, okay? WEBVTT 00:23:58.725 --> 00:24:03.293 A situation like that is very, very, very unusual, okay? 00:24:03.395 --> 00:24:04.826 Most people have caregivers 00:24:04.928 --> 00:24:06.928 -who can trust that... -I can't. (GROANS LIGHTLY) 00:24:07.894 --> 00:24:09.797 Well, I... I believe you can. 00:24:09.900 --> 00:24:11.831 I just think you don't want to or you're afraid WEBVTT 00:24:09.900 --> 00:24:11.831 I just think you don't want to or you're afraid 00:24:11.933 --> 00:24:13.467 so let's stick to some practical... 00:24:13.569 --> 00:24:15.200 I need to protect him. 00:24:16.539 --> 00:24:18.706 From something specific? 00:24:18.808 --> 00:24:21.814 Because something very bad is happening. WEBVTT 00:24:18.808 --> 00:24:21.814 Because something very bad is happening. 00:24:21.916 --> 00:24:23.813 (PHONE BUZZES) 00:24:25.213 --> 00:24:27.982 I'm so... Can I just... One second. I just have to... 00:24:28.084 --> 00:24:31.755 This could be about my daughter. I'm... I'm so sorry. WEBVTT 00:24:28.084 --> 00:24:31.755 This could be about my daughter. I'm... I'm so sorry. 00:24:37.898 --> 00:24:38.960 Um... WEBVTT 00:24:40.194 --> 00:24:43.801 Yeah. Look, look, I... I'm not Riley's doctor 00:24:43.903 --> 00:24:47.240 so I can't speak to what may or may not be going on with him. 00:24:47.342 --> 00:24:50.003 We can only talk about your feelings WEBVTT 00:24:47.342 --> 00:24:50.003 We can only talk about your feelings 00:24:50.105 --> 00:24:52.840 about what you perceive is going on with Riley, 00:24:52.943 --> 00:24:55.014 which is why I do believe medication can be... 00:24:55.116 --> 00:24:56.948 I'm not perceiving it. 00:24:57.050 --> 00:24:58.949 It is happening. 00:24:59.318 --> 00:25:02.049 And I feel awful about it. WEBVTT 00:24:59.318 --> 00:25:02.049 And I feel awful about it. 00:25:03.584 --> 00:25:05.453 Okay, listen. 00:25:06.022 --> 00:25:08.488 When you're having these feelings of deep panic 00:25:08.590 --> 00:25:10.329 at home with Riley, WEBVTT 00:25:08.590 --> 00:25:10.329 at home with Riley, 00:25:10.732 --> 00:25:14.127 just put him in his crib or carrier or somewhere safe... 00:25:15.267 --> 00:25:17.432 and draw a bath. 00:25:18.068 --> 00:25:21.607 Just breathe until your heart isn't racing anymore, WEBVTT 00:25:18.068 --> 00:25:21.607 Just breathe until your heart isn't racing anymore, 00:25:22.275 --> 00:25:24.341 come out and get dressed, 00:25:24.443 --> 00:25:26.546 start the day over again... 00:25:27.644 --> 00:25:29.747 put on some real clothes. WEBVTT 00:25:31.750 --> 00:25:33.782 These feelings that you're experiencing 00:25:33.885 --> 00:25:37.557 they are... they're very, very, very scary. WEBVTT 00:25:40.292 --> 00:25:42.592 Okay? And very dark. 00:25:42.694 --> 00:25:44.894 And that's why you need to keep moving. 00:25:45.694 --> 00:25:47.659 You need to keep going. 00:25:47.761 --> 00:25:49.494 You need to be busy. 00:25:49.930 --> 00:25:52.805 You can't sit inside the fear WEBVTT 00:25:49.930 --> 00:25:52.805 You can't sit inside the fear 00:25:52.907 --> 00:25:54.368 and doubt 00:25:54.470 --> 00:25:56.103 and scariness. WEBVTT 00:26:03.344 --> 00:26:06.519 Breathwork is a deep healing in the nervous system, 00:26:06.621 --> 00:26:10.256 where we hold trauma and trapped emotions. WEBVTT 00:26:06.621 --> 00:26:10.256 where we hold trauma and trapped emotions. 00:26:10.492 --> 00:26:13.489 We can't talk our way out of trauma. 00:26:13.591 --> 00:26:15.394 The body needs to process 00:26:15.496 --> 00:26:18.156 unprocessed emotions within the body. 00:26:18.259 --> 00:26:20.797 And this is why breath work is so powerful. WEBVTT 00:26:18.259 --> 00:26:20.797 And this is why breath work is so powerful. 00:26:20.899 --> 00:26:23.368 If you're looking for deeper ways of healing 00:26:23.637 --> 00:26:25.830 and you're searching for alternatives, 00:26:25.932 --> 00:26:27.399 don't wait any longer. 00:26:27.501 --> 00:26:30.870 Let's connect and schedule your first breath work session. WEBVTT 00:26:27.501 --> 00:26:30.870 Let's connect and schedule your first breath work session. 00:26:31.506 --> 00:26:34.010 REPORTER: Directly before the judge read Ortega her sentence, 00:26:34.112 --> 00:26:36.478 she begged for forgiveness for her unspeakable crime. 00:26:36.580 --> 00:26:37.814 She stated she was sorry 00:26:37.916 --> 00:26:39.948 for what the judge had called, "Pure evil." WEBVTT 00:26:40.150 --> 00:26:42.387 She then spoke about how untreated mental illness... 00:26:42.489 --> 00:26:43.731 -(RAPID KNOCKING AT DOOR) -Fuck. 00:26:43.755 --> 00:26:44.897 -The judge was not convinced. -Shit. 00:26:44.921 --> 00:26:46.241 She will be serving life in prison 00:26:46.320 --> 00:26:48.224 with no possibility of parole, saying that... 00:26:48.326 --> 00:26:49.596 (STOPS VIDEO) WEBVTT 00:26:53.464 --> 00:26:55.067 (CLEARS THROAT) 00:26:55.836 --> 00:26:58.797 You would not believe what I have been through today. 00:26:59.133 --> 00:27:02.003 Okay, so, I don't know if you recall WEBVTT 00:26:59.133 --> 00:27:02.003 Okay, so, I don't know if you recall 00:27:02.105 --> 00:27:04.936 but there was this pair of absolutely davoon-ianca, 00:27:05.038 --> 00:27:06.344 davoon, gorge leather gloves 00:27:06.446 --> 00:27:07.840 that I saw on The RealReal. 00:27:07.943 --> 00:27:10.509 I wake up this morning, banned. WEBVTT 00:27:07.943 --> 00:27:10.509 I wake up this morning, banned. 00:27:10.878 --> 00:27:13.617 Banned. Yeah. I know. 00:27:13.719 --> 00:27:14.759 CHARLES (OVER PHONE): Hey, my love! 00:27:14.783 --> 00:27:15.983 So you been keeping up 00:27:16.086 --> 00:27:17.633 and eating, and doing all the right things? 00:27:17.657 --> 00:27:19.325 GIRL: Yeah, I ate some cheese today! 00:27:19.427 --> 00:27:20.636 -LINDA: Mmm. -CHARLES: Cheese! WEBVTT 00:27:19.427 --> 00:27:20.636 -LINDA: Mmm. -CHARLES: Cheese! 00:27:20.660 --> 00:27:21.702 That's fantastic. I love cheese! 00:27:21.726 --> 00:27:23.086 -Daddy, can I get a hamster? -No. 00:27:23.127 --> 00:27:24.575 I already told you, you're not getting a hamster. 00:27:24.599 --> 00:27:25.874 No, no. You know what, let's see, okay? 00:27:25.898 --> 00:27:27.205 Maybe when we get back to the apartment... 00:27:27.229 --> 00:27:28.610 No, no, no, no, no. She's not getting a hamster. 00:27:28.634 --> 00:27:29.643 Daddy, when are you coming home? 00:27:29.667 --> 00:27:30.900 She's not getting a hamster. WEBVTT 00:27:29.667 --> 00:27:30.900 She's not getting a hamster. 00:27:31.002 --> 00:27:32.999 What, where are you? I can hear something weird. 00:27:33.101 --> 00:27:35.907 Oh. Yeah, that. I'm catching a game. 00:27:36.276 --> 00:27:37.408 -A game? -Yeah. 00:27:37.510 --> 00:27:38.907 Yeah, we got here this morning, 00:27:39.009 --> 00:27:40.439 and there's a minor league team here WEBVTT 00:27:39.009 --> 00:27:40.439 and there's a minor league team here 00:27:40.541 --> 00:27:43.210 on the island where we go. It's a little loud, so... 00:27:43.312 --> 00:27:45.155 Oh, it must be nice, huh, doing things for yourself. 00:27:45.179 --> 00:27:46.812 -What's that like? -Hey, hey, hey. 00:27:46.914 --> 00:27:48.082 You wanna switch places? 00:27:48.184 --> 00:27:49.533 You don't know what I'm dealing with here. 00:27:49.557 --> 00:27:50.799 All right, I'll go sit on my ass... WEBVTT 00:27:49.557 --> 00:27:50.799 All right, I'll go sit on my ass... 00:27:50.823 --> 00:27:52.423 -GIRL: Daddy! -All day in therapy... 00:27:52.688 --> 00:27:54.155 I'm sorry. Ha-ha. 00:27:54.257 --> 00:27:56.955 I mean, "sit on my butt" listening to people whine, 00:27:57.058 --> 00:27:58.957 and you can captain this fu... 00:27:59.060 --> 00:28:01.800 Uh... this stupid boat, okay? WEBVTT 00:27:59.060 --> 00:28:01.800 Uh... this stupid boat, okay? 00:28:01.902 --> 00:28:03.998 Listen, I'm allowed to do things on my time off. 00:28:04.100 --> 00:28:07.299 -Jesus Christ! -Time off? Oh, okay, um... 00:28:07.401 --> 00:28:09.534 Daddy has to go now, and, uh, we have to drive, 00:28:09.636 --> 00:28:11.247 -so say goodbye to Daddy, okay? -No. I don't have to go! WEBVTT 00:28:09.636 --> 00:28:11.247 -so say goodbye to Daddy, okay? -No. I don't have to go! 00:28:11.271 --> 00:28:13.009 -Look, they're in the middle... -Jesus. 00:28:14.711 --> 00:28:17.045 I told you, it's a rodent, 00:28:17.147 --> 00:28:18.825 and just something to look after for no reason. 00:28:18.849 --> 00:28:21.654 Please, please don't ask again, WEBVTT 00:28:18.849 --> 00:28:21.654 Please, please don't ask again, 00:28:21.756 --> 00:28:23.596 and don't ask Daddy things I already say no to. 00:28:23.687 --> 00:28:26.286 But Mommy, it's not fair! WEBVTT WEBVTT WEBVTT 00:28:56.456 --> 00:28:58.989 (MACHINE BEEPS, WHIRRING) WEBVTT 00:29:02.323 --> 00:29:04.858 LINDA: Dr. Spring said this is a big week. 00:29:05.160 --> 00:29:07.663 -Did she tell you that? -GIRL: Yeah. 00:29:07.765 --> 00:29:09.195 LINDA: I think you can do it. 00:29:09.297 --> 00:29:11.801 GIRL: But I'm already doing it my best. WEBVTT 00:29:09.297 --> 00:29:11.801 GIRL: But I'm already doing it my best. 00:29:12.104 --> 00:29:14.474 LINDA: I know, but you have to do a little better 00:29:14.576 --> 00:29:16.067 then we can get rid of this thing, 00:29:16.169 --> 00:29:17.942 and everything will be okay. 00:29:19.578 --> 00:29:20.879 GIRL: I'll be better. WEBVTT 00:29:19.578 --> 00:29:20.879 GIRL: I'll be better. 00:29:22.876 --> 00:29:24.344 Okay. Well... 00:29:26.783 --> 00:29:28.121 it's not up to me. 00:29:28.223 --> 00:29:29.888 It's up to you. WEBVTT 00:29:36.993 --> 00:29:39.330 What book can I read you tonight? 00:29:39.732 --> 00:29:42.563 GIRL: I'm too tired. Just a song. WEBVTT 00:29:39.732 --> 00:29:42.563 GIRL: I'm too tired. Just a song. 00:29:42.865 --> 00:29:44.265 LINDA: Okay, what song? 00:29:45.506 --> 00:29:48.005 -The dead whale one. -Okay. WEBVTT 00:29:54.881 --> 00:29:57.879 ♪ Sit beside The breakfast table ♪ 00:29:57.981 --> 00:30:00.246 ♪ Think about your troubles ♪ WEBVTT 00:29:57.981 --> 00:30:00.246 ♪ Think about your troubles ♪ 00:30:00.349 --> 00:30:03.114 BOTH: ♪ Pour yourselves A cup of tea ♪ 00:30:03.217 --> 00:30:05.556 ♪ Think about the bubbles ♪ 00:30:05.659 --> 00:30:08.086 ♪ You can take your teardrops ♪ 00:30:08.189 --> 00:30:10.288 ♪ And drop 'em in a teacup ♪ WEBVTT 00:30:08.189 --> 00:30:10.288 ♪ And drop 'em in a teacup ♪ 00:30:10.390 --> 00:30:13.566 ♪ Take 'em down To the riverside ♪ 00:30:13.668 --> 00:30:15.698 ♪ And throw them Over the side ♪ 00:30:15.801 --> 00:30:18.470 ♪ To be swept up by a current ♪ 00:30:18.573 --> 00:30:21.069 ♪ Then taken to the ocean ♪ WEBVTT 00:30:18.573 --> 00:30:21.069 ♪ Then taken to the ocean ♪ 00:30:21.171 --> 00:30:23.642 ♪ To be swallowed by Some fishes ♪ 00:30:23.744 --> 00:30:26.137 ♪ Who were eaten by Some fishes ♪ 00:30:26.240 --> 00:30:28.446 ♪ And swallowed by a whale ♪ 00:30:28.548 --> 00:30:30.943 ♪ Who grew so old ♪ WEBVTT 00:30:28.548 --> 00:30:30.943 ♪ Who grew so old ♪ 00:30:31.045 --> 00:30:34.918 ♪ He decomposed ♪ 00:30:35.020 --> 00:30:36.886 I don't mean to say we're all robots, 00:30:36.988 --> 00:30:38.657 but I wonder if you had been raised 00:30:38.759 --> 00:30:40.692 the way your mother had been raised. WEBVTT 00:30:38.759 --> 00:30:40.692 the way your mother had been raised. 00:30:40.928 --> 00:30:42.504 I mean, she had a father who just took off, 00:30:42.528 --> 00:30:43.762 didn't come home. 00:30:43.865 --> 00:30:45.437 Then another man entered her mother's life, 00:30:45.461 --> 00:30:47.996 and she became attached to him, and he bailed out. 00:30:48.098 --> 00:30:49.374 WOMAN: I know what you're saying. 00:30:49.398 --> 00:30:52.133 I did have that same one. Very similar. WEBVTT 00:30:49.398 --> 00:30:52.133 I did have that same one. Very similar. 00:30:52.236 --> 00:30:54.171 DONAHUE: But... Okay, well, my question is 00:30:54.273 --> 00:30:56.906 if you had been raised as your mother had been raised 00:30:57.008 --> 00:30:58.215 do you think you probably would've 00:30:58.239 --> 00:30:59.738 knocked your kids around too? WEBVTT 00:31:00.441 --> 00:31:01.522 WOMAN: See how many you catch in your mouth. 00:31:01.546 --> 00:31:02.206 WOMAN 2: Okay. 00:31:02.308 --> 00:31:04.483 -Okay, open. -(BOTH LAUGH) 00:31:04.585 --> 00:31:05.762 WOMAN (WHISPERING): Wait. Shh. 00:31:05.786 --> 00:31:07.066 Fuck. This fucking drunk bitch... WEBVTT 00:31:10.619 --> 00:31:14.360 Put this on my room, please. It's definitely before 2:00. 00:31:14.462 --> 00:31:15.793 (BEEPING OVER MONITOR) 00:31:15.895 --> 00:31:17.897 I'm gonna need to see your ID, ma'am. 00:31:19.767 --> 00:31:22.061 You've never asked me that before. WEBVTT 00:31:19.767 --> 00:31:22.061 You've never asked me that before. 00:31:22.330 --> 00:31:23.964 Ma'am, I'm gonna need to see your ID. 00:31:24.067 --> 00:31:26.230 (LAUGHS) You really want me to go 00:31:26.333 --> 00:31:28.038 all the way back up to my room, 00:31:28.140 --> 00:31:31.010 get my ID, and come all the way back down here? WEBVTT 00:31:28.140 --> 00:31:31.010 get my ID, and come all the way back down here? 00:31:31.112 --> 00:31:33.908 It's the rule. Aren't you only on the second floor anyway? 00:31:34.010 --> 00:31:35.781 When is this the fucking rule? 00:31:35.883 --> 00:31:37.353 I have been in here every single night... 00:31:37.377 --> 00:31:38.657 Maybe I cracked open the rulebook 00:31:38.717 --> 00:31:40.051 and found some shit out. WEBVTT 00:31:38.717 --> 00:31:40.051 and found some shit out. 00:31:40.153 --> 00:31:41.994 Well, maybe you should find my ID that's behind... 00:31:42.018 --> 00:31:43.162 MAN: Ladies, ladies, ladies... 00:31:43.186 --> 00:31:44.666 -It's the rule, ma'am! -MAN: Ladies! 00:31:44.757 --> 00:31:46.824 -Ladies! -I'm not going back! 00:31:46.926 --> 00:31:48.521 -Ladies, whoa, whoa! -(BOTH YELLING) 00:31:48.623 --> 00:31:51.627 -Ladies, calm it down, bro. -WOMAN: I'm fuckin' chill. WEBVTT 00:31:48.623 --> 00:31:51.627 -Ladies, calm it down, bro. -WOMAN: I'm fuckin' chill. 00:31:51.729 --> 00:31:52.729 It's not that deep. 00:31:52.799 --> 00:31:53.630 WOMAN: She fucking barking at me. 00:31:53.732 --> 00:31:55.128 Just use my ID for it. 00:31:55.230 --> 00:31:56.999 -I can't do that. -MAN: Why not? 00:31:57.101 --> 00:31:59.134 I can't use your ID for her wine. 00:31:59.369 --> 00:32:02.634 Well then it's my wine, she's just paying for it. WEBVTT 00:31:59.369 --> 00:32:02.634 Well then it's my wine, she's just paying for it. 00:32:04.874 --> 00:32:06.308 She fucking took it. WEBVTT 00:32:15.454 --> 00:32:16.722 MAN: Hey! 00:32:16.824 --> 00:32:19.090 (FAINT MUSIC PLAYING OVER SPEAKER) 00:32:19.755 --> 00:32:21.026 What? WEBVTT 00:32:19.755 --> 00:32:21.026 What? 00:32:23.664 --> 00:32:25.525 The name's Jamie, by the way. 00:32:26.400 --> 00:32:27.430 Got a light? 00:32:27.866 --> 00:32:29.562 (SIGHS) I'm not interested. WEBVTT 00:32:30.331 --> 00:32:33.005 -In what? -I need to be alone. 00:32:34.606 --> 00:32:36.173 Rude as hell. 00:32:38.012 --> 00:32:40.342 A motherfucking thank you would've been nice, miss. WEBVTT 00:32:38.012 --> 00:32:40.342 A motherfucking thank you would've been nice, miss. 00:32:42.582 --> 00:32:43.944 (BOTTLE CLATTERING) 00:32:44.046 --> 00:32:46.980 (MUSIC CONTINUES FAINTLY) 00:32:47.082 --> 00:32:49.351 (BEEPING OVER MONITOR) WEBVTT 00:32:57.191 --> 00:33:00.131 (MONITOR SIGNAL FADING) WEBVTT 00:32:57.191 --> 00:33:00.131 (MONITOR SIGNAL FADING) WEBVTT 00:33:15.045 --> 00:33:17.247 (SIGNAL CRACKLES, FADING OUT) 00:33:18.949 --> 00:33:20.313 I'm, uh, at the hotel. WEBVTT 00:33:18.949 --> 00:33:20.313 I'm, uh, at the hotel. 00:33:20.415 --> 00:33:22.319 I'm outside just getting some fresh air. 00:33:22.421 --> 00:33:24.955 CHARLES: I don't like it when you leave her there by herself, 00:33:25.057 --> 00:33:26.684 even for a second. It isn't safe. 00:33:26.786 --> 00:33:29.323 I'm just outside for a minute getting some air. 00:33:29.425 --> 00:33:32.229 The windows don't open in there. (LAUGHS) WEBVTT 00:33:29.425 --> 00:33:32.229 The windows don't open in there. (LAUGHS) 00:33:32.331 --> 00:33:34.831 To stop everyone from killing themselves, obviously. 00:33:34.933 --> 00:33:36.364 All right. Yeah, yeah, yeah, 00:33:36.466 --> 00:33:37.713 but what if she wakes up and she's scared or... 00:33:37.737 --> 00:33:39.069 Well, she never wakes up, 00:33:39.171 --> 00:33:40.881 and anyway, I have someone at the hotel now. WEBVTT 00:33:39.171 --> 00:33:40.881 and anyway, I have someone at the hotel now. 00:33:40.905 --> 00:33:42.204 -A babysitter. -Really? 00:33:42.307 --> 00:33:44.476 Where'd you find a babysitter? Who is it? 00:33:44.578 --> 00:33:45.636 His name's James. 00:33:45.739 --> 00:33:49.044 His name is James? He's a male babysitter? 00:33:49.413 --> 00:33:52.217 Did you call just to call me a bad mother, or what? WEBVTT 00:33:49.413 --> 00:33:52.217 Did you call just to call me a bad mother, or what? 00:33:52.319 --> 00:33:54.424 You have no idea what it's like not to be able to go outside 00:33:54.448 --> 00:33:56.020 even for a minute, by yourself. 00:33:56.122 --> 00:33:57.822 You can go outside whenever you want to. 00:33:57.924 --> 00:33:59.858 You can go wherever you want to. 00:33:59.960 --> 00:34:01.320 The machine doesn't fucking stop... WEBVTT 00:33:59.960 --> 00:34:01.320 The machine doesn't fucking stop... 00:34:01.355 --> 00:34:02.620 and there's nothing to do in... 00:34:02.723 --> 00:34:04.243 Hey, I am over here working my ass off! 00:34:04.298 --> 00:34:06.540 Oh, my God! Who is the one who went to a baseball game today 00:34:06.564 --> 00:34:09.096 and who is the one who filled her bag with gloop 500 times, 00:34:09.198 --> 00:34:10.694 saw patients, picked her up, WEBVTT 00:34:09.198 --> 00:34:10.694 saw patients, picked her up, 00:34:10.797 --> 00:34:12.903 had to do dinner where she only got 20 percent, 00:34:13.005 --> 00:34:14.147 and then had to try to convince... 00:34:14.171 --> 00:34:15.606 Can we please not do this? 00:34:15.708 --> 00:34:16.734 Look, I gotta go. 00:34:16.836 --> 00:34:18.870 The reception's really bad here. Everything's fine. 00:34:18.972 --> 00:34:21.020 No, no, no. Wait, wait, wait. Did you go to the apart... WEBVTT 00:34:18.972 --> 00:34:21.020 No, no, no. Wait, wait, wait. Did you go to the apart... 00:34:21.044 --> 00:34:22.213 -(SCOFFS) -(LINE CLICKS) WEBVTT 00:34:38.927 --> 00:34:40.962 Yes. Yes. WEBVTT 00:34:38.927 --> 00:34:40.962 Yes. Yes. 00:34:41.064 --> 00:34:42.794 Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes. WEBVTT WEBVTT 00:35:08.523 --> 00:35:10.827 -(PHONE BEEPS) -Here are pics of hole. WEBVTT 00:35:08.523 --> 00:35:10.827 -(PHONE BEEPS) -Here are pics of hole. 00:35:10.929 --> 00:35:12.029 Forgot to send today. 00:35:12.131 --> 00:35:13.825 -I went during lunch. -(PHONE BEEPS) WEBVTT WEBVTT WEBVTT WEBVTT WEBVTT 00:36:08.218 --> 00:36:11.619 (STAMMERS) What is movie... WEBVTT 00:36:08.218 --> 00:36:11.619 (STAMMERS) What is movie... 00:36:13.623 --> 00:36:19.223 babies, zombies, '80s, mothers eating babies? 00:36:19.892 --> 00:36:21.437 FEMALE PHONE VOICE: Here's what I found. WEBVTT 00:36:19.892 --> 00:36:21.437 FEMALE PHONE VOICE: Here's what I found. 00:36:21.461 --> 00:36:22.868 A court has reopened... 00:36:22.970 --> 00:36:24.501 -(LOUD CRASH) -(BREAKING GLASS) 00:36:24.603 --> 00:36:27.471 Nine-week-old baby really was taken and killed by a dingo 00:36:27.573 --> 00:36:31.175 24 years after Meryl Streep portrayed the Australian mother WEBVTT 00:36:27.573 --> 00:36:31.175 24 years after Meryl Streep portrayed the Australian mother 00:36:31.277 --> 00:36:33.638 wrongly jailed for killing her child. 00:36:33.740 --> 00:36:35.676 Chamberlain has always insisted... WEBVTT WEBVTT 00:36:59.005 --> 00:37:00.899 (GLASS CRUNCHING UNDERFOOT) WEBVTT 00:36:59.005 --> 00:37:00.899 (GLASS CRUNCHING UNDERFOOT) 00:37:06.074 --> 00:37:07.246 What? WEBVTT WEBVTT WEBVTT 00:37:39.208 --> 00:37:40.774 (WHISPERS) Mom? WEBVTT 00:37:39.208 --> 00:37:40.774 (WHISPERS) Mom? WEBVTT 00:37:57.732 --> 00:37:58.732 (WHISPERS) Hello? WEBVTT 00:38:04.501 --> 00:38:07.639 -(LOUD BLARING TONE) -(CRYING OUT) 00:38:08.008 --> 00:38:10.276 -(TONE STOPS) -(PANTING) WEBVTT 00:38:08.008 --> 00:38:10.276 -(TONE STOPS) -(PANTING) WEBVTT 00:38:24.055 --> 00:38:26.358 (BREATHING HEAVILY) WEBVTT 00:38:30.756 --> 00:38:33.464 (CHILDREN CHATTERING FAINTLY) 00:38:34.694 --> 00:38:37.435 (VOICES SWIRLING, OVERLAPPING) WEBVTT 00:38:42.568 --> 00:38:45.009 (PEOPLE MURMURING) 00:38:45.111 --> 00:38:47.610 (CHILDREN CHATTERING, YELLING) WEBVTT 00:38:52.879 --> 00:38:55.517 WOMAN: Wake up, Mom. Wake up. Okay. 00:38:55.619 --> 00:38:57.549 -(LINDA BREATHING HEAVILY) -(FAINT LAUGHTER) 00:38:57.651 --> 00:38:59.919 WOMAN: Mom. Mom. You hear us? WEBVTT 00:39:02.462 --> 00:39:04.796 (FAINT, ECHOING) Come on, Mom. Snap out of it. 00:39:05.265 --> 00:39:09.465 ("CANDY SHOP" BY JAE RAE PLAYING ON RADIO) 00:39:09.867 --> 00:39:12.300 GIRL: ♪ If you wanna know this If you wanna know that ♪ WEBVTT 00:39:09.867 --> 00:39:12.300 GIRL: ♪ If you wanna know this If you wanna know that ♪ 00:39:12.402 --> 00:39:14.800 ♪ Come to my sugar shack ♪ 00:39:14.902 --> 00:39:16.870 Hey. Hey, you know what would be super fun 00:39:16.972 --> 00:39:19.504 and like a really, really big kid type of thing to do? 00:39:19.606 --> 00:39:20.739 GIRL: I can't hear you. WEBVTT 00:39:19.606 --> 00:39:20.739 GIRL: I can't hear you. 00:39:20.841 --> 00:39:22.411 I said, you know what would be super fun 00:39:22.513 --> 00:39:25.211 and a big kid type of thing to do? 00:39:25.313 --> 00:39:26.382 GIRL: What? 00:39:26.484 --> 00:39:27.727 If I drop you in front of the door 00:39:27.751 --> 00:39:29.232 and you just go in by yourself. Oh, my God. 00:39:29.256 --> 00:39:31.387 -That would be so cool of you. -No. WEBVTT 00:39:29.256 --> 00:39:31.387 -That would be so cool of you. -No. 00:39:31.489 --> 00:39:33.822 -Why not? -All the moms walk you in. 00:39:33.924 --> 00:39:36.857 You're a mom. You have to walk me in. You have to sign me in. 00:39:38.226 --> 00:39:40.329 Eva! Eva! WEBVTT 00:39:38.226 --> 00:39:40.329 Eva! Eva! 00:39:40.765 --> 00:39:43.334 Can you walk her in today? Please, please, please? 00:39:43.437 --> 00:39:45.317 -I cannot deal with the parking. -(HORN HONKS) 00:39:46.204 --> 00:39:47.401 Of course. No problem. 00:39:47.503 --> 00:39:48.702 -No problem. -Thank you. 00:39:48.805 --> 00:39:50.418 Okay. Exciting news. Guess what? Guess what? WEBVTT 00:39:48.805 --> 00:39:50.418 Okay. Exciting news. Guess what? Guess what? 00:39:50.442 --> 00:39:53.612 Eva will walk you in! Go, go, go. 00:39:53.947 --> 00:39:55.047 ATTENDANT: Let's go! 00:39:55.149 --> 00:39:56.358 -Mommy, Addie scares me. -Come on. 00:39:56.382 --> 00:39:59.417 She only eats Nutella. I need you! 00:39:59.519 --> 00:40:02.053 -To be with you! -Honey, please. For Mama, okay? WEBVTT 00:39:59.519 --> 00:40:02.053 -To be with you! -Honey, please. For Mama, okay? 00:40:02.156 --> 00:40:04.355 -Please? Please? -You are my mom. 00:40:04.458 --> 00:40:06.034 We'll go look at hamsters today if you do it. 00:40:06.058 --> 00:40:07.192 "Look" at them? 00:40:07.294 --> 00:40:08.156 I'll get you one, okay? Just go. Go! 00:40:08.258 --> 00:40:09.392 (DELIGHTED SQUEAL) 00:40:09.494 --> 00:40:10.701 Okay, see? I love you! I love you, okay? WEBVTT 00:40:09.494 --> 00:40:10.701 Okay, see? I love you! I love you, okay? 00:40:10.725 --> 00:40:12.292 Everything's gonna be... Shit. 00:40:12.394 --> 00:40:13.560 -Hi. -GIRL: Hi. 00:40:13.662 --> 00:40:15.464 -Shit! Shit! Shit! -(HORNS BLARING) 00:40:15.566 --> 00:40:18.365 I'm the worst. I'm the fucking worst! 00:40:19.001 --> 00:40:21.969 And then you told me that if you touch a baby bird, WEBVTT 00:40:19.001 --> 00:40:21.969 And then you told me that if you touch a baby bird, 00:40:22.071 --> 00:40:25.510 the mama bird will not come back if they know you touched them. 00:40:26.907 --> 00:40:29.442 Hm. That must have been some dream. 00:40:29.544 --> 00:40:31.010 -Do you... -I'm not done. WEBVTT 00:40:29.544 --> 00:40:31.010 -Do you... -I'm not done. 00:40:32.347 --> 00:40:33.617 You kissed me. 00:40:37.453 --> 00:40:39.456 I said, you kissed me. 00:40:39.625 --> 00:40:43.193 Yes. I heard you. In your dream, I kissed you. WEBVTT 00:40:39.625 --> 00:40:43.193 Yes. I heard you. In your dream, I kissed you. 00:40:43.495 --> 00:40:46.157 Yeah, and then the next day, I felt... 00:40:48.364 --> 00:40:49.729 crushing guilt. 00:40:49.831 --> 00:40:51.563 And I knew somehow that your husband WEBVTT 00:40:49.831 --> 00:40:51.563 And I knew somehow that your husband 00:40:51.665 --> 00:40:53.032 had called me an asshole. 00:40:56.070 --> 00:40:58.570 You know, Stephen, we can talk about these feelings 00:40:58.672 --> 00:40:59.940 apart from your dreams. WEBVTT 00:41:03.212 --> 00:41:04.212 But... 00:41:07.251 --> 00:41:09.151 (SIGHS SHARPLY) WEBVTT 00:41:10.020 --> 00:41:13.118 I can't help it if in my dreams you always want to kiss me. 00:41:19.033 --> 00:41:20.259 What's the difference WEBVTT 00:41:19.033 --> 00:41:20.259 What's the difference 00:41:20.361 --> 00:41:24.431 between going outside on hotel property when she's sleeping... 00:41:24.666 --> 00:41:26.533 and going all the way home? 00:41:26.802 --> 00:41:29.370 In one, I guess I'm just a regular mom 00:41:29.472 --> 00:41:30.637 making a shitty choice, WEBVTT 00:41:29.472 --> 00:41:30.637 making a shitty choice, 00:41:30.739 --> 00:41:33.275 and in the other, I'm a... I'm a... 00:41:33.377 --> 00:41:35.508 a straight up shitty mom. 00:41:35.610 --> 00:41:37.748 Well, it's not my role 00:41:37.850 --> 00:41:40.450 to decide whether you should or whether you should not... WEBVTT 00:41:37.850 --> 00:41:40.450 to decide whether you should or whether you should not... 00:41:40.552 --> 00:41:42.217 -That's not... -No, no, no. I shouldn't. 00:41:42.319 --> 00:41:43.717 I know I shouldn't. 00:41:43.819 --> 00:41:45.819 I shouldn't even leave her for a second. 00:41:45.922 --> 00:41:49.720 (BITTER LAUGH) I mean, it is your job to say. 00:41:49.822 --> 00:41:52.129 Just tell me not to do it. WEBVTT 00:41:49.822 --> 00:41:52.129 Just tell me not to do it. 00:41:52.231 --> 00:41:53.894 Just tell me what to do. 00:41:53.996 --> 00:41:57.496 I don't think you want me to tell you what to do. 00:41:57.598 --> 00:41:58.697 You know what to do. 00:41:58.800 --> 00:42:00.239 No one will tell me what to do. WEBVTT 00:41:58.800 --> 00:42:00.239 No one will tell me what to do. 00:42:00.341 --> 00:42:01.648 I'm supposed to know how to fix this. 00:42:01.672 --> 00:42:03.441 I'm supposed to know how to fix her. 00:42:03.543 --> 00:42:06.711 What is it you think it's your job to fix? 00:42:06.813 --> 00:42:09.809 She has to weigh 50 pounds by next week, Dr. Spring said. 00:42:09.911 --> 00:42:12.010 That's a gain of 2.5 pounds, right? WEBVTT 00:42:09.911 --> 00:42:12.010 That's a gain of 2.5 pounds, right? 00:42:12.112 --> 00:42:14.213 Each day's supposed to be 2,500 calories in 00:42:14.315 --> 00:42:17.051 compensating for her resting rate at 1,800 calories burned. 00:42:17.153 --> 00:42:19.955 That's gotta be at least 80% of each meal for seven days WEBVTT 00:42:20.057 --> 00:42:22.620 plus the tube, and that's if she just lays still all day. 00:42:22.722 --> 00:42:23.956 And if it doesn't, 00:42:24.058 --> 00:42:25.924 then something about not getting the tube out 00:42:26.026 --> 00:42:27.693 and reassessing the level of care. 00:42:27.795 --> 00:42:29.368 -What do I do? -Tonight... 00:42:29.470 --> 00:42:32.536 I would like you to get a good night sleep. WEBVTT 00:42:29.470 --> 00:42:32.536 I would like you to get a good night sleep. 00:42:32.638 --> 00:42:34.465 So would I, but I'm asking you a thing. 00:42:34.567 --> 00:42:37.905 An actual thing, a problem to fix, and I need help with this. 00:42:38.007 --> 00:42:39.920 Am I supposed to just sit around and watch her fail 00:42:39.944 --> 00:42:42.347 and this is just gonna go on forever? What do I do? WEBVTT 00:42:39.944 --> 00:42:42.347 and this is just gonna go on forever? What do I do? 00:42:42.449 --> 00:42:44.512 Okay. That means there's no drinking. 00:42:44.615 --> 00:42:46.616 There's no drugs. There's no... 00:42:46.718 --> 00:42:50.589 Are you listening to me?! Can you hear me?! WEBVTT 00:42:46.718 --> 00:42:50.589 Are you listening to me?! Can you hear me?! 00:42:52.185 --> 00:42:54.758 I'm asking you what I'm supposed to do! 00:42:58.230 --> 00:43:00.731 (SIGHING HEAVILY) WEBVTT 00:42:58.230 --> 00:43:00.731 (SIGHING HEAVILY) 00:43:03.170 --> 00:43:04.629 Why don't you like me? 00:43:04.731 --> 00:43:07.501 (BREATH TREMBLING) 00:43:07.603 --> 00:43:09.067 Why don't I like you? 00:43:09.170 --> 00:43:12.171 I know you won't answer me. Just forget it. WEBVTT 00:43:09.170 --> 00:43:12.171 I know you won't answer me. Just forget it. 00:43:13.543 --> 00:43:15.779 That is incredibly unfair. 00:43:17.815 --> 00:43:21.015 Why is this so important to you right now? WEBVTT 00:43:17.815 --> 00:43:21.015 Why is this so important to you right now? 00:43:21.549 --> 00:43:22.984 (SNIFFLES) 00:43:27.154 --> 00:43:30.193 I just want someone to tell me what to do. WEBVTT 00:43:27.154 --> 00:43:30.193 I just want someone to tell me what to do. 00:43:30.295 --> 00:43:31.894 No one will tell me. 00:43:35.769 --> 00:43:38.065 GIRL (FAINTLY): I love him, I love him, I love him. 00:43:38.765 --> 00:43:40.166 When we get home, WEBVTT 00:43:38.765 --> 00:43:40.166 When we get home, 00:43:40.268 --> 00:43:42.247 -he can live a happy life there. -(HAMSTER SQUEAKING) 00:43:42.271 --> 00:43:45.274 (LOUDER) And we're gonna have him forever, and ever, and ever, 00:43:45.376 --> 00:43:47.245 and ever, and ever. 00:43:47.814 --> 00:43:50.982 I love him. I'm gonna kiss him, and I'm gonna hug him. WEBVTT 00:43:47.814 --> 00:43:50.982 I love him. I'm gonna kiss him, and I'm gonna hug him. 00:43:51.685 --> 00:43:54.514 Oh, my God. Maybe his name should be S'mores. 00:43:54.616 --> 00:43:55.913 That's really nice. 00:43:56.015 --> 00:43:58.215 I said, don't open the box. 00:43:58.318 --> 00:44:00.788 I just wanna see him. He's been scratching. WEBVTT 00:43:58.318 --> 00:44:00.788 I just wanna see him. He's been scratching. 00:44:00.890 --> 00:44:03.127 He doesn't like being in the box. 00:44:03.362 --> 00:44:04.421 He's trying to get out. 00:44:04.523 --> 00:44:07.827 Can you hold it closed, please? And keep it closed. 00:44:08.130 --> 00:44:10.969 He's scratching me! He's supposed to love me. WEBVTT 00:44:08.130 --> 00:44:10.969 He's scratching me! He's supposed to love me. 00:44:11.071 --> 00:44:11.928 Close the box. 00:44:12.030 --> 00:44:13.567 -I can't. -(SCREECHING) 00:44:13.669 --> 00:44:15.099 Mommy, he's getting out. 00:44:15.201 --> 00:44:17.372 Just hand it to me. Hand it to me. 00:44:17.474 --> 00:44:18.708 He's gonna jump out. 00:44:18.810 --> 00:44:20.182 -He hates us. -Give it to me. I can't see. WEBVTT 00:44:18.810 --> 00:44:20.182 -He hates us. -Give it to me. I can't see. 00:44:20.206 --> 00:44:22.040 -Give it to me. -(HAMSTER SQUEAKING) 00:44:22.142 --> 00:44:23.355 GIRL: I think we got the wrong hamster. 00:44:23.379 --> 00:44:24.379 Shit. 00:44:25.044 --> 00:44:27.011 -Ow! Shit. -(GIRL CRYING) 00:44:27.280 --> 00:44:29.286 -We're gonna die. -No, we're not gonna die, 00:44:29.388 --> 00:44:30.482 but I have to pull over. WEBVTT 00:44:29.388 --> 00:44:30.482 but I have to pull over. 00:44:30.584 --> 00:44:32.050 Ow! Shit! 00:44:32.152 --> 00:44:33.328 -Maybe this isn't S'mores. -Oh, my God. 00:44:33.352 --> 00:44:35.425 -It's out. It's out! Shit. Shit. -Oh, my... 00:44:35.527 --> 00:44:38.395 Mommy. Oh, my God. It's out. 00:44:38.697 --> 00:44:40.005 Why aren't you putting that back in? WEBVTT 00:44:38.697 --> 00:44:40.005 Why aren't you putting that back in? 00:44:40.029 --> 00:44:41.304 -Just put it back in. -(HANDBRAKE CLICKS) 00:44:41.328 --> 00:44:44.268 Oh, my God. Oh, my God. Oh, my God. Oh, my God! 00:44:44.370 --> 00:44:46.632 Please! Put him back in! 00:44:47.167 --> 00:44:49.000 I don't want it. I don't want him anymore. 00:44:49.102 --> 00:44:50.474 -He's bad. -(TIRES SCREECHING) WEBVTT 00:44:49.102 --> 00:44:50.474 -He's bad. -(TIRES SCREECHING) 00:44:50.576 --> 00:44:52.737 -(CAR CRUNCHING) -(GIRL SCREAMING) 00:44:53.440 --> 00:44:55.673 -Okay. Okay, hey, hey, hey. -(GIRL BREATHING HEAVILY) 00:44:55.775 --> 00:44:57.044 You're fine. 00:44:57.146 --> 00:44:59.878 You're fine, and I'm fine, okay? Nobody is hurt. 00:44:59.981 --> 00:45:02.213 -Let's... -(UNSNAPS SEATBELT) WEBVTT 00:44:59.981 --> 00:45:02.213 -Let's... -(UNSNAPS SEATBELT) 00:45:02.315 --> 00:45:03.633 GIRL: Take it with you! Take it with you! 00:45:03.657 --> 00:45:05.337 -I'll be right back. -It's gonna hurt me! 00:45:05.621 --> 00:45:08.055 I hate my hamster! 00:45:08.157 --> 00:45:10.593 -Hey, man. What are you doing? -Hey, hey, hey. WEBVTT 00:45:08.157 --> 00:45:10.593 -Hey, man. What are you doing? -Hey, hey, hey. 00:45:10.695 --> 00:45:12.497 Oh. You're lucky there's no damage. 00:45:12.599 --> 00:45:14.042 We don't have to exchange information. 00:45:14.066 --> 00:45:16.105 What? My kid is in that car. Do you hear her crying, huh? 00:45:16.129 --> 00:45:17.698 You scared her to death, you dick. 00:45:17.933 --> 00:45:20.872 Hey, Mom. It was barely just a tap. WEBVTT 00:45:17.933 --> 00:45:20.872 Hey, Mom. It was barely just a tap. 00:45:20.974 --> 00:45:23.214 Don't fucking call me Mommy. She thought we were gonna die. 00:45:23.238 --> 00:45:25.843 Don't fuck with me about my child's safety. Huh? 00:45:25.945 --> 00:45:27.851 -Give me all your information. -What the fuck is that? 00:45:27.875 --> 00:45:29.946 -What?! -That! That! WEBVTT 00:45:32.152 --> 00:45:33.411 GIRL: Mommy! 00:45:35.421 --> 00:45:36.318 -(SHRIEKS) -MAN: Oh. 00:45:36.420 --> 00:45:37.855 (GIRL SCREAMS) 00:45:39.790 --> 00:45:43.822 Mommy, what happened?! Mommy! WEBVTT 00:45:39.790 --> 00:45:43.822 Mommy, what happened?! Mommy! 00:45:44.492 --> 00:45:47.458 LINDA (CHEWING): I love you. I miss you. Come back here. 00:45:48.967 --> 00:45:51.935 -(PHONE BEEPS) -Everything is under control. WEBVTT 00:45:48.967 --> 00:45:51.935 -(PHONE BEEPS) -Everything is under control. 00:45:57.276 --> 00:45:59.308 (GROANING) 00:45:59.410 --> 00:46:00.741 GIRL: Stop. WEBVTT 00:45:59.410 --> 00:46:00.741 GIRL: Stop. 00:46:00.843 --> 00:46:03.513 Do you know that I love you 00:46:03.615 --> 00:46:06.243 and I think you're the best 00:46:06.345 --> 00:46:10.018 and so proud of you for everything, WEBVTT 00:46:06.345 --> 00:46:10.018 and so proud of you for everything, 00:46:10.120 --> 00:46:14.821 and you can do it, and you're almost all better. 00:46:14.924 --> 00:46:16.859 -You're so good. -Mommy, stop. 00:46:16.962 --> 00:46:20.657 What? I can't stop. I just love you too much. WEBVTT 00:46:16.962 --> 00:46:20.657 What? I can't stop. I just love you too much. 00:46:21.059 --> 00:46:23.527 You smell like wine. WEBVTT 00:46:31.872 --> 00:46:33.372 (PHONE BUZZING) 00:46:39.685 --> 00:46:41.413 -(SNIFFS, CLEARS THROAT) -Hello? WEBVTT 00:46:39.685 --> 00:46:41.413 -(SNIFFS, CLEARS THROAT) -Hello? 00:46:42.522 --> 00:46:44.950 Hi, it's... it's Caroline. 00:46:45.053 --> 00:46:46.951 Caroline Primm, your patient. 00:46:47.053 --> 00:46:48.854 I'm sorry it's so late. 00:46:49.123 --> 00:46:52.789 Um... Oh. Is this an emergency? WEBVTT 00:46:49.123 --> 00:46:52.789 Um... Oh. Is this an emergency? 00:46:53.359 --> 00:46:56.796 Because, um, if this is an emergency, 00:46:56.898 --> 00:46:58.832 you need to hang up and... 00:46:58.934 --> 00:47:01.131 It's not an emergency. I just... WEBVTT 00:46:58.934 --> 00:47:01.131 It's not an emergency. I just... 00:47:01.233 --> 00:47:03.842 I forgot to call you yesterday. 00:47:05.310 --> 00:47:06.544 What? 00:47:06.847 --> 00:47:08.877 Well, you told me to take Riley for a walk 00:47:08.979 --> 00:47:11.441 after I took a bath and calmed down WEBVTT 00:47:08.979 --> 00:47:11.441 after I took a bath and calmed down 00:47:11.544 --> 00:47:13.416 and I did it, and I forgot to call you... 00:47:13.518 --> 00:47:16.114 Oh. Okay, yes. Um... 00:47:16.216 --> 00:47:20.458 Well, uh, that's good, and, um... WEBVTT 00:47:16.216 --> 00:47:20.458 Well, uh, that's good, and, um... 00:47:21.194 --> 00:47:24.926 Uh, I... I do feel though that I should tell you that this number 00:47:25.028 --> 00:47:28.130 is really for emergencies only, okay? 00:47:28.996 --> 00:47:31.461 Oh. I'm sorry. I just... WEBVTT 00:47:28.996 --> 00:47:31.461 Oh. I'm sorry. I just... 00:47:31.763 --> 00:47:33.843 I just couldn't sleep thinking that you were worried. 00:47:33.934 --> 00:47:35.900 I wasn't worried. 00:47:36.702 --> 00:47:40.205 You... You weren't? You weren't thinking about me? WEBVTT 00:47:36.702 --> 00:47:40.205 You... You weren't? You weren't thinking about me? 00:47:40.307 --> 00:47:42.847 I said that you could call me if you... 00:47:42.949 --> 00:47:45.109 I said you could call me if you couldn't calm down 00:47:45.211 --> 00:47:46.783 not that you had to call me. 00:47:46.885 --> 00:47:49.682 But, um... but are you safe, Caroline? 00:47:49.784 --> 00:47:51.015 Are you...? WEBVTT 00:47:49.784 --> 00:47:51.015 Are you...? 00:47:51.485 --> 00:47:54.887 I'm... I'm sorry. I... I misunderstood. 00:47:55.356 --> 00:47:58.864 Yeah, I'm so dumb. Um... Yes, I'm safe. 00:47:58.966 --> 00:48:03.367 Okay. Well, let's talk about this in session, okay? WEBVTT 00:47:58.966 --> 00:48:03.367 Okay. Well, let's talk about this in session, okay? 00:48:04.236 --> 00:48:06.900 (VOICE SHAKING) I'm sorry. I'm obviously bothering you. 00:48:07.002 --> 00:48:09.201 It is not your fault, uh... 00:48:09.303 --> 00:48:12.243 and I will... I'll see you next week. WEBVTT 00:48:09.303 --> 00:48:12.243 and I will... I'll see you next week. 00:48:12.646 --> 00:48:14.206 Well, can I come in tomorrow? 00:48:14.509 --> 00:48:17.744 It's just waiting until next week seems too long. 00:48:18.179 --> 00:48:20.344 Uh, well, let me check my schedule, WEBVTT 00:48:18.179 --> 00:48:20.344 Uh, well, let me check my schedule, 00:48:20.446 --> 00:48:23.152 and I will text you a time, okay? 00:48:23.985 --> 00:48:25.924 Okay. Um, I'm sor... WEBVTT 00:48:31.458 --> 00:48:34.766 You've gotta be fucking kidding me! Shit! 00:48:34.868 --> 00:48:37.861 ("LIFE'S DEBT" BY MUGSHOT PLAYING ON RADIO) 00:48:37.963 --> 00:48:39.467 Hello? 00:48:39.569 --> 00:48:40.569 Hello? WEBVTT 00:48:39.569 --> 00:48:40.569 Hello? 00:48:41.571 --> 00:48:43.037 Hello! 00:48:43.139 --> 00:48:46.208 Hello! Is anyone here doing their job? WEBVTT 00:48:54.353 --> 00:48:55.448 Shit. 00:48:58.690 --> 00:49:00.222 Want some help with that? WEBVTT 00:48:58.690 --> 00:49:00.222 Want some help with that? 00:49:01.661 --> 00:49:03.621 I know a trick. Got a knife. WEBVTT 00:49:14.637 --> 00:49:15.806 Sweetie? 00:49:15.908 --> 00:49:17.937 Little Bear, open up. It's Mommy. 00:49:18.039 --> 00:49:21.144 Little Bear, open up. WEBVTT 00:49:18.039 --> 00:49:21.144 Little Bear, open up. 00:49:29.186 --> 00:49:31.154 JAMIE (UNDER BREATH): What is she doing? WEBVTT 00:49:29.186 --> 00:49:31.154 JAMIE (UNDER BREATH): What is she doing? 00:49:32.921 --> 00:49:34.889 Whoa. Whoa, whoa. 00:49:35.258 --> 00:49:37.191 -What the fuck's your problem? -What? Whoa. 00:49:37.294 --> 00:49:38.767 What, you're obsessed with me or something? 00:49:38.791 --> 00:49:40.637 What are you talking about? Don't flatter yourself. WEBVTT 00:49:38.791 --> 00:49:40.637 What are you talking about? Don't flatter yourself. 00:49:40.661 --> 00:49:42.573 Well, why are you looking at me? What? What do you want? 00:49:42.597 --> 00:49:44.573 I don't want you just sitting outside and by yourself. 00:49:44.597 --> 00:49:45.744 Some creep might walk past or something. 00:49:45.768 --> 00:49:46.868 What creep? 00:49:46.970 --> 00:49:48.234 How the fuck do I know, lady? 00:49:48.336 --> 00:49:49.379 There's creeps all over this place. 00:49:49.403 --> 00:49:51.501 -Don't call me lady. -My bad, miss. WEBVTT 00:49:49.403 --> 00:49:51.501 -Don't call me lady. -My bad, miss. 00:49:51.603 --> 00:49:53.510 Don't call me miss. Don't. Just don't. 00:49:53.612 --> 00:49:55.006 -Ma'am. -(SCOFFS) 00:49:55.108 --> 00:49:56.745 -Frau? -Yeah. 00:49:56.847 --> 00:49:58.448 -Slag. -Oh, my God. 00:49:58.550 --> 00:50:00.249 Your thottiness? WEBVTT 00:49:58.550 --> 00:50:00.249 Your thottiness? 00:50:01.115 --> 00:50:03.252 Housewife? (CHUCKLES) 00:50:03.354 --> 00:50:05.427 At this point, I don't even know what to refer to you as. 00:50:05.451 --> 00:50:07.256 I'm gonna just call you female. 00:50:07.856 --> 00:50:09.725 Yo, crazy pants. WEBVTT 00:50:10.160 --> 00:50:12.355 I was gonna partake in surfing the web 00:50:12.457 --> 00:50:14.132 for some things that I'm into, 00:50:14.234 --> 00:50:17.195 if you catch my drift, and I'm just putting it out there, 00:50:17.297 --> 00:50:19.865 you more than welcome to join. WEBVTT 00:50:20.167 --> 00:50:22.704 No pressure. Just saying. 00:50:23.006 --> 00:50:25.076 (MONITOR CLICKING, BEEPING) 00:50:26.040 --> 00:50:27.540 What kind of stuff? WEBVTT 00:50:33.579 --> 00:50:35.346 LINDA: Is that like the dark web? 00:50:35.582 --> 00:50:38.956 Like where you can buy people and stuff? 00:50:39.058 --> 00:50:41.725 I don't know. Never bought a person, so... WEBVTT 00:50:39.058 --> 00:50:41.725 I don't know. Never bought a person, so... 00:50:41.827 --> 00:50:44.223 But you could? Or sell one? 00:50:44.659 --> 00:50:47.865 I mean, I guess so, but I don't come on the dark web 00:50:47.967 --> 00:50:49.898 searching for that kind of shit, so... WEBVTT 00:50:50.000 --> 00:50:52.202 Aren't there places on there 00:50:52.304 --> 00:50:55.003 where people, like, show each other videos of murders 00:50:55.105 --> 00:50:56.908 and people they're holding captive? 00:50:57.010 --> 00:50:58.842 Can we change the subject? Let's buy drugs. 00:50:58.944 --> 00:51:00.224 -Let's get some... -(PATS LEGS) WEBVTT 00:50:58.944 --> 00:51:00.224 -Let's get some... -(PATS LEGS) 00:51:00.278 --> 00:51:01.953 Some shit, right? Come on. What do you want? 00:51:01.977 --> 00:51:03.279 What are you into? 00:51:04.478 --> 00:51:06.713 I don't know. Do they have, like... 00:51:07.016 --> 00:51:08.816 cocaine or something? 00:51:09.385 --> 00:51:11.683 When was the last time you tried cocaine? WEBVTT 00:51:09.385 --> 00:51:11.683 When was the last time you tried cocaine? 00:51:12.652 --> 00:51:14.622 What do you mean? It's a very popular drug. 00:51:14.725 --> 00:51:15.955 I like it. 00:51:16.691 --> 00:51:21.132 All right. Well, I'm getting molly, so we'll get both. WEBVTT 00:51:16.691 --> 00:51:21.132 All right. Well, I'm getting molly, so we'll get both. 00:51:21.766 --> 00:51:23.399 See, the thing is, 00:51:23.501 --> 00:51:25.680 I don't get paid till next week, so I need you to cover me. 00:51:25.704 --> 00:51:27.871 Oh. Oh, I'm... No. 00:51:27.973 --> 00:51:30.202 No, no. I see what this is about. WEBVTT 00:51:27.973 --> 00:51:30.202 No, no. I see what this is about. 00:51:30.638 --> 00:51:32.478 -Where you going? -I'm going back to my room. 00:51:32.539 --> 00:51:34.406 For what? You don't even have a key. 00:51:34.508 --> 00:51:36.079 Besides, your daughter's passed out. 00:51:36.182 --> 00:51:38.675 Front desk lady's definitely in a coma by now. 00:51:38.777 --> 00:51:41.953 Calm down. Come sit down. Let's order. Jeez. WEBVTT 00:51:38.777 --> 00:51:41.953 Calm down. Come sit down. Let's order. Jeez. 00:51:42.055 --> 00:51:43.847 I could put it on my credit card, I guess. 00:51:44.424 --> 00:51:45.484 What? No. 00:51:45.586 --> 00:51:47.355 The 400, I could put it on my credit card. 00:51:47.457 --> 00:51:49.957 No, no. See, man, it can't be traced back to you. WEBVTT 00:51:50.059 --> 00:51:51.688 It has to be anonymous. 00:51:51.790 --> 00:51:56.600 Well, then how do you pay for the stuff? 00:51:56.869 --> 00:51:58.234 All right, what we could do is 00:51:58.336 --> 00:52:00.256 we could go to a pharmacy or something real quick WEBVTT 00:51:58.336 --> 00:52:00.256 we could go to a pharmacy or something real quick 00:52:00.336 --> 00:52:02.570 and put it on one of those gift cards 00:52:02.672 --> 00:52:05.502 or maybe you got Bitcoin, or crypto, or some shit like that? 00:52:05.604 --> 00:52:07.172 No, I don't have any of that stuff, 00:52:07.274 --> 00:52:09.247 and I can't get in a car 00:52:09.349 --> 00:52:11.509 and leave my daughter alone in the middle of the night. WEBVTT 00:52:09.349 --> 00:52:11.509 and leave my daughter alone in the middle of the night. 00:52:11.646 --> 00:52:14.051 You leave your daughter alone all the time. 00:52:14.154 --> 00:52:16.254 No, I don't. That's just if I go in the field. 00:52:16.356 --> 00:52:19.624 Ha! I literally seen you leave your daughter alone myself 00:52:19.726 --> 00:52:20.618 with my own two eyes. WEBVTT 00:52:19.726 --> 00:52:20.618 with my own two eyes. 00:52:20.721 --> 00:52:22.167 -What's the problem this time? -What are you? 00:52:22.191 --> 00:52:23.590 You stalking me or something? 00:52:23.692 --> 00:52:26.390 I'm a concerned citizen. I mean, takes a village, right? 00:52:26.492 --> 00:52:29.332 (GIRL MOANING OVER MONITOR) WEBVTT 00:52:30.866 --> 00:52:31.866 What? 00:52:38.042 --> 00:52:41.210 Sweetie! Sweetie! It's Mommy! WEBVTT 00:52:38.042 --> 00:52:41.210 Sweetie! Sweetie! It's Mommy! 00:52:41.313 --> 00:52:43.648 -(GIRL MOANING) -You locked me out. Sweetie! 00:52:43.750 --> 00:52:45.112 Sweetie! Open the door! 00:52:45.214 --> 00:52:47.317 Little Bear, open the door! 00:52:48.215 --> 00:52:49.516 GIRL: Mommy... 00:52:49.618 --> 00:52:52.883 Just wheel the machine over and open the door! WEBVTT 00:52:49.618 --> 00:52:52.883 Just wheel the machine over and open the door! 00:52:53.890 --> 00:52:55.490 Little Bear! 00:52:57.762 --> 00:52:59.927 Open the door! WEBVTT 00:53:00.029 --> 00:53:01.798 I locked myself out! 00:53:01.900 --> 00:53:03.864 It's Mom! It's Mommy! 00:53:03.966 --> 00:53:05.236 GIRL: Mommy? 00:53:05.936 --> 00:53:07.469 Are you there? WEBVTT 00:53:16.811 --> 00:53:19.181 I'm not sure how we can talk about anything helpful 00:53:19.283 --> 00:53:21.381 if you won't even look me in the eye. WEBVTT 00:53:19.283 --> 00:53:21.381 if you won't even look me in the eye. 00:53:21.483 --> 00:53:23.986 You asked me for this extra session. 00:53:24.088 --> 00:53:26.185 (BREATHING SHAKILY) I can't. 00:53:26.287 --> 00:53:28.155 You must be so mad at me. 00:53:28.258 --> 00:53:29.992 Mad? Oh, because you called me? WEBVTT 00:53:30.095 --> 00:53:31.957 No, no, no. I'm not mad at you. 00:53:32.326 --> 00:53:34.265 Let's move on. Please? 00:53:37.165 --> 00:53:39.204 You have a daughter. WEBVTT 00:53:40.002 --> 00:53:41.168 (SNIFFLING) 00:53:41.270 --> 00:53:43.167 Why didn't you ever tell me? 00:53:43.469 --> 00:53:45.139 Well, this isn't about me. 00:53:45.241 --> 00:53:46.970 But now I know that you know. 00:53:48.141 --> 00:53:49.176 You know. 00:53:49.579 --> 00:53:53.112 (STAMMERING) I don't know. You need to tell me. WEBVTT 00:53:49.579 --> 00:53:53.112 (STAMMERING) I don't know. You need to tell me. 00:53:53.214 --> 00:53:54.879 It's not your fault. 00:53:56.217 --> 00:53:57.747 But it is mine. 00:53:58.249 --> 00:54:01.690 Okay, you know, Caroline I think that it may be time that we... WEBVTT 00:53:58.249 --> 00:54:01.690 Okay, you know, Caroline I think that it may be time that we... 00:54:01.792 --> 00:54:02.887 um... 00:54:03.964 --> 00:54:06.864 that we consult with someone 00:54:06.966 --> 00:54:09.966 about some medication for you. WEBVTT 00:54:10.435 --> 00:54:13.197 Well, I can't take medication. I'm breastfeeding. 00:54:13.900 --> 00:54:17.375 -Do you want me to kill my baby? -Of course not. 00:54:17.477 --> 00:54:20.712 I just think if a doctor thinks it could be beneficial, WEBVTT 00:54:17.477 --> 00:54:20.712 I just think if a doctor thinks it could be beneficial, 00:54:20.814 --> 00:54:22.643 then maybe we need to... 00:54:22.745 --> 00:54:28.551 prioritize your... your... health over breastfeeding. 00:54:28.887 --> 00:54:30.380 Just right now. WEBVTT 00:54:28.887 --> 00:54:30.380 Just right now. 00:54:30.949 --> 00:54:33.154 You know, you need to take care of yourself 00:54:33.256 --> 00:54:35.018 so you can take care of Riley. 00:54:36.127 --> 00:54:37.955 I have to go to the bathroom. WEBVTT 00:54:41.563 --> 00:54:45.468 Um, well, we only have 15 minutes left. 00:54:46.102 --> 00:54:48.239 I have to go now. 00:54:48.341 --> 00:54:50.474 Okay, well, can you wait till after the session? WEBVTT 00:54:48.341 --> 00:54:50.474 Okay, well, can you wait till after the session? 00:54:50.576 --> 00:54:51.576 No? 00:54:52.238 --> 00:54:54.037 (SIGHS) 00:54:55.814 --> 00:54:57.414 (DOOR OPENS) 00:54:59.345 --> 00:55:01.352 (DOOR CLOSES) WEBVTT 00:54:59.345 --> 00:55:01.352 (DOOR CLOSES) 00:55:06.352 --> 00:55:08.491 (RILEY COOING) WEBVTT 00:55:10.862 --> 00:55:13.331 (RILEY CRYING) WEBVTT WEBVTT 00:55:35.248 --> 00:55:36.915 Oh... Oh. 00:55:38.889 --> 00:55:39.889 Shit. WEBVTT 00:55:49.430 --> 00:55:51.963 Oh. Okay, okay. Okay. WEBVTT 00:55:49.430 --> 00:55:51.963 Oh. Okay, okay. Okay. 00:55:56.569 --> 00:55:58.706 (RILEY CONTINUES CRYING) WEBVTT 00:56:00.141 --> 00:56:01.141 Okay. WEBVTT 00:56:10.252 --> 00:56:12.456 Caroline? Excuse me. 00:56:13.990 --> 00:56:15.360 Caroline? 00:56:19.394 --> 00:56:21.498 (RILEY CONTINUES CRYING) WEBVTT 00:56:19.394 --> 00:56:21.498 (RILEY CONTINUES CRYING) 00:56:22.098 --> 00:56:23.098 It's okay. 00:56:24.763 --> 00:56:27.171 Caroline? Excuse me. Caroline? 00:56:27.273 --> 00:56:29.506 I need you to help me out here. I... WEBVTT 00:56:35.608 --> 00:56:39.010 Okay. I know. I know. WEBVTT WEBVTT 00:56:50.158 --> 00:56:51.158 Caroline? 00:56:58.169 --> 00:57:00.438 (RILEY CONTINUES CRYING) WEBVTT 00:56:58.169 --> 00:57:00.438 (RILEY CONTINUES CRYING) WEBVTT 00:57:11.213 --> 00:57:12.846 Okay. Okay. 00:57:13.753 --> 00:57:14.914 Caroline! 00:57:15.755 --> 00:57:16.850 Caroline! WEBVTT 00:57:20.024 --> 00:57:21.558 Yeah. I know. 00:57:27.465 --> 00:57:29.759 What is going on here? I'm in a session. 00:57:29.961 --> 00:57:31.929 So, my patient, she has this baby WEBVTT 00:57:29.961 --> 00:57:31.929 So, my patient, she has this baby 00:57:32.031 --> 00:57:33.766 and she said she was going to the bathroom 00:57:33.868 --> 00:57:36.474 and then she left the baby with me and I... 00:57:36.576 --> 00:57:38.652 -She's gone. And now I can't... -I'm with a patient. 00:57:38.676 --> 00:57:40.549 Please, I need your help. I really need your help. WEBVTT 00:57:38.676 --> 00:57:40.549 Please, I need your help. I really need your help. 00:57:40.573 --> 00:57:41.872 I'm with a patient. 00:57:41.974 --> 00:57:44.307 Plus, also, I'm not your supervisor. 00:57:44.409 --> 00:57:46.778 This is a professional issue. This is not a treatment issue. 00:57:46.880 --> 00:57:48.481 Are you joking? This is an emergency! 00:57:48.583 --> 00:57:49.817 Whatever's happening in here 00:57:49.919 --> 00:57:51.629 is not as important as what I'm going through here! WEBVTT 00:57:49.919 --> 00:57:51.629 is not as important as what I'm going through here! 00:57:51.653 --> 00:57:53.222 -Okay, no. -I need your help! 00:57:53.324 --> 00:57:54.432 -Goodbye. -I need your help! 00:57:54.456 --> 00:57:55.688 This is an emergency. 00:57:55.790 --> 00:57:57.961 -You can come back later. -Absolutely not. 00:57:58.063 --> 00:57:59.695 (BOTH GRUNTING) WEBVTT 00:58:01.261 --> 00:58:02.566 No! 00:58:05.333 --> 00:58:06.900 (RILEY CRYING) 00:58:08.038 --> 00:58:09.103 Okay. 00:58:09.205 --> 00:58:10.937 (LINE RINGING) WEBVTT 00:58:09.205 --> 00:58:10.937 (LINE RINGING) 00:58:12.408 --> 00:58:13.438 -MAN: Hello? -Hello? 00:58:13.540 --> 00:58:14.741 Hello. Hello. Yes. 00:58:14.843 --> 00:58:16.288 Hello, I am your wife's psychotherapist... 00:58:16.312 --> 00:58:17.581 Stop, I can't... 00:58:17.683 --> 00:58:19.089 and she left today in the middle of her appointment. 00:58:19.113 --> 00:58:22.817 I cannot hear you. I cannot hear you. Who is this? WEBVTT 00:58:19.113 --> 00:58:22.817 I cannot hear you. I cannot hear you. Who is this? 00:58:25.117 --> 00:58:28.152 Okay. Yes. This is your wife's therapist. 00:58:28.254 --> 00:58:30.558 She left in the middle of her appointment today... WEBVTT 00:58:28.254 --> 00:58:30.558 She left in the middle of her appointment today... 00:58:30.660 --> 00:58:32.191 -All right. You gotta stop. -And... 00:58:32.293 --> 00:58:34.272 You gotta stop. I have no idea what you're even talking about. 00:58:34.296 --> 00:58:35.765 Who is this? 00:58:36.435 --> 00:58:38.034 Is your wife named Caroline Primm? 00:58:38.136 --> 00:58:39.867 And you are, um... 00:58:39.969 --> 00:58:42.305 Your baby's name is Riley? And you are Nick Primm? WEBVTT 00:58:39.969 --> 00:58:42.305 Your baby's name is Riley? And you are Nick Primm? 00:58:42.407 --> 00:58:44.638 -Yes. -Okay, yes, right. Well... 00:58:44.740 --> 00:58:46.020 My wife doesn't have a therapist. 00:58:46.071 --> 00:58:47.511 Okay, well, she has been my patient 00:58:47.613 --> 00:58:50.040 at The Center for Psychological Arts in Montauk WEBVTT 00:58:47.613 --> 00:58:50.040 at The Center for Psychological Arts in Montauk 00:58:50.142 --> 00:58:52.016 since she was about six months pregnant 00:58:52.118 --> 00:58:54.446 with Riley, and today... 00:58:54.748 --> 00:58:56.285 Well, this is news to me. 00:58:56.388 --> 00:58:58.950 Mm. Well, whether... (CHUCKLES) 00:58:59.052 --> 00:59:00.732 You knew that she was my patient or not, WEBVTT 00:58:59.052 --> 00:59:00.732 You knew that she was my patient or not, 00:59:00.787 --> 00:59:02.020 what I'm trying to say to you 00:59:02.122 --> 00:59:03.766 is that this is an emergency, and I really... 00:59:03.790 --> 00:59:05.725 She left your baby here with me, 00:59:05.827 --> 00:59:07.860 and I need you to come and pick him up. 00:59:07.962 --> 00:59:10.333 What do you mean? What do you mean? WEBVTT 00:59:07.962 --> 00:59:10.333 What do you mean? What do you mean? 00:59:10.435 --> 00:59:11.475 What do you mean, what do I mean? 00:59:11.499 --> 00:59:12.367 She left the baby? 00:59:12.469 --> 00:59:13.749 She's not answering her phone... 00:59:13.834 --> 00:59:15.371 She's probably in the bathroom 00:59:15.473 --> 00:59:16.840 or by a fucking vending machine. 00:59:16.942 --> 00:59:17.636 Okay. 00:59:17.738 --> 00:59:18.903 I suggest that you call her. 00:59:19.005 --> 00:59:20.381 Maybe she would pick up if it was you. WEBVTT 00:59:19.005 --> 00:59:20.381 Maybe she would pick up if it was you. 00:59:20.405 --> 00:59:23.013 I'm gonna text you my address to come and get the baby. 00:59:23.115 --> 00:59:24.481 Oh, Jesus Christ! 00:59:24.583 --> 00:59:25.986 I'm sure she's okay. I'm sure she's okay. 00:59:26.010 --> 00:59:27.910 I cannot even believe this. 00:59:28.013 --> 00:59:29.653 I'm sure she's okay. I'm sure... 00:59:29.755 --> 00:59:31.951 You know what? This is so fucking typical of her. WEBVTT 00:59:29.755 --> 00:59:31.951 You know what? This is so fucking typical of her. 00:59:32.053 --> 00:59:35.324 Okay. Well, she probably just needed some space. 00:59:35.659 --> 00:59:38.162 I'm gonna text you my address where... 00:59:38.798 --> 00:59:40.736 -so you can come and get her. -Okay, look. Listen to me. WEBVTT 00:59:38.798 --> 00:59:40.736 -so you can come and get her. -Okay, look. Listen to me. 00:59:40.760 --> 00:59:42.093 -Him. -Listen to me. 00:59:42.195 --> 00:59:44.795 I'm at work right now. I am at work right now. 00:59:44.897 --> 00:59:46.137 That's why she's supposed to be 00:59:46.197 --> 00:59:47.570 taking care of the fucking baby, 00:59:47.672 --> 00:59:50.136 -so I can work, okay? -(RILEY CRYING) WEBVTT 00:59:47.672 --> 00:59:50.136 -so I can work, okay? -(RILEY CRYING) 00:59:50.238 --> 00:59:52.735 Here's what I'm gonna do. I'm gonna text you my address. 00:59:52.837 --> 00:59:54.238 I'm in Amagansett. 00:59:54.340 --> 00:59:55.917 You can drop the baby off at this address, okay? 00:59:55.941 --> 00:59:57.977 Okay, well, I can't do that, 00:59:58.079 --> 01:00:00.778 and I am actually very concerned about your wife. WEBVTT 00:59:58.079 --> 01:00:00.778 and I am actually very concerned about your wife. 01:00:00.881 --> 01:00:02.586 This is an emergency, and she... 01:00:02.688 --> 01:00:04.328 You know, you've used that term twice now. 01:00:04.355 --> 01:00:05.819 This isn't my emergency. 01:00:05.922 --> 01:00:07.495 I'm not the one who lost my fucking wife! 01:00:07.519 --> 01:00:10.087 I need you to come down here and get your baby immediately, WEBVTT 01:00:07.519 --> 01:00:10.087 I need you to come down here and get your baby immediately, 01:00:10.190 --> 01:00:11.840 and if you're not here within a half an hour, 01:00:11.864 --> 01:00:13.475 I'm going to call the police. I will text you the address. 01:00:13.499 --> 01:00:14.939 -Thank you very much. -Oh, Jesus... 01:00:16.299 --> 01:00:17.998 (BELL CHIMES) WEBVTT 01:00:25.740 --> 01:00:27.810 -Yes? -Hi, it's Stephen. 01:00:29.214 --> 01:00:31.077 (DOOR LOCK BUZZES) WEBVTT 01:00:29.214 --> 01:00:31.077 (DOOR LOCK BUZZES) 01:00:33.647 --> 01:00:35.752 (RILEY QUIETS DOWN) WEBVTT 01:00:46.396 --> 01:00:47.929 (KNOCKING ON DOOR) WEBVTT 01:00:53.765 --> 01:00:55.299 May I come in? 01:00:58.937 --> 01:01:01.041 (RILEY RESUMES CRYING) WEBVTT 01:00:58.937 --> 01:01:01.041 (RILEY RESUMES CRYING) 01:01:03.275 --> 01:01:06.343 I'm expecting a patient. He just buzzed in. WEBVTT 01:01:10.486 --> 01:01:12.250 (KNOCKING ON DOOR) 01:01:16.793 --> 01:01:18.561 Would you mind waiting in my office 01:01:18.663 --> 01:01:20.665 down the hall just a few moments? WEBVTT 01:01:18.663 --> 01:01:20.665 down the hall just a few moments? 01:01:21.930 --> 01:01:24.595 Your office? Who are you, the boss? 01:01:24.964 --> 01:01:27.130 No. Just another therapist. 01:01:27.232 --> 01:01:28.866 I have an office. It's down the hall. 01:01:28.968 --> 01:01:30.675 Door is open. You'll see it. WEBVTT 01:01:28.968 --> 01:01:30.675 Door is open. You'll see it. 01:01:32.908 --> 01:01:34.740 This is my time. She's mine right now. 01:01:34.842 --> 01:01:36.709 You can't make me wait, okay? 01:01:36.812 --> 01:01:38.744 This is an emergency situation. 01:01:38.846 --> 01:01:40.782 You can either wait in my office WEBVTT 01:01:38.846 --> 01:01:40.782 You can either wait in my office 01:01:40.884 --> 01:01:42.951 or you need to leave the building entirely. 01:01:46.621 --> 01:01:48.458 Is that a baby? 01:01:48.560 --> 01:01:50.121 Is that your baby? You have a baby? WEBVTT 01:01:48.560 --> 01:01:50.121 Is that your baby? You have a baby? 01:01:50.223 --> 01:01:52.091 I mean, do you guys have a baby together? 01:01:52.193 --> 01:01:55.659 Okay, this situation does not concern you, okay? 01:01:55.761 --> 01:01:57.229 Make a choice. WEBVTT 01:02:03.508 --> 01:02:05.804 Okay, I'll be in your office. 01:02:05.906 --> 01:02:07.778 But I won't wait that long. WEBVTT 01:02:13.581 --> 01:02:14.581 (WHISPERS) Okay. WEBVTT 01:02:22.590 --> 01:02:24.390 (WEAK CHUCKLE) 01:02:24.659 --> 01:02:25.929 (SIGHING HEAVILY) 01:02:26.031 --> 01:02:27.031 Wow. 01:02:28.768 --> 01:02:31.296 Can you believe that I got talked into getting WEBVTT 01:02:28.768 --> 01:02:31.296 Can you believe that I got talked into getting 01:02:31.398 --> 01:02:35.698 this fucking hamster after all of that? My God, I... 01:02:35.801 --> 01:02:36.969 (CHUCKLES) 01:02:37.071 --> 01:02:39.376 She's right. I really am so stretchable. 01:02:39.479 --> 01:02:41.539 -It's disgusting. -You know... WEBVTT 01:02:39.479 --> 01:02:41.539 -It's disgusting. -You know... 01:02:42.008 --> 01:02:43.506 when I was in medical school, 01:02:43.608 --> 01:02:46.912 I had to do a stint in a medical experiments lab. 01:02:47.381 --> 01:02:52.790 And we were testing the efficacy of a drug on rats. WEBVTT 01:02:47.381 --> 01:02:52.790 And we were testing the efficacy of a drug on rats. 01:02:53.589 --> 01:02:55.725 Oh, I... So cool. 01:02:55.827 --> 01:03:00.092 And the way it worked is we'd take the rats, WEBVTT 01:02:55.827 --> 01:03:00.092 And the way it worked is we'd take the rats, 01:03:00.195 --> 01:03:03.464 and we'd drop them in this guillotine thingy, 01:03:03.900 --> 01:03:07.666 chop their heads off individually, 01:03:07.768 --> 01:03:10.038 peel the skin back WEBVTT 01:03:07.768 --> 01:03:10.038 peel the skin back 01:03:10.140 --> 01:03:12.469 and then look at their brains under a microscope. 01:03:13.809 --> 01:03:16.173 (EXHALES) I'm just so curious 01:03:16.275 --> 01:03:19.110 about the process with that. I wonder... 01:03:19.212 --> 01:03:24.079 The rats would claw and bite you... WEBVTT 01:03:19.212 --> 01:03:24.079 The rats would claw and bite you... 01:03:24.682 --> 01:03:28.891 when you put your hand in the cage to pick them up. 01:03:28.993 --> 01:03:34.493 So they gave us these steel chain mail gloves. WEBVTT 01:03:28.993 --> 01:03:34.493 So they gave us these steel chain mail gloves. 01:03:35.063 --> 01:03:37.568 They're German. They're beautiful. 01:03:38.037 --> 01:03:41.537 So you put on the glove and you put your hand in the cage, WEBVTT 01:03:38.037 --> 01:03:41.537 So you put on the glove and you put your hand in the cage, 01:03:42.173 --> 01:03:45.106 and the rats would just attach themselves to the glove, 01:03:46.139 --> 01:03:47.872 clinging for dear life, you know? 01:03:47.974 --> 01:03:49.806 (LINDA CHUCKLES LIGHTLY) WEBVTT 01:03:50.509 --> 01:03:52.580 And then when you got to the guillotine box, 01:03:52.682 --> 01:03:55.149 you had to shake them off. 01:03:56.014 --> 01:03:57.819 Really shake them. 01:03:58.088 --> 01:04:01.122 I was always worried that the rat would get hurt WEBVTT 01:03:58.088 --> 01:04:01.122 I was always worried that the rat would get hurt 01:04:01.224 --> 01:04:03.454 when it hit its head on the guillotine, you know? 01:04:06.566 --> 01:04:09.160 But their brains were always fine 01:04:09.262 --> 01:04:10.793 when we looked under the microscope. WEBVTT 01:04:09.262 --> 01:04:10.793 when we looked under the microscope. 01:04:10.896 --> 01:04:12.870 (CHUCKLES) 01:04:14.403 --> 01:04:15.770 Oh. 01:04:15.872 --> 01:04:20.638 Rodents are resilient creatures. WEBVTT 01:04:15.872 --> 01:04:20.638 Rodents are resilient creatures. 01:04:20.740 --> 01:04:22.473 (LAUGHS) 01:04:27.418 --> 01:04:29.150 Mm-hm. Yeah. WEBVTT 01:04:34.893 --> 01:04:37.158 I'll tell Stephen your session's cancelled. 01:04:39.094 --> 01:04:41.591 You have to take care of this, okay? WEBVTT 01:04:39.094 --> 01:04:41.591 You have to take care of this, okay? 01:04:44.798 --> 01:04:46.233 I love you. 01:04:48.604 --> 01:04:50.138 (DOOR SHUTS) WEBVTT 01:04:48.604 --> 01:04:50.138 (DOOR SHUTS) 01:04:53.912 --> 01:04:56.045 Just tell me, was she suicidal? Homicidal? 01:04:56.876 --> 01:04:59.014 No. Mm-mm. No. 01:04:59.116 --> 01:05:01.678 No, she was obsessed with protecting the baby... WEBVTT 01:04:59.116 --> 01:05:01.678 No, she was obsessed with protecting the baby... 01:05:01.980 --> 01:05:03.520 And, uh, yeah. 01:05:03.622 --> 01:05:04.952 She wouldn't hurt the baby. 01:05:05.054 --> 01:05:06.622 And she didn't talk about suicide. 01:05:06.724 --> 01:05:07.952 She wouldn't abandon Riley. 01:05:08.054 --> 01:05:09.919 She just did abandon him. WEBVTT 01:05:10.455 --> 01:05:12.958 Right, well, you know, I mean, um... 01:05:13.061 --> 01:05:16.032 you know, permanently. Forever. 01:05:18.332 --> 01:05:20.063 Is that it? I have another patient waiting WEBVTT 01:05:18.332 --> 01:05:20.063 Is that it? I have another patient waiting 01:05:20.165 --> 01:05:22.405 who really needs my help. 01:05:23.041 --> 01:05:25.907 It's fine. It's more common than you think. 01:05:26.309 --> 01:05:28.151 A woman tries to run away from all the responsibilities. 01:05:28.175 --> 01:05:29.705 -Yeah. -Everybody gets all upset, 01:05:29.807 --> 01:05:31.854 then they come back with their tails between their legs. WEBVTT 01:05:29.807 --> 01:05:31.854 then they come back with their tails between their legs. 01:05:31.878 --> 01:05:34.481 Okay. Okay. 01:05:35.084 --> 01:05:37.086 -Thank you, Officer. -(RILEY CRYING) 01:05:39.685 --> 01:05:41.630 PHONE MESSAGE VOICE: When you have finished recording, WEBVTT 01:05:39.685 --> 01:05:41.630 PHONE MESSAGE VOICE: When you have finished recording, 01:05:41.654 --> 01:05:44.186 you may hang up or press one for more options. 01:05:44.288 --> 01:05:45.792 -(PHONE BEEPS) -Hi. Hi, 01:05:45.894 --> 01:05:47.027 it's, uh... it's me again, 01:05:47.129 --> 01:05:49.198 your tenant from 22 Algonquin, unit one. 01:05:49.300 --> 01:05:52.328 You know, the one with the giant fucking hole in the ceiling! WEBVTT 01:05:49.300 --> 01:05:52.328 You know, the one with the giant fucking hole in the ceiling! 01:05:52.697 --> 01:05:54.871 Your repairs guy ran off, and it's getting worse 01:05:54.974 --> 01:05:56.699 and I want to know why you're doing nothing, 01:05:56.801 --> 01:05:58.785 and why you're happy for my daughter and I to be staying 01:05:58.809 --> 01:06:00.236 at a flophouse full of freaks WEBVTT 01:05:58.809 --> 01:06:00.236 at a flophouse full of freaks 01:06:00.339 --> 01:06:01.878 while I continue to pay you rent! 01:06:01.981 --> 01:06:05.081 And I have a very, very, very important patient 01:06:05.183 --> 01:06:06.988 that is a prominent lawyer, and I am not afraid to... 01:06:07.012 --> 01:06:08.447 (PHONE BEEPS) 01:06:09.849 --> 01:06:10.988 Fuck! WEBVTT 01:06:09.849 --> 01:06:10.988 Fuck! 01:06:15.222 --> 01:06:18.289 I was after some Visa gift cards. 01:06:18.391 --> 01:06:20.993 Uh, what denominations do you have? WEBVTT 01:06:18.391 --> 01:06:20.993 Uh, what denominations do you have? 01:06:21.629 --> 01:06:23.876 Do you have a minute to talk before the children come out? 01:06:23.900 --> 01:06:25.266 -Mm-hm. Sure. -Okay, come. 01:06:27.339 --> 01:06:28.897 (SIGHS) 01:06:28.999 --> 01:06:31.669 So, I've noticed that you still haven't made the appointment WEBVTT 01:06:28.999 --> 01:06:31.669 So, I've noticed that you still haven't made the appointment 01:06:31.771 --> 01:06:33.942 for family therapy like we discussed the other morning. 01:06:34.044 --> 01:06:36.609 I know. It's just been so crazy at work. 01:06:36.711 --> 01:06:40.182 Right. So I can't stress to you enough how important this is. WEBVTT 01:06:36.711 --> 01:06:40.182 Right. So I can't stress to you enough how important this is. 01:06:41.081 --> 01:06:42.850 I'm on your side here. 01:06:42.952 --> 01:06:44.687 Yes. Yes. Yes, I understand. 01:06:44.789 --> 01:06:46.849 We need her off the machine. 01:06:47.118 --> 01:06:48.184 Yeah, so do I. 01:06:48.286 --> 01:06:49.819 Okay. I'm gonna be frank. 01:06:49.921 --> 01:06:52.995 We need her off of it as soon as possible for her to remain here. WEBVTT 01:06:49.921 --> 01:06:52.995 We need her off of it as soon as possible for her to remain here. 01:06:53.097 --> 01:06:55.427 And to do that, she needs to gain faster. 01:06:55.529 --> 01:06:58.162 Okay. Well, but we have until next week, right? 01:06:58.264 --> 01:06:59.962 -The 50 pound goal. -No. WEBVTT 01:07:00.064 --> 01:07:03.535 The way things are going, uh, she's not gonna make that goal. 01:07:04.642 --> 01:07:06.208 What are you saying? 01:07:06.410 --> 01:07:08.977 We do weigh-ins every morning. She's not gonna make the goal. 01:07:09.079 --> 01:07:10.679 Because the goal you set was impossible. WEBVTT 01:07:09.079 --> 01:07:10.679 Because the goal you set was impossible. 01:07:10.781 --> 01:07:12.175 We were set up to fail. 01:07:12.277 --> 01:07:13.512 -It's unrealistic. -No. 01:07:14.647 --> 01:07:17.516 We're gonna have to reassess the level of care. 01:07:18.986 --> 01:07:20.120 What does that mean? WEBVTT 01:07:18.986 --> 01:07:20.120 What does that mean? 01:07:20.222 --> 01:07:22.251 Well, we can discuss it in our meeting. 01:07:22.921 --> 01:07:26.492 You know what I would love, and think would be so good, 01:07:26.594 --> 01:07:30.899 is if we could get a date on the calendar for the surgery. WEBVTT 01:07:26.594 --> 01:07:30.899 is if we could get a date on the calendar for the surgery. 01:07:31.235 --> 01:07:33.967 A concrete goal that we can all work towards. 01:07:34.070 --> 01:07:36.305 It's not... it's not a surgery. 01:07:36.473 --> 01:07:39.808 The tube removal? Well, uh... procedure, whatever you call it. 01:07:39.910 --> 01:07:41.904 It's not a procedure either. WEBVTT 01:07:39.910 --> 01:07:41.904 It's not a procedure either. 01:07:42.006 --> 01:07:45.247 Uh, when it's time to remove it, the doctor just pulls it out. 01:07:49.048 --> 01:07:50.219 Pull it out? WEBVTT 01:07:49.048 --> 01:07:50.219 Pull it out? 01:07:51.019 --> 01:07:52.320 Yeah, it just slides out. 01:07:53.289 --> 01:07:55.790 They could just... really just pull it out? 01:07:55.892 --> 01:07:57.354 Yeah, it's that simple. 01:07:57.456 --> 01:08:00.927 Oh. But what happens to the hole? WEBVTT 01:07:57.456 --> 01:08:00.927 Oh. But what happens to the hole? 01:08:01.029 --> 01:08:03.728 It closes up on its own. 01:08:03.830 --> 01:08:05.296 Oh. 01:08:05.665 --> 01:08:08.567 It's kinda like when you get a cut on your tongue. 01:08:09.301 --> 01:08:11.438 It wants to close up. WEBVTT 01:08:09.301 --> 01:08:11.438 It wants to close up. 01:08:13.741 --> 01:08:14.741 Oh. WEBVTT 01:08:20.419 --> 01:08:21.419 Yeah? 01:08:24.316 --> 01:08:26.618 Oh, hi. Uh, is James here? 01:08:28.923 --> 01:08:29.923 Who are you? WEBVTT 01:08:32.230 --> 01:08:36.100 I'm his neighbor. I'm there, in that room there. 01:08:37.262 --> 01:08:38.429 He is not here. 01:08:38.531 --> 01:08:40.431 Oh, uh, do you know when he'll be back? WEBVTT 01:08:38.531 --> 01:08:40.431 Oh, uh, do you know when he'll be back? 01:08:40.533 --> 01:08:42.635 I just have something to give him. 01:08:42.937 --> 01:08:43.937 Give it to me. 01:08:43.975 --> 01:08:45.215 -I'll see he gets it. -No, no. 01:08:45.275 --> 01:08:47.243 I have to give it to him myself. It's, uh... 01:08:48.778 --> 01:08:49.839 It's of value. WEBVTT 01:08:51.516 --> 01:08:52.516 Of value? 01:08:53.949 --> 01:08:56.450 Uh, yeah. Of value. WEBVTT 01:09:00.956 --> 01:09:03.259 (RHYTHMIC BREATHING) 01:09:04.092 --> 01:09:07.061 (SHARP, RHYTHMIC BREATHS) 01:09:07.163 --> 01:09:08.273 WOMAN ON PHONE: Relax your body. 01:09:08.297 --> 01:09:10.865 (LINDA CONTINUES RHYTHMIC BREATHING) WEBVTT 01:09:08.297 --> 01:09:10.865 (LINDA CONTINUES RHYTHMIC BREATHING) 01:09:10.967 --> 01:09:12.433 Center in with yourself. 01:09:17.703 --> 01:09:20.210 Right now, your only job is to breathe. WEBVTT 01:09:17.703 --> 01:09:20.210 Right now, your only job is to breathe. 01:09:23.048 --> 01:09:24.577 We're in the work phase of this... 01:09:26.614 --> 01:09:28.845 The more you relax your body right now... WEBVTT 01:09:30.054 --> 01:09:31.752 the easier it gets for you. 01:09:31.854 --> 01:09:33.316 (BREATH ECHOING) 01:09:33.919 --> 01:09:38.628 Recognize we're accessing the body's wisdom zone. 01:09:38.730 --> 01:09:40.164 Let your mind go. WEBVTT 01:09:38.730 --> 01:09:40.164 Let your mind go. 01:09:41.759 --> 01:09:44.396 See if you can find your attention 01:09:44.498 --> 01:09:47.165 within the movement of your breath. 01:09:47.600 --> 01:09:48.365 (VOICE GROWS CLEARER) Start noticing 01:09:48.468 --> 01:09:50.201 any sensation in your body... WEBVTT 01:09:48.468 --> 01:09:50.201 any sensation in your body... 01:09:50.303 --> 01:09:52.009 (BREATHING CONTINUES) 01:09:52.111 --> 01:09:54.171 And see what catches your interest 01:09:54.273 --> 01:09:56.407 or your curiosity, 01:09:56.876 --> 01:10:00.178 and hold the space in a way you want to be held. WEBVTT 01:09:56.876 --> 01:10:00.178 and hold the space in a way you want to be held. 01:10:00.280 --> 01:10:01.546 You'll probably notice 01:10:01.648 --> 01:10:05.718 any intensity builds up in your body. 01:10:06.053 --> 01:10:07.582 That's okay. 01:10:07.918 --> 01:10:10.557 Rather than trying to control anything, WEBVTT 01:10:07.918 --> 01:10:10.557 Rather than trying to control anything, 01:10:11.457 --> 01:10:13.727 see if you can just allow... 01:10:14.030 --> 01:10:15.358 the intensity to... 01:10:15.460 --> 01:10:17.762 (SWIRLING CHAOTIC VOICES) WEBVTT 01:10:21.068 --> 01:10:24.533 (GIRL SCREAMING) 01:10:24.635 --> 01:10:26.176 WOMAN: You're not helping! 01:10:26.278 --> 01:10:28.240 Hold her legs that way. Hold her legs down. 01:10:28.342 --> 01:10:30.739 (WOMAN CONTINUES, INDISTINCT) WEBVTT 01:10:28.342 --> 01:10:30.739 (WOMAN CONTINUES, INDISTINCT) 01:10:30.841 --> 01:10:32.292 WOMAN 2: We might have to restrain her. 01:10:32.316 --> 01:10:33.756 -WOMAN 3: Mom! -WOMAN: Hold her down! 01:10:33.780 --> 01:10:35.478 WOMAN 2: You're here to help us, come on! 01:10:35.580 --> 01:10:37.282 That's not helping at all. 01:10:37.384 --> 01:10:40.854 (URGENT VOICES OVERLAPPING) WEBVTT 01:10:37.384 --> 01:10:40.854 (URGENT VOICES OVERLAPPING) 01:10:40.956 --> 01:10:42.888 (GIRL SCREAMS) 01:10:42.990 --> 01:10:44.857 Mommy! 01:10:44.959 --> 01:10:46.656 Mommy! 01:10:46.758 --> 01:10:48.257 WOMAN: Try to help. Try to help. 01:10:48.359 --> 01:10:49.832 GIRL: Mommy! 01:10:49.934 --> 01:10:51.360 (TONE BLARES, THEN STOPS) WEBVTT 01:10:49.934 --> 01:10:51.360 (TONE BLARES, THEN STOPS) 01:10:51.462 --> 01:10:54.202 (GASPING FOR BREATH) 01:10:54.304 --> 01:10:57.739 (WOMAN ON PHONE CONTINUES, INDISTINCT) 01:10:58.008 --> 01:10:59.876 Make yourself feel safe. 01:10:59.979 --> 01:11:01.704 If things are getting intense, WEBVTT 01:10:59.979 --> 01:11:01.704 If things are getting intense, 01:11:01.806 --> 01:11:04.212 recognize you can hold the space. 01:11:04.314 --> 01:11:06.247 You can love yourself right now. 01:11:06.349 --> 01:11:09.319 (MACHINERY CLICKING, BEEPING ALARM) 01:11:09.421 --> 01:11:13.450 Don't avoid anything within. Don't abandon yourself. WEBVTT 01:11:09.421 --> 01:11:13.450 Don't avoid anything within. Don't abandon yourself. 01:11:13.552 --> 01:11:15.188 Stay connected to yourself. 01:11:15.291 --> 01:11:17.227 See if you can honor yourself 01:11:17.329 --> 01:11:21.062 in this moment of reconnecting to yourself. WEBVTT 01:11:17.329 --> 01:11:21.062 in this moment of reconnecting to yourself. 01:11:21.164 --> 01:11:23.265 (DEVICE BEEPS, ALARM STOPS) 01:11:23.367 --> 01:11:26.033 (WOMAN ON PHONE BREATHING RHYTHMICALLY) 01:11:26.135 --> 01:11:28.998 (MACHINE BEEPS STEADILY) WEBVTT 01:11:34.205 --> 01:11:38.414 WOMAN ON PHONE: Use your voice and imagine your emotion. 01:11:38.982 --> 01:11:40.278 Allow it to be... WEBVTT 01:11:38.982 --> 01:11:40.278 Allow it to be... 01:11:40.580 --> 01:11:42.649 Maybe you can even do it tonight. WEBVTT 01:11:52.130 --> 01:11:53.528 (WHISPERING) Down here. This way. WEBVTT 01:12:03.104 --> 01:12:04.770 (EXHALING) 01:12:07.805 --> 01:12:09.544 (WHISPERING) It's in here. Here. WEBVTT 01:12:14.212 --> 01:12:17.014 Okay, we gotta be quick because I have to get back, but... 01:12:17.116 --> 01:12:21.589 I just... I just had to show someone what's going on in here. WEBVTT 01:12:17.116 --> 01:12:21.589 I just... I just had to show someone what's going on in here. 01:12:21.957 --> 01:12:23.825 Okay. 01:12:24.528 --> 01:12:28.158 So, a room filled with plastic tarp everywhere. 01:12:28.260 --> 01:12:29.361 Nice. 01:12:29.463 --> 01:12:31.197 So, is this your kill room? WEBVTT 01:12:29.463 --> 01:12:31.197 So, is this your kill room? 01:12:31.299 --> 01:12:33.101 No. Come on, I told you. 01:12:33.203 --> 01:12:34.932 The fucking ceiling fell down. 01:12:36.040 --> 01:12:37.433 What the fuck is that? 01:12:37.869 --> 01:12:39.189 LINDA: That's it. That's the hole. 01:12:39.275 --> 01:12:40.608 That's why I'm at the hotel. WEBVTT 01:12:39.275 --> 01:12:40.608 That's why I'm at the hotel. 01:12:40.710 --> 01:12:42.417 JAMIE: That's why you're staying at the fucking hotel? 01:12:42.441 --> 01:12:43.743 Oh, my God. Come on. 01:12:43.845 --> 01:12:46.717 You could've slept on your couch for a couple of weeks. 01:12:46.819 --> 01:12:47.977 What? Look at it. 01:12:48.079 --> 01:12:50.682 It's been two months, and they refuse to fix it. WEBVTT 01:12:48.079 --> 01:12:50.682 It's been two months, and they refuse to fix it. 01:12:50.784 --> 01:12:54.921 There's dust and... and mold everywhere. 01:12:55.024 --> 01:12:56.393 JAMIE: Mm. 01:12:58.290 --> 01:12:59.891 (BLOWING) WEBVTT 01:13:04.100 --> 01:13:06.436 (FAINT CRACKLING) 01:13:07.335 --> 01:13:09.934 Yo, what is up there? WEBVTT 01:13:11.673 --> 01:13:13.740 LINDA: They've been renovating forever. 01:13:14.905 --> 01:13:17.277 -They said a pipe burst. -Oh, shit. 01:13:17.446 --> 01:13:20.946 It's right there. There you go. WEBVTT 01:13:17.446 --> 01:13:20.946 It's right there. There you go. 01:13:21.048 --> 01:13:24.720 I did the... that... you know, the thing, the breath thing. 01:13:24.822 --> 01:13:25.822 What? 01:13:25.851 --> 01:13:27.552 (WHISPERS) And I think it took me here. 01:13:27.654 --> 01:13:29.588 -I think maybe I... -Oh, man... 01:13:29.690 --> 01:13:31.227 That's why I wanted to come to see it. WEBVTT 01:13:29.690 --> 01:13:31.227 That's why I wanted to come to see it. 01:13:31.329 --> 01:13:33.095 Man, you need guidance with that shit. 01:13:33.197 --> 01:13:35.358 You can't just be doing that. 01:13:36.127 --> 01:13:38.595 -What are you doing? -Man, they lied to you, sis. 01:13:38.698 --> 01:13:39.875 It ain't even no pipes in here. 01:13:39.899 --> 01:13:41.212 Maybe you shouldn't get so close to it. WEBVTT 01:13:39.899 --> 01:13:41.212 Maybe you shouldn't get so close to it. 01:13:41.236 --> 01:13:43.202 Shh. Look. Come see. 01:13:43.605 --> 01:13:45.236 It's a clean break. I'm telling you. 01:13:45.338 --> 01:13:46.709 Oh, my God. 01:13:47.078 --> 01:13:49.004 Oh, my God. What the fuck? 01:13:49.106 --> 01:13:52.414 Man, my cousin Craig is a general contractor. WEBVTT 01:13:49.106 --> 01:13:52.414 Man, my cousin Craig is a general contractor. 01:13:52.517 --> 01:13:54.515 He knows somebody that knows somebody that can 01:13:54.617 --> 01:13:56.377 -fix this shit in a jiffy, yo. -Oh, my God. 01:13:56.582 --> 01:13:57.748 It look like you got some 01:13:57.850 --> 01:13:59.589 motherfucking debris on your furniture. 01:13:59.691 --> 01:14:01.628 (VOICE GROWING MUFFLED) You know, I can reupholster it. WEBVTT 01:13:59.691 --> 01:14:01.628 (VOICE GROWING MUFFLED) You know, I can reupholster it. 01:14:01.652 --> 01:14:02.551 It's gonna cost you. 01:14:02.653 --> 01:14:04.355 (CONTINUES, MUFFLED) 01:14:04.457 --> 01:14:06.121 WOMAN: Let me go! 01:14:06.223 --> 01:14:09.158 -(PEOPLE SCREAMING, INDISTINCT) -(GIRL SCREAMS) WEBVTT 01:14:13.164 --> 01:14:16.506 -(DEEP RUMBLING) -(OVERLAPPING VOICES CONTINUE) 01:14:17.735 --> 01:14:19.135 GIRL: Don't touch me! WEBVTT 01:14:20.376 --> 01:14:22.307 (OVERLAPPING SHOUTS, CHATTER) 01:14:22.409 --> 01:14:24.976 (INDISTINCT VOICES) 01:14:25.909 --> 01:14:27.680 Mommy! Mommy! I don't want it! 01:14:27.782 --> 01:14:29.684 -You are doing such a good job. -GIRL: No! WEBVTT 01:14:30.922 --> 01:14:33.085 No! Mommy! 01:14:33.921 --> 01:14:36.053 WOMAN: You gotta hold her a lot harder than that. 01:14:37.095 --> 01:14:39.790 GIRL (SCREAMING): No! No! 01:14:39.892 --> 01:14:42.697 -(PEOPLE BARKING ORDERS) -(GIRL SCREAMING) WEBVTT 01:14:39.892 --> 01:14:42.697 -(PEOPLE BARKING ORDERS) -(GIRL SCREAMING) 01:14:45.597 --> 01:14:47.068 (WOOD SPLINTERING) 01:14:47.170 --> 01:14:48.367 (LINDA SHRIEKS) 01:14:48.469 --> 01:14:50.773 (JAMIE SCREAMING IN PAIN) WEBVTT 01:14:48.469 --> 01:14:50.773 (JAMIE SCREAMING IN PAIN) 01:14:50.875 --> 01:14:51.768 (MOANS) 01:14:51.870 --> 01:14:54.104 JAMIE: What the fuck?! Oh, shit! 01:14:55.212 --> 01:14:58.013 Oh, fuck! Fuck! Fuck! 01:14:58.115 --> 01:15:00.044 (PAINED BREATHING) WEBVTT 01:14:58.115 --> 01:15:00.044 (PAINED BREATHING) 01:15:00.953 --> 01:15:03.119 Fuck! Oh, fuck! 01:15:03.222 --> 01:15:05.516 -James? -(SHOUTING IN PAIN) 01:15:05.618 --> 01:15:07.491 -(JAMIE PANTING) -(GROANS) 01:15:08.521 --> 01:15:11.627 Ah! Fuck! Fuck! WEBVTT 01:15:08.521 --> 01:15:11.627 Ah! Fuck! Fuck! 01:15:14.393 --> 01:15:15.393 Fuck! 01:15:16.868 --> 01:15:17.868 Oh, fuck! 01:15:18.397 --> 01:15:19.767 Oh, fuck! WEBVTT 01:15:26.277 --> 01:15:28.072 -(RAPPING ON WINDOW) -(YELPS) WEBVTT 01:15:31.478 --> 01:15:33.748 (LICKING FINGERS) 01:15:35.646 --> 01:15:37.351 (DOOR CLOSES) 01:15:37.453 --> 01:15:40.153 Everybody settle. All right? WEBVTT 01:15:37.453 --> 01:15:40.153 Everybody settle. All right? 01:15:40.722 --> 01:15:43.353 Get started. Hand out these, please. 01:15:43.456 --> 01:15:44.957 Thank you. 01:15:46.932 --> 01:15:48.290 All right. WEBVTT 01:15:50.361 --> 01:15:55.505 So the topic today is something that's so fundamental 01:15:55.607 --> 01:15:58.406 that it's actually a little silly to talk about. 01:15:58.742 --> 01:16:03.276 But it is so important to your child's recovery, WEBVTT 01:15:58.742 --> 01:16:03.276 But it is so important to your child's recovery, 01:16:03.378 --> 01:16:04.909 and more than that, 01:16:05.012 --> 01:16:08.577 to your ability to help your child recover. 01:16:08.946 --> 01:16:11.016 Can anybody guess what it is? WEBVTT 01:16:08.946 --> 01:16:11.016 Can anybody guess what it is? 01:16:13.452 --> 01:16:15.354 Blame... 01:16:15.756 --> 01:16:17.888 -and, anybody? -WOMAN: Shame. 01:16:17.990 --> 01:16:19.569 -DR. SPRING: Yeah, thank you. -(SCOFFS) 01:16:19.593 --> 01:16:20.856 (CHALK CLICKING ON BOARD) WEBVTT 01:16:19.593 --> 01:16:20.856 (CHALK CLICKING ON BOARD) 01:16:20.958 --> 01:16:23.664 So, as parents, a lot of times 01:16:23.766 --> 01:16:27.097 we look too closely at ourselves, right? 01:16:27.199 --> 01:16:30.538 And we start to ask ourselves, is this my fault? WEBVTT 01:16:27.199 --> 01:16:30.538 And we start to ask ourselves, is this my fault? 01:16:30.640 --> 01:16:32.569 Could I have done anything differently? 01:16:32.871 --> 01:16:34.971 What if this? What if that? 01:16:35.073 --> 01:16:39.443 But all it does is create a thinking trap. 01:16:39.545 --> 01:16:40.910 (WOMAN CRYING) WEBVTT 01:16:39.545 --> 01:16:40.910 (WOMAN CRYING) 01:16:41.012 --> 01:16:44.284 And that does not help your child. 01:16:44.753 --> 01:16:47.789 So what I'd like to do, if we look... 01:16:49.192 --> 01:16:50.723 Melanie... WEBVTT 01:16:49.192 --> 01:16:50.723 Melanie... 01:16:50.992 --> 01:16:52.832 do you want to put some words to your feelings? 01:16:54.131 --> 01:16:55.225 (CRYING) Yeah. 01:16:56.362 --> 01:16:57.699 I... 01:16:57.801 --> 01:17:01.597 Sometimes, I just think that it is all my fault. WEBVTT 01:16:57.801 --> 01:17:01.597 Sometimes, I just think that it is all my fault. 01:17:01.699 --> 01:17:03.333 (LINDA SCOFFS) 01:17:03.668 --> 01:17:05.169 (MELANIE CRYING) 01:17:06.908 --> 01:17:08.777 Do you have something to say to Melanie? WEBVTT 01:17:10.446 --> 01:17:13.182 (STAMMERING) No. Whoa, no. 01:17:13.284 --> 01:17:15.383 Never mind. Don't mind me. 01:17:15.852 --> 01:17:18.017 No, no, no. I want to hear what you have to say. WEBVTT 01:17:22.125 --> 01:17:23.286 Uh... 01:17:23.388 --> 01:17:26.694 I just... You keep telling us that it isn't our fault. 01:17:26.796 --> 01:17:29.127 -DR. SPRING: Yeah. -Mm. But... but it is. WEBVTT 01:17:31.168 --> 01:17:32.462 Excuse me? 01:17:32.564 --> 01:17:34.878 I mean, if it isn't our fault, then we're really super fucked. 01:17:34.902 --> 01:17:36.143 We're just walking around pretending 01:17:36.167 --> 01:17:37.774 we have power to change something 01:17:37.876 --> 01:17:40.053 that we don't even understand because it's not our fault, WEBVTT 01:17:37.876 --> 01:17:40.053 that we don't even understand because it's not our fault, 01:17:40.077 --> 01:17:42.877 but we know how to change it, even though it's not our fault. 01:17:42.979 --> 01:17:44.386 -(INDISTINCT CHATTER) -No, this is actually good. 01:17:44.410 --> 01:17:46.325 This is actually good because now we have a lot to unpack. 01:17:46.349 --> 01:17:47.651 No, no, no. I know. 01:17:47.753 --> 01:17:48.927 -I can't do this. I have to go. -(MELANIE SOBBING) 01:17:48.951 --> 01:17:50.630 -Please sit down. -No, no, no. It's our fault. WEBVTT 01:17:48.951 --> 01:17:50.630 -Please sit down. -No, no, no. It's our fault. 01:17:50.654 --> 01:17:51.894 It isn't fair, but it is our fault. 01:17:51.918 --> 01:17:53.556 That's how I see it. That's it. 01:17:53.659 --> 01:17:55.556 That's what this whole thing is, is our faults. 01:17:55.658 --> 01:17:57.591 -Stop and sit down. -No, no, no. 01:17:57.693 --> 01:17:58.970 No, I don't want to talk about it. 01:17:58.994 --> 01:18:00.860 I already know it, and I don't have to meet you WEBVTT 01:17:58.994 --> 01:18:00.860 I already know it, and I don't have to meet you 01:18:00.962 --> 01:18:02.370 because I know what you're going to say, 01:18:02.394 --> 01:18:03.877 -which is that she's failed... -I need you to sit down! 01:18:03.901 --> 01:18:06.866 And that I failed because you set us up to fail. 01:18:06.968 --> 01:18:08.646 No one tries hard if they have a safety net. 01:18:08.670 --> 01:18:10.638 -Sit down. -Nobody, okay? WEBVTT 01:18:08.670 --> 01:18:10.638 -Sit down. -Nobody, okay? 01:18:10.740 --> 01:18:12.081 And you should know that, Dr. Spring. 01:18:12.105 --> 01:18:13.705 I'm gonna be here for the rest of my life 01:18:13.774 --> 01:18:15.205 pouring shit down that tube. 01:18:15.307 --> 01:18:18.077 -Every night until I die. -Do not leave that door! 01:18:18.179 --> 01:18:21.115 And none of this is helping any of us. None of it. WEBVTT 01:18:18.179 --> 01:18:21.115 And none of this is helping any of us. None of it. 01:18:21.218 --> 01:18:22.118 Come back! 01:18:22.220 --> 01:18:23.948 (MELANIE SOBBING) 01:18:24.384 --> 01:18:26.228 CHARLES (OVER PHONE): Hey! Hey, why are you calling? 01:18:26.252 --> 01:18:27.954 Isn't a parent group going on right now? 01:18:28.056 --> 01:18:29.824 LINDA: I couldn't sit there. I'm in the car. 01:18:29.926 --> 01:18:31.793 I'll pick her up later, but I can't stay there. WEBVTT 01:18:29.926 --> 01:18:31.793 I'll pick her up later, but I can't stay there. 01:18:31.895 --> 01:18:33.101 CHARLES: What do you mean you couldn't sit there? 01:18:33.125 --> 01:18:34.590 LINDA: I can't do it. I can't do it. 01:18:34.692 --> 01:18:36.972 She's gotta get better, but she's not gonna make the goal, 01:18:37.032 --> 01:18:39.063 and I... I don't know what's gonna happen now. 01:18:39.165 --> 01:18:40.899 CHARLES: You need to get back in there. WEBVTT 01:18:39.165 --> 01:18:40.899 CHARLES: You need to get back in there. 01:18:41.001 --> 01:18:42.143 LINDA: The hole is getting bigger. 01:18:42.167 --> 01:18:43.903 CHARLES: What hole? Her tube hole? 01:18:44.006 --> 01:18:46.142 -No! No, the apartment hole! -You told me... 01:18:46.244 --> 01:18:47.677 The goddamn hole! 01:18:47.779 --> 01:18:49.776 Why can't you just keep tabs on those guys? 01:18:49.878 --> 01:18:51.677 Because the guy's gone for a week. WEBVTT 01:18:49.878 --> 01:18:51.677 Because the guy's gone for a week. 01:18:51.779 --> 01:18:53.376 There's no one working on it. 01:18:53.478 --> 01:18:55.448 What?! A week?! When were you gonna mention that? 01:18:55.550 --> 01:18:56.818 I'm telling you now. 01:18:56.920 --> 01:18:58.092 It's very complicated to explain over the phone. 01:18:58.116 --> 01:18:59.484 Look, look, look. No, no, no. 01:18:59.586 --> 01:19:00.752 Just... just WEBVTT 01:18:59.586 --> 01:19:00.752 Just... just 01:19:00.854 --> 01:19:02.119 -send me pictures... -No! 01:19:02.222 --> 01:19:03.629 And I'll have somebody take care of it. 01:19:03.653 --> 01:19:05.202 No, no, no. No more pictures. I'm not going back there. 01:19:05.226 --> 01:19:06.600 I'm never going back there. And I talked to Roscoe... 01:19:06.624 --> 01:19:09.092 -What are you talking about? -and he's so full of shit. 01:19:09.194 --> 01:19:11.033 He's not doing anything. And by the way, WEBVTT 01:19:09.194 --> 01:19:11.033 He's not doing anything. And by the way, 01:19:11.135 --> 01:19:14.333 I think he has a deal with the motel because there's another... 01:19:14.435 --> 01:19:18.367 Okay. Stop, stop, stop, okay? Let me just get this straight. 01:19:18.469 --> 01:19:20.502 You aren't going into the program anymore, WEBVTT 01:19:18.469 --> 01:19:20.502 You aren't going into the program anymore, 01:19:20.604 --> 01:19:22.905 and you aren't going into our apartment anymore? 01:19:23.007 --> 01:19:25.682 -That's right. -Why? 01:19:25.984 --> 01:19:28.785 How do you expect anything to get back to normal then? 01:19:29.747 --> 01:19:31.017 It won't. WEBVTT 01:19:29.747 --> 01:19:31.017 It won't. 01:19:31.119 --> 01:19:33.088 (SIGHING HEAVILY) What are you talking about?! 01:19:33.190 --> 01:19:34.450 It won't! 01:19:37.494 --> 01:19:39.388 All right. Are you... 01:19:39.490 --> 01:19:41.661 are you in your right mind now? Are you done? WEBVTT 01:19:39.490 --> 01:19:41.661 are you in your right mind now? Are you done? 01:19:41.763 --> 01:19:43.893 Also, there's a woman missing. 01:19:44.396 --> 01:19:46.500 What? Who? What are you... Who's missing? 01:19:46.602 --> 01:19:48.002 My patient. She's missing. 01:19:48.104 --> 01:19:49.949 She left and she's not picking up her phone, and she's... 01:19:49.973 --> 01:19:53.137 Oh, okay. Okay. Yeah, let's take a deep breath. WEBVTT 01:19:49.973 --> 01:19:53.137 Oh, okay. Okay. Yeah, let's take a deep breath. 01:19:53.239 --> 01:19:55.070 -Start from the beginning. -No, no, no. 01:19:55.173 --> 01:19:56.910 I can't talk to you about this. 01:19:57.013 --> 01:19:58.913 Why aren't you going back into the group? 01:19:59.015 --> 01:20:00.660 I'll just talk to my therapist later. I... This... WEBVTT 01:19:59.015 --> 01:20:00.660 I'll just talk to my therapist later. I... This... 01:20:00.684 --> 01:20:01.794 This is fine. Everything's fine. 01:20:01.818 --> 01:20:02.890 Hey, hey. Slow down. Slow down. 01:20:02.914 --> 01:20:04.215 Everything's fine. 01:20:04.317 --> 01:20:05.900 How many times a week do you see that guy? 01:20:05.924 --> 01:20:07.131 I just looked in the bank accounts. How often... 01:20:07.155 --> 01:20:10.960 -Every day. Every day. -Every day?! Come on! WEBVTT 01:20:07.155 --> 01:20:10.960 -Every day. Every day. -Every day?! Come on! 01:20:11.062 --> 01:20:12.666 -Hold on. Hold on. Hold on. -That's costing us a fortune! 01:20:12.690 --> 01:20:17.329 No sitting idle in vehicles. Please move the car or yourself. 01:20:17.431 --> 01:20:21.204 I have a right to sit in my car without you harassing me! WEBVTT 01:20:17.431 --> 01:20:21.204 I have a right to sit in my car without you harassing me! 01:20:21.306 --> 01:20:21.965 - What - Yeah. 01:20:22.067 --> 01:20:23.187 Are you talking to somebody? 01:20:23.235 --> 01:20:24.607 Yeah, there's this creepy asshole 01:20:24.709 --> 01:20:26.741 who's harassing me every fucking day! 01:20:26.843 --> 01:20:28.283 He harasses me. He's obsessed with me. 01:20:28.307 --> 01:20:30.039 He's back at my window wanting something! WEBVTT 01:20:28.307 --> 01:20:30.039 He's back at my window wanting something! 01:20:30.141 --> 01:20:31.273 What are you talking about? 01:20:31.375 --> 01:20:32.657 Are you going to leave the parking lot 01:20:32.681 --> 01:20:33.581 or get out of your car! 01:20:33.683 --> 01:20:35.181 Oh, my God! Are you serious? 01:20:35.283 --> 01:20:37.584 -I will call the police! -Oh, my God! Yeah, yeah, yeah. 01:20:37.686 --> 01:20:38.987 -Call the police. -Move! 01:20:39.089 --> 01:20:40.395 Call the police. Yeah, I'm gonna call the police on you! WEBVTT 01:20:39.089 --> 01:20:40.395 Call the police. Yeah, I'm gonna call the police on you! 01:20:40.419 --> 01:20:41.895 ATTENDANT: I never want to see you here again! 01:20:41.919 --> 01:20:43.021 Oh, my God! 01:20:43.123 --> 01:20:44.828 You're harass... This is harassment! WEBVTT WEBVTT WEBVTT 01:21:13.057 --> 01:21:16.354 Anything in particular keeping you silent right now? 01:21:19.030 --> 01:21:21.557 The fact that I want to be silent is keeping me silent. WEBVTT 01:21:19.030 --> 01:21:21.557 The fact that I want to be silent is keeping me silent. 01:21:22.865 --> 01:21:24.934 -I think... -This isn't about you. 01:21:27.537 --> 01:21:29.804 What I mean is I... 01:21:29.906 --> 01:21:31.974 I mean, I pay for your time. (CHUCKLES) WEBVTT 01:21:29.906 --> 01:21:31.974 I mean, I pay for your time. (CHUCKLES) 01:21:32.076 --> 01:21:36.212 Right? So I can do anything I want with that time, 01:21:36.314 --> 01:21:39.014 and right now... WEBVTT 01:21:41.051 --> 01:21:44.985 I just want to lay here without you talking. 01:21:45.088 --> 01:21:47.517 Well, you did not have to come here for that. 01:21:48.592 --> 01:21:50.388 Go lie on your own couch. WEBVTT 01:21:48.592 --> 01:21:50.388 Go lie on your own couch. 01:21:52.295 --> 01:21:55.189 Do you wish I lied on my own couch instead of coming here? 01:21:55.625 --> 01:21:59.532 All I'm saying is you chose not to be alone. 01:21:59.634 --> 01:22:01.402 (SARDONIC LAUGH) WEBVTT 01:21:59.634 --> 01:22:01.402 (SARDONIC LAUGH) 01:22:01.504 --> 01:22:02.664 Oh, I'm alone. 01:22:03.642 --> 01:22:07.002 No, you're not alone. I'm here. 01:22:07.371 --> 01:22:09.909 But no, you aren't. Not really. WEBVTT 01:22:10.011 --> 01:22:12.146 -What we can do... -Can we just not? 01:22:12.977 --> 01:22:14.247 Seriously. 01:22:19.653 --> 01:22:20.782 Okay. WEBVTT 01:22:19.653 --> 01:22:20.782 Okay. 01:22:21.118 --> 01:22:22.452 Do you know what? 01:22:22.554 --> 01:22:26.228 Did I ever tell you that I was pregnant before? 01:22:26.698 --> 01:22:28.624 Like, I've been pregnant twice. WEBVTT 01:22:33.802 --> 01:22:35.697 I never tell anyone this. 01:22:38.241 --> 01:22:41.307 It was when Charles and I were first dating and, um... WEBVTT 01:22:38.241 --> 01:22:41.307 It was when Charles and I were first dating and, um... 01:22:46.147 --> 01:22:48.715 I got an abortion right away, like... 01:22:48.817 --> 01:22:50.184 I took a pregnancy test WEBVTT 01:22:48.817 --> 01:22:50.184 I took a pregnancy test 01:22:50.286 --> 01:22:54.089 and then just went to a random clinic the next day. 01:22:56.555 --> 01:23:00.524 I got the surgical kind with the vacuum thing. WEBVTT 01:22:56.555 --> 01:23:00.524 I got the surgical kind with the vacuum thing. 01:23:02.432 --> 01:23:03.560 And it... 01:23:05.031 --> 01:23:06.970 hurt really badly, like... 01:23:09.541 --> 01:23:11.469 A nurse held my hand. WEBVTT 01:23:09.541 --> 01:23:11.469 A nurse held my hand. 01:23:14.809 --> 01:23:16.175 And for some reason, 01:23:16.278 --> 01:23:18.443 I didn't realize how badly it would hurt but... WEBVTT 01:23:20.378 --> 01:23:22.117 (VOICE TREMBLING) it really did. 01:23:26.121 --> 01:23:28.953 Yeah, it was almost 20 years ago. 01:23:29.655 --> 01:23:32.657 I'd have a kid in college by now if I hadn't done that. WEBVTT 01:23:29.655 --> 01:23:32.657 I'd have a kid in college by now if I hadn't done that. 01:23:32.759 --> 01:23:35.163 (SOBBING) WEBVTT 01:23:47.570 --> 01:23:50.743 Maybe I got rid of the wrong one. WEBVTT 01:23:47.570 --> 01:23:50.743 Maybe I got rid of the wrong one. 01:23:50.845 --> 01:23:54.116 (CONTINUES SOBBING) 01:23:55.280 --> 01:23:57.647 Why won't you say anything? WEBVTT 01:24:00.084 --> 01:24:01.651 I can't breathe. 01:24:07.161 --> 01:24:09.395 You don't get it. You don't see. WEBVTT 01:24:11.563 --> 01:24:15.198 You... you love to tell me I don't get it. 01:24:15.400 --> 01:24:17.605 What is it you think I don't get? 01:24:17.874 --> 01:24:20.673 What is it you're so sure... WEBVTT 01:24:17.874 --> 01:24:20.673 What is it you're so sure... 01:24:20.942 --> 01:24:22.912 I can't help you with? 01:24:23.214 --> 01:24:26.313 I'm one of those people that's not supposed to be a mom. 01:24:29.753 --> 01:24:31.987 I'm not a mom. I'm not. WEBVTT 01:24:29.753 --> 01:24:31.987 I'm not a mom. I'm not. 01:24:32.089 --> 01:24:33.559 This isn't supposed to be what it's like. 01:24:33.583 --> 01:24:36.323 This isn't it. This can't be it. 01:24:39.092 --> 01:24:41.229 Will you say something?! WEBVTT 01:24:39.092 --> 01:24:41.229 Will you say something?! 01:24:44.331 --> 01:24:46.366 Not everyone can do it. I can't... WEBVTT 01:24:50.708 --> 01:24:52.603 Do you have any kids? 01:24:55.910 --> 01:24:58.081 Do you have a kid!? WEBVTT 01:25:00.245 --> 01:25:03.152 (FURIOUS GROAN) Hello! 01:25:05.322 --> 01:25:08.817 Why won't you talk to me?! Why won't you help me?! WEBVTT 01:25:12.423 --> 01:25:14.526 I know what you're doing... 01:25:15.458 --> 01:25:17.100 and I can't have it. 01:25:18.965 --> 01:25:20.763 What am I doing? WEBVTT 01:25:18.965 --> 01:25:20.763 What am I doing? 01:25:24.675 --> 01:25:25.675 This isn't working. 01:25:27.777 --> 01:25:29.211 What do you mean? WEBVTT 01:25:30.981 --> 01:25:33.743 We can't see each other anymore. WEBVTT WEBVTT WEBVTT 01:26:08.851 --> 01:26:10.615 I got here early. WEBVTT 01:26:08.851 --> 01:26:10.615 I got here early. 01:26:11.515 --> 01:26:13.618 You'll have to wait outside. 01:26:16.254 --> 01:26:18.021 (CELL PHONE BUZZING) 01:26:18.123 --> 01:26:19.591 (MOUSE CLICKS) WEBVTT 01:26:25.197 --> 01:26:26.663 CHARLES: Uh, look, 01:26:26.765 --> 01:26:27.662 I don't know why you aren't answering your cell, 01:26:27.764 --> 01:26:30.001 -but Dr. Spring called and... -(BEEP) WEBVTT 01:26:27.764 --> 01:26:30.001 -but Dr. Spring called and... -(BEEP) 01:26:30.103 --> 01:26:31.637 It's Dr. Spring. 01:26:31.739 --> 01:26:33.854 You cannot bring your daughter here for further treatment 01:26:33.878 --> 01:26:35.738 -until we have... -(BEEP) 01:26:35.840 --> 01:26:38.111 CHARLES: (GROANS) You are too much, you know? 01:26:38.213 --> 01:26:39.674 -You are... I'm gonna... -(BEEP) 01:26:39.776 --> 01:26:41.178 MAN: Hey, thanks for checking in. WEBVTT 01:26:39.776 --> 01:26:41.178 MAN: Hey, thanks for checking in. 01:26:41.280 --> 01:26:42.613 In case you forgot, 01:26:42.715 --> 01:26:44.429 my wife still happens to be fucking missing. 01:26:44.453 --> 01:26:45.899 You know, I don't know what kind of number... 01:26:45.923 --> 01:26:47.883 (CELL PHONE CONTINUES BUZZING) WEBVTT 01:26:51.662 --> 01:26:52.954 What the fuck? 01:26:58.329 --> 01:26:59.794 INTERVIEWER: You... 01:26:59.897 --> 01:27:02.733 You mentioned an aphorism from the Bible WEBVTT 01:26:59.897 --> 01:27:02.733 You mentioned an aphorism from the Bible 01:27:02.835 --> 01:27:05.434 about a millstone. Would you say what that is? 01:27:05.870 --> 01:27:09.372 That it's better to tie a stone around your neck 01:27:09.474 --> 01:27:11.774 and throw yourself into the sea WEBVTT 01:27:09.474 --> 01:27:11.774 and throw yourself into the sea 01:27:11.876 --> 01:27:15.817 than to cause anyone to stumble... stumble. 01:27:16.587 --> 01:27:17.957 INTERVIEWER: All right, let me make sure I'm getting that. 01:27:17.981 --> 01:27:19.916 It's better to tie a millstone around your neck WEBVTT 01:27:20.018 --> 01:27:23.825 and throw yourself in the sea rather than to do what? 01:27:24.295 --> 01:27:26.790 YATES: Cause someone to stumble. Stumble. 01:27:26.892 --> 01:27:30.230 INTERVIEWER: To cause someone to stumble? Okay. WEBVTT 01:27:26.892 --> 01:27:30.230 INTERVIEWER: To cause someone to stumble? Okay. 01:27:30.499 --> 01:27:32.464 What were you trying to accomplish there 01:27:32.567 --> 01:27:35.103 when you did take your children's lives? 01:27:35.205 --> 01:27:38.571 (YATES CONTINUES, INDISTINCT, FADING) WEBVTT 01:27:46.317 --> 01:27:48.878 YOUNG WOMAN: all women, all Gen Z group think. WEBVTT 01:27:50.251 --> 01:27:51.617 Like, what are your thoughts? 01:27:56.560 --> 01:27:57.887 And? 01:27:59.322 --> 01:28:00.661 Hello? WEBVTT 01:27:59.322 --> 01:28:00.661 Hello? 01:28:00.963 --> 01:28:02.993 Yeah. Mm-hm. Mm-hm. 01:28:03.095 --> 01:28:04.299 Mm-hm. 01:28:04.401 --> 01:28:06.731 YOUNG WOMAN: That is totally unbelievable, right? 01:28:07.832 --> 01:28:11.539 That's completely unbelievable. All of it. WEBVTT 01:28:07.832 --> 01:28:11.539 That's completely unbelievable. All of it. 01:28:11.641 --> 01:28:14.709 -GIRL: But Dr. Spring said... -I don't care what she said. 01:28:14.811 --> 01:28:15.870 I'm telling you, 01:28:15.972 --> 01:28:19.675 I had a work emergency and I couldn't stay. 01:28:19.777 --> 01:28:22.450 I had to leave. It isn't my fault. WEBVTT 01:28:19.777 --> 01:28:22.450 I had to leave. It isn't my fault. 01:28:22.552 --> 01:28:24.658 I came right back to pick you up when I was supposed to 01:28:24.682 --> 01:28:27.354 like I always do. I just... I just... 01:28:27.656 --> 01:28:31.126 I just couldn't stay for the group, but, you know... WEBVTT 01:28:27.656 --> 01:28:31.126 I just couldn't stay for the group, but, you know... 01:28:31.228 --> 01:28:32.571 I work with a lot of very sick people, 01:28:32.595 --> 01:28:35.223 -honey, and sometimes they are... -GIRL: Sicker than me? 01:28:35.793 --> 01:28:38.797 Sick in a different way than you. 01:28:39.467 --> 01:28:41.937 -But Dr. Spring said... -I told you, WEBVTT 01:28:39.467 --> 01:28:41.937 -But Dr. Spring said... -I told you, 01:28:42.039 --> 01:28:44.200 I don't care what she said. 01:28:44.302 --> 01:28:45.370 I'm your mother. 01:28:45.472 --> 01:28:48.641 She loves me though. She said so. WEBVTT 01:28:50.143 --> 01:28:51.677 She said that? 01:28:51.779 --> 01:28:53.976 -She loves all of us. The kids. -(LAUGHS BITTERLY) 01:28:54.078 --> 01:28:57.286 She has no right to tell you that. She's a doctor. 01:28:57.388 --> 01:28:59.586 -She doesn't have a right... -It's true, though! 01:28:59.688 --> 01:29:01.850 You know, I don't think we need the program anymore. WEBVTT 01:28:59.688 --> 01:29:01.850 You know, I don't think we need the program anymore. 01:29:01.952 --> 01:29:04.759 -I'm better? -Yeah. I think maybe, yeah. 01:29:04.861 --> 01:29:06.290 Maybe we... 01:29:06.392 --> 01:29:07.990 we just do it, you and me. 01:29:08.932 --> 01:29:10.564 What would happen? WEBVTT 01:29:08.932 --> 01:29:10.564 What would happen? 01:29:11.964 --> 01:29:15.800 (EXHALING) Uh... So many wonderful things. You would... 01:29:16.867 --> 01:29:18.369 You'd be able to get the tube out, 01:29:18.472 --> 01:29:19.772 and you could go back to school 01:29:19.874 --> 01:29:22.339 and you'd be eating everything delicious in the whole word. WEBVTT 01:29:19.874 --> 01:29:22.339 and you'd be eating everything delicious in the whole word. 01:29:22.441 --> 01:29:24.579 Wouldn't that be great? 01:29:24.914 --> 01:29:26.514 You can do that? 01:29:27.377 --> 01:29:28.844 Do what? 01:29:28.946 --> 01:29:32.148 Make me better? I won't need the machine? WEBVTT 01:29:28.946 --> 01:29:32.148 Make me better? I won't need the machine? 01:29:32.484 --> 01:29:33.950 (VOICE SHAKING) Well... 01:29:34.652 --> 01:29:36.055 I'm better? They said that? 01:29:36.157 --> 01:29:37.693 I think, maybe. 01:29:37.795 --> 01:29:39.360 You know, and... 01:29:39.462 --> 01:29:42.624 And if not, then we'll just do it, you know? WEBVTT 01:29:39.462 --> 01:29:42.624 And if not, then we'll just do it, you know? 01:29:42.726 --> 01:29:44.133 You're better than you were, 01:29:44.235 --> 01:29:45.995 and Dr. Spring's not the boss of us. WEBVTT 01:29:52.336 --> 01:29:53.508 Mommy? 01:29:55.109 --> 01:29:56.109 LINDA: Yeah? 01:29:57.647 --> 01:29:59.743 GIRL (CRYING): I'm really sorry, but I'm not better. 01:29:59.845 --> 01:30:02.649 Please don't be mad or sad that I said that. WEBVTT 01:29:59.845 --> 01:30:02.649 Please don't be mad or sad that I said that. 01:30:07.892 --> 01:30:09.458 (GIRL SNIFFLES) WEBVTT 01:30:12.690 --> 01:30:14.760 (MACHINE WHIRRING, BEEPING) 01:30:19.563 --> 01:30:21.001 (TELEPHONE RINGING) WEBVTT 01:30:19.563 --> 01:30:21.001 (TELEPHONE RINGING) 01:30:21.103 --> 01:30:22.130 (INHALES SHARPLY) 01:30:26.240 --> 01:30:27.742 (WHISPERING) Hello? 01:30:28.444 --> 01:30:29.685 FRONT DESK WOMAN: There's someone here 01:30:29.709 --> 01:30:31.513 who wants to see you in the lobby. WEBVTT 01:30:29.709 --> 01:30:31.513 who wants to see you in the lobby. 01:30:34.544 --> 01:30:36.683 What? Who? 01:30:37.848 --> 01:30:40.888 Won't say. Come down or don't. WEBVTT 01:30:37.848 --> 01:30:40.888 Won't say. Come down or don't. 01:30:40.990 --> 01:30:42.425 (LINE CLICKS) 01:30:49.165 --> 01:30:51.060 Thanks for checking on me. WEBVTT 01:30:49.165 --> 01:30:51.060 Thanks for checking on me. 01:30:52.701 --> 01:30:55.368 Oh, you would not believe the day I had, honestly. 01:30:55.470 --> 01:30:57.932 After you just left me all alone, 01:30:58.034 --> 01:30:59.835 abandoned in your spooky-ass apartment, 01:30:59.937 --> 01:31:01.120 with my bone sticking out my leg. WEBVTT 01:30:59.937 --> 01:31:01.120 with my bone sticking out my leg. 01:31:01.144 --> 01:31:01.909 I called you an ambulance. 01:31:02.011 --> 01:31:03.179 No big deal. 01:31:03.281 --> 01:31:04.077 What else did you expect me to do? 01:31:04.179 --> 01:31:05.379 It's really painful. 01:31:05.481 --> 01:31:07.580 I had to get back here to my kid, okay? 01:31:07.682 --> 01:31:09.683 Mother of the fucking year. I almost forgot. WEBVTT 01:31:10.316 --> 01:31:11.385 I don't care. 01:31:11.487 --> 01:31:13.187 And what exactly am I supposed to do 01:31:13.289 --> 01:31:14.419 with your brick of cocaine? 01:31:14.521 --> 01:31:15.923 -Flush it. -(CHUCKLES) Okay. 01:31:16.025 --> 01:31:16.918 It must be nice. 01:31:17.020 --> 01:31:19.022 Why didn't they give you any crutches? 01:31:19.891 --> 01:31:22.531 -Fuck them crutches. -(DOOR SLAMS) WEBVTT 01:31:19.891 --> 01:31:22.531 -Fuck them crutches. -(DOOR SLAMS) 01:31:23.464 --> 01:31:25.501 (MACHINE BEEPING OVER MONITOR) WEBVTT 01:31:30.735 --> 01:31:33.435 (TECHNO PLAYING OVER SPEAKERS) 01:31:33.537 --> 01:31:35.610 (BELL CHIMING) 01:31:38.214 --> 01:31:39.911 LINDA: It's... It is you! WEBVTT 01:31:41.282 --> 01:31:43.048 You... you're here. 01:31:43.317 --> 01:31:44.850 I hope that's okay. 01:31:44.952 --> 01:31:47.920 I accidentally followed you this one time, and... 01:31:48.189 --> 01:31:49.518 You live here? 01:31:49.620 --> 01:31:52.495 Are... are you okay? WEBVTT 01:31:49.620 --> 01:31:52.495 Are... are you okay? 01:31:53.361 --> 01:31:55.865 -I'm okay. -Okay. Okay. 01:31:55.967 --> 01:31:57.530 Where did you go? 01:31:57.698 --> 01:32:01.233 I just... I... I had to get out of there. WEBVTT 01:31:57.698 --> 01:32:01.233 I just... I... I had to get out of there. 01:32:01.735 --> 01:32:04.906 -Okay, I understand. So, let's... -Do you? 01:32:05.375 --> 01:32:07.807 Do you really, really understand? 01:32:08.473 --> 01:32:09.545 I think so. WEBVTT 01:32:10.378 --> 01:32:12.244 Oh, shit. No. This is... 01:32:12.346 --> 01:32:14.008 This is a mistake. 01:32:14.110 --> 01:32:16.644 This is a mistake because I thought... 01:32:16.913 --> 01:32:18.749 I thought that you understood, 01:32:18.851 --> 01:32:20.362 and that I wouldn't even have to say... WEBVTT 01:32:18.851 --> 01:32:20.362 and that I wouldn't even have to say... 01:32:20.386 --> 01:32:21.754 Let's calm down. 01:32:21.856 --> 01:32:22.996 I think what we should do is get in a car right now 01:32:23.020 --> 01:32:24.519 and go straight to the emergency room. 01:32:24.621 --> 01:32:25.521 A hospital? 01:32:25.623 --> 01:32:27.121 -Yes. -Why? Why? 01:32:27.223 --> 01:32:28.636 Because it's just a safe place to go... 01:32:28.660 --> 01:32:29.793 Why? Why? No, I'm fine. 01:32:29.895 --> 01:32:31.727 If you don't feel ready to go home. WEBVTT 01:32:29.895 --> 01:32:31.727 If you don't feel ready to go home. 01:32:31.830 --> 01:32:33.536 Well, what about your daughter? 01:32:34.702 --> 01:32:37.201 -My daughter? -Where is your daughter? 01:32:37.704 --> 01:32:39.604 She's upstairs. She's sleeping. 01:32:39.706 --> 01:32:40.947 I don't want to go to a hospital. WEBVTT 01:32:39.706 --> 01:32:40.947 I don't want to go to a hospital. 01:32:40.971 --> 01:32:42.053 I don't want to go to a hospital. 01:32:42.077 --> 01:32:42.704 Okay. 01:32:42.806 --> 01:32:44.880 I want you to help me. 01:32:44.982 --> 01:32:45.982 I'm trying to. 01:32:46.043 --> 01:32:47.427 -I am trying to help you. -Please help me. 01:32:47.451 --> 01:32:48.461 No, no, because you don't understand. 01:32:48.485 --> 01:32:51.315 You don't see it. All of their faces. WEBVTT 01:32:48.485 --> 01:32:51.315 You don't see it. All of their faces. 01:32:51.818 --> 01:32:54.217 Their little faces. They look at us, 01:32:54.319 --> 01:32:57.457 -and there is nothing there. -Okay, you need to calm down. 01:32:57.559 --> 01:32:59.423 -No! No! -You need to calm down. 01:32:59.525 --> 01:33:00.792 No, I am fine! Okay? WEBVTT 01:32:59.525 --> 01:33:00.792 No, I am fine! Okay? 01:33:00.895 --> 01:33:02.608 -But I just need you... -Let's just breathe. 01:33:02.632 --> 01:33:03.638 -No, but you don't know... -Just breathe. 01:33:03.662 --> 01:33:04.428 In and out, Caroline. 01:33:04.530 --> 01:33:05.530 Just take a breath. 01:33:05.600 --> 01:33:06.674 -Just breathe with me. -Stop. 01:33:06.698 --> 01:33:07.698 Just start with a breath. 01:33:07.798 --> 01:33:09.836 -(HARD SLAP) -(GASPS) WEBVTT 01:33:12.504 --> 01:33:13.774 (DOOR SHUTS) 01:33:18.742 --> 01:33:20.308 Caroline, wait! WEBVTT 01:33:18.742 --> 01:33:20.308 Caroline, wait! 01:33:24.651 --> 01:33:26.252 (BEEPING CRACKLES ON MONITOR) 01:33:26.354 --> 01:33:28.286 (LINDA PANTING) 01:33:28.388 --> 01:33:30.454 LINDA: Stop! WEBVTT 01:33:28.388 --> 01:33:30.454 LINDA: Stop! 01:33:30.556 --> 01:33:31.990 (MONITOR CRACKLING) 01:33:34.494 --> 01:33:36.126 (MONITOR CLATTERING) WEBVTT 01:33:43.437 --> 01:33:45.269 (PANTING HEAVILY) 01:33:45.371 --> 01:33:46.774 Caroline! 01:33:49.108 --> 01:33:51.113 THERAPIST (OVER PHONE): If this is an emergency, WEBVTT 01:33:49.108 --> 01:33:51.113 THERAPIST (OVER PHONE): If this is an emergency, 01:33:51.215 --> 01:33:53.242 hang up and call 911. 01:33:53.344 --> 01:33:56.781 Otherwise, call back during normal business hours. 01:33:56.883 --> 01:33:57.891 (LOUD WHISPER) Okay, call me back. 01:33:57.915 --> 01:33:59.148 Call me back tonight, okay? 01:33:59.250 --> 01:34:00.831 Please? Please, you said that you could help me. WEBVTT 01:33:59.250 --> 01:34:00.831 Please? Please, you said that you could help me. 01:34:00.855 --> 01:34:03.321 Please. Please, just call me back, okay? 01:34:03.423 --> 01:34:05.188 I need you. Bye. 01:34:05.922 --> 01:34:08.697 (MACHINE ALARM BEEPING) WEBVTT WEBVTT WEBVTT WEBVTT 01:34:49.504 --> 01:34:51.905 (GIRL MOANING FAINTLY) WEBVTT 01:34:49.504 --> 01:34:51.905 (GIRL MOANING FAINTLY) 01:34:57.644 --> 01:35:00.276 (MACHINE ALARM BEEPING) WEBVTT 01:34:57.644 --> 01:35:00.276 (MACHINE ALARM BEEPING) WEBVTT WEBVTT 01:35:23.503 --> 01:35:25.433 (GRUNTING) WEBVTT WEBVTT 01:35:41.290 --> 01:35:42.687 (LINDA EXCLAIMS) 01:35:42.790 --> 01:35:45.321 (MULTIPLE ALARMS BEEPING RAPIDLY) 01:35:46.063 --> 01:35:48.027 (PANTING) WEBVTT 01:35:53.235 --> 01:35:54.932 (GASPS) 01:35:55.034 --> 01:35:57.839 -(BEEPING STOPS) -(MACHINE POWERS DOWN) 01:35:59.771 --> 01:36:02.173 (BREATHING SHAKILY) WEBVTT 01:35:59.771 --> 01:36:02.173 (BREATHING SHAKILY) WEBVTT WEBVTT 01:36:24.366 --> 01:36:26.062 GIRL: Mommy? 01:36:26.364 --> 01:36:30.333 (SHUSHING) Go back to sleep. Everything's okay. WEBVTT 01:36:26.364 --> 01:36:30.333 (SHUSHING) Go back to sleep. Everything's okay. 01:36:31.307 --> 01:36:33.573 My tummy is wet. 01:36:33.943 --> 01:36:37.945 Sh-sh-sh. It's okay. I made it better, okay? 01:36:38.612 --> 01:36:40.409 Go back to sleep. WEBVTT 01:36:38.612 --> 01:36:40.409 Go back to sleep. 01:36:47.017 --> 01:36:49.418 (FAINT, PULSING THROB) WEBVTT 01:36:54.892 --> 01:36:57.833 (LOW, WET GURGLING) WEBVTT 01:37:07.804 --> 01:37:10.142 (PANTING) WEBVTT 01:37:07.804 --> 01:37:10.142 (PANTING) 01:37:15.584 --> 01:37:18.887 (HEAVY, SHUDDERING RUMBLE) WEBVTT 01:37:26.625 --> 01:37:28.930 (PANTING) WEBVTT 01:37:31.764 --> 01:37:34.067 (GASPING HEAVILY) WEBVTT 01:37:43.776 --> 01:37:45.474 (EXHALES SHARPLY) WEBVTT 01:37:53.554 --> 01:37:55.385 (DOOR OPENS) WEBVTT 01:38:03.464 --> 01:38:04.730 (YELPS) 01:38:04.832 --> 01:38:07.903 (RESPIRATOR HISSING LOUDLY) WEBVTT 01:38:10.605 --> 01:38:12.569 (COUGHS) Hello? 01:38:12.671 --> 01:38:13.671 Hello? 01:38:15.005 --> 01:38:17.275 (HOLLOW THUDDING) 01:38:18.578 --> 01:38:20.215 Hello? WEBVTT 01:38:18.578 --> 01:38:20.215 Hello? 01:38:20.317 --> 01:38:22.544 (HEAVY RUMBLING) 01:38:24.882 --> 01:38:26.584 (YELPING LOUDLY) 01:38:26.686 --> 01:38:28.022 CHARLES: Oh! 01:38:29.052 --> 01:38:30.222 Why are you here? WEBVTT 01:38:29.052 --> 01:38:30.222 Why are you here? 01:38:31.625 --> 01:38:32.895 Are you okay? 01:38:33.263 --> 01:38:34.263 Where... 01:38:34.325 --> 01:38:36.525 When did you get here? Why are you here? 01:38:38.896 --> 01:38:39.962 Where is she? WEBVTT 01:38:40.064 --> 01:38:42.965 (GASPING) She's asleep. 01:38:43.234 --> 01:38:44.907 -With the babysitter? -Yes. 01:38:46.509 --> 01:38:47.841 Look, I just... 01:38:47.943 --> 01:38:49.972 I couldn't think. I couldn't function. WEBVTT 01:38:50.074 --> 01:38:51.273 I couldn't do anything. 01:38:51.375 --> 01:38:53.008 All I was doing was thinking about you, 01:38:53.110 --> 01:38:54.243 and her, and the apartment 01:38:54.345 --> 01:38:56.412 so I had to come back. I was scared. 01:38:56.514 --> 01:38:59.053 -I wanted to help. -Wait, wait, wait. Wait, I... WEBVTT 01:39:02.853 --> 01:39:05.030 CHARLES: What? You just gotta know how to talk to these guys. 01:39:05.054 --> 01:39:06.356 That's all. 01:39:06.458 --> 01:39:09.695 Did you look at it, the hole? Did you see it? 01:39:09.797 --> 01:39:11.058 Did you see anything? WEBVTT 01:39:09.797 --> 01:39:11.058 Did you see anything? 01:39:11.561 --> 01:39:15.102 Oh, yeah. No, it, uh... It was not fixed. 01:39:15.736 --> 01:39:17.134 Now it's fixed. 01:39:17.570 --> 01:39:20.875 Okay. Okay, I think we should just... Let's just go now. WEBVTT 01:39:17.570 --> 01:39:20.875 Okay. Okay, I think we should just... Let's just go now. 01:39:20.977 --> 01:39:22.741 CHARLES: I just don't see how it got so bad. 01:39:22.843 --> 01:39:24.271 How did it get so bad? 01:39:24.373 --> 01:39:25.975 Are you trying to blame me? 01:39:26.277 --> 01:39:28.616 No, I'm not blaming you. I just... 01:39:28.719 --> 01:39:29.984 I just want to get out of here. WEBVTT 01:39:30.086 --> 01:39:32.046 -It was a huge hole. -I want to get out of here. WEBVTT 01:39:41.465 --> 01:39:42.690 Do you love me? 01:39:44.565 --> 01:39:45.565 Yeah. WEBVTT 01:39:53.840 --> 01:39:55.337 (CHARLES EXHALES) 01:39:55.439 --> 01:39:58.244 -Hey, hey. Wait, wait, wait. -What? 01:39:58.943 --> 01:40:00.378 What's the rush? WEBVTT 01:39:58.943 --> 01:40:00.378 What's the rush? 01:40:00.480 --> 01:40:02.948 You were the one who was in a rush to get back here. 01:40:03.050 --> 01:40:04.945 I don't want to be here anymore. 01:40:05.347 --> 01:40:07.086 We are here, all right? 01:40:07.189 --> 01:40:08.909 Let's relieve the babysitter. I'm exhausted. 01:40:08.988 --> 01:40:10.289 I want to get to sleep, WEBVTT 01:40:08.988 --> 01:40:10.289 I want to get to sleep, 01:40:10.391 --> 01:40:12.003 and I'm excited to see her even if she's sleeping. 01:40:12.027 --> 01:40:13.827 I know, but why don't you go downstairs 01:40:13.929 --> 01:40:15.202 and get us some wine or something 01:40:15.226 --> 01:40:16.492 and I can relieve the sitter 01:40:16.594 --> 01:40:17.876 and then you can come back up and then we can... 01:40:17.900 --> 01:40:19.600 What's going on? What's going on? 01:40:19.702 --> 01:40:21.135 There's nothing going on. WEBVTT 01:40:19.702 --> 01:40:21.135 There's nothing going on. 01:40:22.670 --> 01:40:24.600 Open the door. 01:40:27.007 --> 01:40:29.605 -Me? -I don't have a key. WEBVTT 01:40:30.910 --> 01:40:33.345 Right, yeah. Okay. 01:40:34.610 --> 01:40:36.182 Oh, God. Don't tell me you left her here 01:40:36.284 --> 01:40:39.416 -without having a key. Come on. -No, no, no. No. 01:40:39.518 --> 01:40:42.519 Of course, I have a key. What do you think I am? WEBVTT 01:40:39.518 --> 01:40:42.519 Of course, I have a key. What do you think I am? 01:40:48.490 --> 01:40:52.131 Hey. I'm her dad. I'm Charles. WEBVTT 01:40:48.490 --> 01:40:52.131 Hey. I'm her dad. I'm Charles. 01:40:52.234 --> 01:40:54.230 Nice to meet you. You must be the babysitter. 01:40:54.332 --> 01:40:56.497 -Babysitter? -Yeah, James, right? 01:40:56.599 --> 01:40:59.770 -Jamie, right. -Oh, thank you for... 01:40:59.872 --> 01:41:01.502 Oh, hell no. WEBVTT 01:40:59.872 --> 01:41:01.502 Oh, hell no. 01:41:01.604 --> 01:41:04.011 I'm not doing this shit with you, yo. 01:41:04.114 --> 01:41:05.286 Not doing what? What are you talking about? 01:41:05.310 --> 01:41:07.610 I'm not a fucking babysitter, dude. 01:41:08.914 --> 01:41:10.484 Excuse me? WEBVTT 01:41:08.914 --> 01:41:10.484 Excuse me? 01:41:11.287 --> 01:41:14.222 Your daughter woke up and was crying, scared shitless. 01:41:14.324 --> 01:41:18.025 So I pounded on the fucking door till she finally opened it. 01:41:18.128 --> 01:41:19.799 I had to tell her I was a friend of your wife. 01:41:19.823 --> 01:41:22.690 Bro, it took me forever to get her to go to sleep. WEBVTT 01:41:19.823 --> 01:41:22.690 Bro, it took me forever to get her to go to sleep. 01:41:22.792 --> 01:41:25.133 And by the way, I had to give her a Band-Aid. 01:41:25.235 --> 01:41:27.374 She has some shit oozing from her stomach or something. 01:41:27.398 --> 01:41:29.170 Hey. Okay, okay, hold on. Hold on. 01:41:29.272 --> 01:41:31.084 -Listen, who the fuck are you... -Watch the leg, man. WEBVTT 01:41:29.272 --> 01:41:31.084 -Listen, who the fuck are you... -Watch the leg, man. 01:41:31.108 --> 01:41:32.413 And what the hell are you doing in my room? 01:41:32.437 --> 01:41:34.673 -Your room? -Yeah. This is my wife. 01:41:34.775 --> 01:41:35.841 That's my child. 01:41:35.943 --> 01:41:37.077 -GIRL: Mommy? -My room. 01:41:37.179 --> 01:41:38.687 JAMIE: I just fucking told you who I was, 01:41:38.711 --> 01:41:41.071 and you need to ask your wife why I got this cast on my leg. WEBVTT 01:41:38.711 --> 01:41:41.071 and you need to ask your wife why I got this cast on my leg. 01:41:41.150 --> 01:41:43.348 -LINDA: It's... I don't... -Who is this guy? 01:41:43.450 --> 01:41:45.887 -He's the babysitter. -He's not the babysitter! 01:41:45.989 --> 01:41:47.098 He just told me he's not the babysitter. 01:41:47.122 --> 01:41:48.165 I don't know what he's talking about. 01:41:48.189 --> 01:41:48.986 -Who the fuck is he? -She's awake. 01:41:49.088 --> 01:41:50.188 Can we just go inside? WEBVTT 01:41:49.088 --> 01:41:50.188 Can we just go inside? 01:41:50.290 --> 01:41:51.566 She can hear everything you're saying. 01:41:51.590 --> 01:41:52.631 Can you even explain to me why her machine is off 01:41:52.655 --> 01:41:53.453 and the tube is outside of her body? 01:41:53.556 --> 01:41:54.796 GIRL: Daddy! Are you out there? 01:41:54.890 --> 01:41:56.272 -I ain't in this shit, man. -GIRL: Come see me! 01:41:56.296 --> 01:41:57.896 -LINDA: Let's go inside. -Daddy! Daddy! 01:41:57.932 --> 01:41:59.929 Hey. Hey. Lookit. Yes, hi. WEBVTT 01:42:00.031 --> 01:42:01.233 Daddy's home! 01:42:01.336 --> 01:42:02.644 Mom said we didn't need the program anymore. 01:42:02.668 --> 01:42:04.217 CHARLES: Oh, my gosh. Look at you! You're beautiful. 01:42:04.241 --> 01:42:05.581 But I didn't believe her because Dr. Spring said I do. 01:42:05.605 --> 01:42:08.709 -But look, she was right! -What? What are you saying? 01:42:08.811 --> 01:42:11.613 -Look! No tube! -What? WEBVTT 01:42:08.811 --> 01:42:11.613 -Look! No tube! -What? 01:42:11.715 --> 01:42:12.739 The tube is garbage now. 01:42:12.841 --> 01:42:14.641 -(CHARLES EXHALES) -I can go back to school! 01:42:14.717 --> 01:42:16.278 CHARLES: Oh, my God. 01:42:16.380 --> 01:42:18.282 -Oh, my God. -But Daddy... 01:42:18.384 --> 01:42:19.498 I still don't want to eat food... 01:42:19.522 --> 01:42:20.783 What... WEBVTT 01:42:19.522 --> 01:42:20.783 What... 01:42:20.885 --> 01:42:21.752 -because it's too squishy. -CHARLES: What's going on? 01:42:21.854 --> 01:42:23.884 (PANTING) 01:42:27.330 --> 01:42:29.203 GIRL: Will you take me to the playground tomorrow? 01:42:29.227 --> 01:42:30.761 CHARLES: What did you do? WEBVTT 01:42:29.227 --> 01:42:30.761 CHARLES: What did you do? 01:42:31.030 --> 01:42:32.093 What did you do?! 01:42:32.195 --> 01:42:33.333 GIRL: Mommy! 01:42:35.968 --> 01:42:38.338 (SIGN HUMMING) WEBVTT 01:42:42.878 --> 01:42:45.807 (DISCORDANT TONE BLARING) WEBVTT 01:42:52.184 --> 01:42:54.321 (DEEP, THROBBING RUMBLE) WEBVTT WEBVTT WEBVTT WEBVTT 01:43:34.897 --> 01:43:36.792 (THUNDEROUS CRASHING) 01:43:39.636 --> 01:43:41.797 (CRYING OUT) WEBVTT 01:43:39.636 --> 01:43:41.797 (CRYING OUT) 01:43:44.906 --> 01:43:46.472 (GASPS, COUGHING) 01:43:47.843 --> 01:43:50.245 (WATER RUSHING) WEBVTT 01:43:47.843 --> 01:43:50.245 (WATER RUSHING) 01:43:53.550 --> 01:43:55.250 (GRUNTS) 01:43:58.687 --> 01:44:00.486 (PANTING) WEBVTT 01:43:58.687 --> 01:44:00.486 (PANTING) 01:44:07.191 --> 01:44:08.957 (LOUD GROAN) 01:44:09.226 --> 01:44:10.694 (SHARP GRUNT) WEBVTT 01:44:09.226 --> 01:44:10.694 (SHARP GRUNT) 01:44:13.362 --> 01:44:16.099 (GIRL SCREAMING) 01:44:16.201 --> 01:44:18.866 (MUFFLED RUMBLING) 01:44:18.968 --> 01:44:21.408 -(FAINT, RUSHING VOICES) -(LINDA'S LUNGS SPASMING) WEBVTT 01:44:18.968 --> 01:44:21.408 -(FAINT, RUSHING VOICES) -(LINDA'S LUNGS SPASMING) 01:44:25.582 --> 01:44:27.546 (PANTING) WEBVTT WEBVTT WEBVTT 01:44:50.269 --> 01:44:53.033 (HEAVY, EXHALING YELL) WEBVTT WEBVTT 01:45:14.458 --> 01:45:16.226 (FAINT, MUFFLED VOICES) 01:45:16.328 --> 01:45:18.564 (INDISTINCT SCREAMING) WEBVTT 01:45:20.299 --> 01:45:22.403 GIRL: Don't touch me! 01:45:27.438 --> 01:45:30.173 (SWIRLING, MUFFLED SHOUTS) WEBVTT 01:45:27.438 --> 01:45:30.173 (SWIRLING, MUFFLED SHOUTS) 01:45:30.275 --> 01:45:31.845 (GASPING FOR AIR) 01:45:31.947 --> 01:45:33.843 (WAVE CRASHING) WEBVTT 01:45:44.223 --> 01:45:47.527 (SHUDDERING BREATHS) WEBVTT 01:45:52.496 --> 01:45:54.963 (SHARP, RHYTHMIC BREATHS) WEBVTT WEBVTT 01:46:11.153 --> 01:46:13.652 (BREATHING CONTINUES, ECHOING) 01:46:16.322 --> 01:46:17.755 GIRL (FAINTLY): Mommy! 01:46:18.827 --> 01:46:19.988 Mommy! WEBVTT 01:46:20.356 --> 01:46:21.995 Mommy! 01:46:22.097 --> 01:46:23.324 (BREATHING FADES SLIGHTLY) 01:46:23.426 --> 01:46:26.060 (PULSING RUMBLE) 01:46:27.366 --> 01:46:29.635 GIRL: Mommy, I'm here. WEBVTT 01:46:31.336 --> 01:46:33.474 Mommy, please! 01:46:35.778 --> 01:46:36.604 Mommy! 01:46:36.706 --> 01:46:39.639 (RHYTHMIC BREATHING CONTINUES) 01:46:39.741 --> 01:46:41.249 GIRL (CLOSER): Please! WEBVTT 01:46:39.741 --> 01:46:41.249 GIRL (CLOSER): Please! 01:46:41.351 --> 01:46:43.584 -(VOICES SWIRLING) -(RUMBLING CONTINUES) 01:46:43.686 --> 01:46:47.288 GIRL (SINGING): ♪ Sit beside The breakfast table ♪ 01:46:47.690 --> 01:46:49.765 -♪ Think about your troubles ♪ -(OVERLAPPING CHATTER) 01:46:49.789 --> 01:46:52.089 -♪ Pour yourself a cup of tea ♪ -(HEAVY RUMBLE) WEBVTT 01:46:49.789 --> 01:46:52.089 -♪ Pour yourself a cup of tea ♪ -(HEAVY RUMBLE) 01:46:52.191 --> 01:46:53.458 (RUMBLE STOPS) 01:46:53.560 --> 01:46:55.595 ♪ Then think about The bubbles ♪ WEBVTT 01:47:02.167 --> 01:47:03.471 Mommy? 01:47:06.240 --> 01:47:08.575 (WAVES HISSING FAINTLY) WEBVTT 01:47:10.607 --> 01:47:12.975 I'll be better. I promise. 01:47:15.314 --> 01:47:17.078 I'll be better. WEBVTT 01:47:22.859 --> 01:47:24.417 (WAVES BUILDING) 01:47:24.520 --> 01:47:27.022 (CRASHING) WEBVTT 01:47:30.329 --> 01:47:32.830 (SEA FOAM HISSING) 01:47:37.702 --> 01:47:42.136 (WAVES CONTINUE ROLLING GENTLY) WEBVTT 01:47:37.702 --> 01:47:42.136 (WAVES CONTINUE ROLLING GENTLY) WEBVTT WEBVTT WEBVTT WEBVTT WEBVTT WEBVTT WEBVTT 01:48:56.817 --> 01:49:00.348 GIRL: ♪ Sit beside The breakfast table ♪ WEBVTT 01:48:56.817 --> 01:49:00.348 GIRL: ♪ Sit beside The breakfast table ♪ 01:49:00.917 --> 01:49:03.554 ♪ Think about your troubles ♪ 01:49:03.656 --> 01:49:05.887 ♪ Pour yourself a cup of tea ♪ 01:49:05.989 --> 01:49:09.324 ♪ Then think About the bubbles ♪ 01:49:09.827 --> 01:49:12.826 ♪ You can take your teardrops ♪ WEBVTT 01:49:09.827 --> 01:49:12.826 ♪ You can take your teardrops ♪ 01:49:12.928 --> 01:49:15.334 ♪ Drop them in a teacup ♪ 01:49:15.703 --> 01:49:18.471 ♪ Take them down To the riverside ♪ 01:49:18.573 --> 01:49:20.768 ♪ And throw them Over the side ♪ WEBVTT 01:49:18.573 --> 01:49:20.768 ♪ And throw them Over the side ♪ 01:49:20.871 --> 01:49:23.738 ♪ To be swept up by a current ♪ 01:49:23.841 --> 01:49:26.907 ♪ Then taken to the ocean ♪ 01:49:27.009 --> 01:49:30.351 ♪ To be eaten by some fishes ♪ WEBVTT 01:49:27.009 --> 01:49:30.351 ♪ To be eaten by some fishes ♪ 01:49:30.453 --> 01:49:33.447 ♪ Who were eaten by Some fishes ♪ 01:49:33.816 --> 01:49:36.090 ♪ Swallowed by a whale ♪ 01:49:36.192 --> 01:49:39.555 ♪ Who grew so old ♪ 01:49:39.657 --> 01:49:42.931 ♪ He decomposed ♪ WEBVTT 01:49:39.657 --> 01:49:42.931 ♪ He decomposed ♪ 01:49:43.033 --> 01:49:44.258 ♪ Doo-doo ♪ 01:49:45.761 --> 01:49:46.927 ♪ Doo-doo ♪ 01:49:47.029 --> 01:49:50.799 ♪ He died and left his body ♪ WEBVTT 01:49:47.029 --> 01:49:50.799 ♪ He died and left his body ♪ 01:49:50.901 --> 01:49:54.603 ♪ To the bottom of the ocean ♪ 01:49:54.705 --> 01:49:57.244 ♪ Now everybody knows ♪ 01:49:57.347 --> 01:50:01.080 ♪ That when a body decomposes ♪ WEBVTT 01:49:57.347 --> 01:50:01.080 ♪ That when a body decomposes ♪ 01:50:01.415 --> 01:50:03.745 ♪ The basic elements ♪ 01:50:03.848 --> 01:50:07.180 ♪ Are given back to the ocean ♪ 01:50:07.282 --> 01:50:10.556 ♪ And the sea does What it oughta ♪ WEBVTT 01:50:07.282 --> 01:50:10.556 ♪ And the sea does What it oughta ♪ 01:50:10.658 --> 01:50:13.426 ♪ And soon There's salty water ♪ 01:50:13.528 --> 01:50:16.223 ♪ Not too good for drinking ♪ 01:50:16.325 --> 01:50:18.829 ♪ 'Cause it tastes Just like a teardrop ♪ 01:50:18.931 --> 01:50:22.831 ♪ So they run it Through a filter ♪ WEBVTT 01:50:18.931 --> 01:50:22.831 ♪ So they run it Through a filter ♪ 01:50:22.933 --> 01:50:25.702 ♪ It comes out from a faucet ♪ 01:50:25.804 --> 01:50:28.871 ♪ And it pours into a teapot ♪ 01:50:28.973 --> 01:50:31.373 ♪ Which is just about To bubble ♪ WEBVTT 01:50:28.973 --> 01:50:31.373 ♪ Which is just about To bubble ♪ 01:50:31.476 --> 01:50:32.940 ♪ Now ♪ 01:50:33.042 --> 01:50:37.080 ♪ Think about your troubles ♪ 01:50:38.749 --> 01:50:41.249 (WAVES RUMBLING FAINTLY)WEBVTT 01:50:38.749 --> 01:50:41.249 (WAVES RUMBLING FAINTLY)